Ummmm... i dont really like asking people to help me, but if you guys *and girls* could pray for me... theres just a lot going on, and i am starting to want to just give up. And the devil is doing EVERYTHING and takeing away EVERYONE he can to make me want to run away from God, and i hate to say it but i am starting to listen to him (the devil that is) i just dont see why all this is happening! Its like after i get over one heart brake my heart shatters!! I need all the help i can get!!
thanks

***  And your life can change drastically in just one minute.... or in my case one phone call.... So live like theres no tomorrow, and love like theres no such thing as heart brake ***

Oh my gosh... i just got back from Lane's house.Ok so on Friday i helped clean the house and got Lane ready for her Dinner Thingy.... When Lane left i worked with Kate *My Horse* and then i played with the kids. Did You Know, that kids can be kinda fun if you really talk to them, i mean, instead of telling them what to do and telling them they're wrong and NO!!! If you talk to them like they are people and not kids, they can be pretty cool. Anyways i thought i would just tell you people that.
MOVING ON,
So later that night we had to go pickup Lane, Lane tells me that Carmen,Tyler and Austin are going to come and ride the next day. I know, I know i should be happy and all..... but i had to ride MY horse... and Kate isn't to swell with other horses + i had only had 10 hours of sleep the past 2 nights. (No not 10 hours each night, 10 hours put together *for all you smart people out there i only had 5 hours of sleep each night!! :P *
Anyway, the next day turnded out pretty Dandy, All though Austin didn't make it and my horse tryed to kill me a few times, it was FUN!! We had a water fight... Oh My Gosh.... ha ha it was so cold but so much fun! Oh, yeah and Tyler had a brush that had scum from the bottom of the horse troff on it, and he preceded to rub it down my leg... yeah so i had green scum on my pants all day long. I got to soak Rilee... and then Lane soaked me (i mean head to toe soked!!) It was a day i wont forget, for many different reasons.... :)
Well this is pretty long and i dont think anyone will read it, but i still.... :)

Grace~~~

i love you buddy.....
we're gona make it...
daddy knows the way home....

*** for some weird twisted reason i really like this saying.... i guess it was the Bible Study that went with it... but i really like it!! ha every time i get scared or sad i repeat it... i know i am a really odd person, but it helps!! :)

I GET TO GO TO LANES THIS WEEKEND!!! YES!! MY SISTER HAS TO WORK AND SO I GET TO GO TO LANES!!! YES YES YES!!
LOL well just thought i would tell you!! :)

I don't think i will ever be ungrounded from seeing my best friend :( Grrrr
I have been home for a month, i have gone to Tylers church like 2 times in that month and went to the movies once..... but other then that i have been home!!! And i am going to have to spend this weekend with my sister instead of seeing if i can go to Lanes house.... Grrr not cool :(

moving on,
nothing else has happend, b/c i haven't gone anywhere!!! Blah.
This month has vaccumed for me

How are you people??

so i got nothing to do...
my spring break hasn't been very good so far... but at lest i dont have to do school! :) I am happy about that :P My best friend just got back from Hawaii, i got to hang out with her tonight and that was really good!! AND i got to see all my other friends, so that was nice!! But i haven't got to go anywhere on my break!! maybe i will run to Mexico and become an ALBINO (lol inside j/k) lol anyways... Well yeah just thought i should  up-date! :P

Grace~~~

i watched ALL 6 Star War movies!!
1-6 in one day! It was 13 hours in all!! But how many people can say they have watched them all in ONE day!! Yeah well now i can!! :P lol
I started watching them at Noon Saturday and finished at 1 am Sunday!! :P lol

Weird i know....but so much fun!! :P lol

So yeah ALL my friends are in Hawaii... well there are like 3 friends still here in TN!! So i guess it's not THAT bad.... but still, their in HAWAII!!!!
LOL well anyway... just thought i would tell you people!! :P
Oh, and my braces don't hurt anymore!! YES!! lol well it makes me happy so thought i would tell you people!! :P

I took this quiz to see what diseny movie i was and my highest score was Cool Runnings!! lol
i used to L-O-V-E that movie!! I haven't seen it in so long now... maybe i should go rent it!!
So yeah.... lol just thought you people would want to know!! :P

i am making a list of my favorite songs:P You can tell i have nothing to do :P lol

