my life has changed soo drastically this last year..

everything feels like its moving so fast..

and i dont know whether to smile or cry..

because nothing is the same and im feeling a little confused..

i wish i could pause life once in awhile to really

enjoy the good moments and work through the bad..

but life doesnt work that way...

so i guess its time for me to realize that and deal..

take advantage of every day and live it to the fullest

because it will be gone before you know it

soo i have had long hair for wayy to long and havent had it even near my shoulders since i was like six...so today i got it cut off..but im not sure if i like it yet?

so..im in kentucky visiting family..

and thunder over louisville is going on..

so people are everywhere..

and jets are flying around in the sky..

its pretty cool..

but what amazes me even more is just sitting back and watching the people around me and realizing how life can change so quickly..my grandpa is getting really old and kinda getting confused easily..and then the baby cousins are getting so big and there is a brand new one that everyone is fascinated with..it really just makes you think about life in general..and how important family really is..

So...

ive decided that i wanna go to Bonaroo this year!

Radiohead, Beck, Death Cab for Cutie, Bright Eyes, Damian Marley, Ben Folds, and My morning jacket are just a few of the performers that are gonna be there! that would be amazing to go..just the whole experience would be...but i doubt my parents will be too up for me goin..but who knows..

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to youby now, you should've somehow realized what you gotta do i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you nowbackbeat the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is outim sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubtthere are many things that i wanna say to youbut i dont know howso maybe....your gonna be the one to save meyour     my        wonderwall