1~ My Little Girl (By - Tim McGraw)
2~ Work (By - Jars Of Clay)
3~ From Sunrise To Sunset (By- Paul Wright)
4~ Tears Of The Saints (By- Leeland)
5~ Watching You (By - Rodney Atkins)
6~ Wild Horses (By - Natasha Bedingfield)
7~ Just Breath (By - Anna Nalick)
8~ Should Have Said No (By - Taylor Swift)
9~ Tim McGraw (By - Taylor Swift)
10~ Teardrops On My Guitar (By-Taylor Swift)
11~ Does Anybody Hear Her (By - Casting Crowns)
12~ The Last Night (By - Skillet)
13~ Dreamer (By - Bethany Dillon)
14~ Let It Rain (By - Jo Jo)
15~ Jealous Kind (By - Jars of Clay)
16~ Our Song (By - Taylor Swift)
17~ Wreck Of The Day (By- Anna Nalick)
18~ Anything But Ordinary (By- Avril Lavigne)

So, i haven't done to much different.
I got to go to my best friends church wednesday night! It was good, i stoped going wednesday night to my church b/c i wasn't learning anything! I haven't learned anything on a wednesday night in a LONG time! So, yeah, that was fantastic. I baby-sat a bunch this week, but that happens like every week :)
Yesterday i got to go riding. It was so much fun. I rode my third favorite horse... lol
We ran like craZy and it was THE best thing i have done in a long time. It was FANTASTIC to be up in the saddle, since we moved, i haven't got to ride or play around with horses everyday :( But at lest once a week is better then nothing.... right....
I am getting used to my braces!!
They don't hurt as bad. What else is there.... School, is the same for me, i am doing pretty good with all my subject. I think thats about it.
So, i'll up-date when something else fantastic happens :)

So i got Braces today!
They aren't to bad.... i look weird now!!
But O well! Just thought i should tell you guys i got Braces!

This is a paper i had to write the other day and i have nothing to do so i am putting it on here :P
Hope you like it

Wild Horses

Wild horses aren't just wild beasts, as most people call them. They aren't feed eating pigs, as some ranchers and farmers call them. They wouldn't hurt us if they weren't so afraid of us. We are trying to take the land which the wild horse has run on for many years. We think it is ours, the truth is, its theirs. They have ruled the wild west for many years, running free and living off the land.

Wild horses were the best thing that happened in the Indian times. Horses would run as they wished and come home for dinner. They trusted humans back then, but now they run for the hills when they get a glimpse of us. They know we have lost all respect for them. We don't see the beauty anymore, we look past the magnificent muscles, we can't look into their eyes because we know if we did, we would melt with sympathy and set them free. Wild horses were not made to be caught and put under saddle. They were made to run in the wild, and show us,
                        Life is what you make it

Some people want to put the wild horses under saddle and throw them in an arena full of people screaming and yelling. Some people want to sell them, for money, some think wild horses are only good for dog food.

Why put a beautiful wild horse in an arena were it will go crazy and people will think that is how all wild horses are, when in all actuality it's us who make them look bad. How could someone sell such a marvelous animal, and think it is good for nothing, and who in the world would sell such a fantastic animal to become dog food.

If we take away the wild horses freedom and put them under saddle, how are our children's children supposed to see the beautiful, untamed, magnificent, Wild Horses?

I am so tired! Physically and Mentally. All that i had going on in my last Post is slow going away, not going away persay but i am getting used to what happend. But my life never slows down because now i have another probalem in the making. Life never seems to slow down!!
But on a happier note, Thursday-night was THE most fun i have had in a long time. I have never Laughed so hard.... ever!! It was FANTASTIC!
Well please keep me in your prayers still and hopfuly things will get better! Thanks for all the prayers so far.

Gracy

So, its snowing like theres no tomorrow here....
It has been snowing like all day! But i am all good with it : - ) Snow is so pretty! i wrote this paper on snow once and got an A+..... :) weird i know but hey, i got an A+ so i was happy :P
A lot has happened but i don't think i should put it up on here.... but please just keep me in your prayers.. i could use all the help i can get!
Thanks :)

                                ~Gr@(3~

Footprints

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he
looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it
happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times
in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of
trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

~~~Unknown

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.....

I am not a big fan of Valentines Day but i thought i might as well say Happy Valentines anyway :) Hope you people had a FANTASTIC Valentines! :P

<3

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady

During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning  woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but
how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain

One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing
on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rain storm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960's. The man took her to safety, assistance and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached.
It read:
       "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night.
The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside
just before he passed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others."
 Sincerely,
 Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass
of water in front of him. "How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked. "Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies..  You see, he couldn' t have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock.
Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping!
the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare &serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice,
"Will I start to die right away". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought
he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

I am sick :(
And tonight i am supposed to work with kids at the church!! :( :) So PLEASE pray i get better SOON!!
Thank You

Hey,
Life is OK for me.....
Nothing big has happened and i am not sure if thats a good or bad thing!!
Have you ever heard the song Wild Horses by Natasha Bedingfield... well if not its a FANTASTIC song..... but if you have heard it i feel pretty much like that! I want all my fears and worries to be gone, i want to be free and live life, i want to have fun, love with out being afriad of being left or hurt!!!! I don't know i think i might just be craZy.........

...Who Shall Separate Us From The Love Of Christ? Shall Trouble Or Hardship Or Persecution Or Famine Or Danger Or Sword?

*Romans 8:35

*Romans 8:35

IT SNOWED!!!Ha,we finly got some snow!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!

Truth About Girls...

~ Never ever tell a girl she looks tired.

~ We will never be too old for sleepovers.

~ We arent ashamed to cry.

~ We must go to the bathroom in groups. Get over it.

~We have this thing called feelings.Dont hurt them

~ We dont wake up looking pretty. It takes time and effort.

~ Sometimes...... is just never quite enough.

~ We need girls nights OFTEN.

~ When we cry we don't want you to just stand there and act like a idiot. We want you to be there for us and care.

~ We never forget the things you say to us that hurt.

~ It doesnt matter who dumped who or why. Whenever we see an ex with another girl, it
always bothers us. Not because we aren't over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.

~ Makeup can hide so many things

~ Never ever ask a girl what she weighs; or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little. Just don`t do it.

~ Never ask a girl if shes being  snotty...cause other things annoy us...duhhhhh

~ As much as we say we didnt like u that much...we did.

~ Girls notice every little thing so be careful what you say (or don't say) and do (or don't do).

~ Our eyes are located in our heads. Not our chest or backside. When you're not looking in our eyes, WE KN0W

~ We get a feeling in our gut when things are wrong *We seriously do*

~ Sometimes we trust you because we want to, even when we know you are lying, and it hurts.

~ Hugs are like Medicine....So give them to us

~ Never tell a girl she's hot. Tell her she's beautiful. It will make her feel more important.

What makes me ~ME~

1~ I can train Horses
2~ I DON'T paint-ball
3~ I am the youngest of 5 kids
4~ I have a fan club
5~ I like to make home made movies
6~ I make pretty good brownies
7~ I am KING
8~ I love Peter Pan
9~ I have a race horse
10~ I get along with guys better then girls
11~ I have 2 REALLY craZy cats
12~ I have never had a birthday party *that i can remember*
13~ I love to ice-skate
14~ I love the word FANTASTIC
15~ I love going to the movies in craZy outfits, just to see other peoples reactions :)
16~ I have CRAZY friends!!!!!!!!!  
17~ My favorite movie is Step Up!
18~ My favorite song is Stand In The Rain
19~ My favorite place to buy clothing is Goody's
20~ I HATE yes HATE chinese food!
21~ I have Blue-ish Green-ish eyes
22~ I love to kill Lane.......but she always comes back to life
23~ I want to adopt a baby Girl from China and a baby Boy and baby Girl from Africa, When i am older
24~ My dream car is a 350z
25~ I call CowBoy Boots... Horse Girl Boots

Have you ever felt like you were drowning? When everything that you did and said was wrong?
Its like I can’t get a brake anymore. Not even with friends, I mean isn’t it supposed to be when your with your friends you can relax? Now don’t get me wrong, there are sometimes when I have fun with my friends. But now it seems like my friends ether don’t talk to me or they say something mean to me. I don’t know! I think I am just so confused that I am lost, and I am so lost I am scared, and I am so scared I am tired, and I am so tired I want to just give up! But I know I can’t give up...........................................