this might be a tad bit depressing.  prepare yourselves.

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"Time...moves like a snail with our impatience.  And races like a gazelle when you can't catch your breath."

-From the incredible movie, Simon Birch

I was once asked what the thing I treasured most in life was.  I had no answer...my answer now would be Time.  When I want it to go by, it creeps so slowly it feels like the world is standing still and when I wish that for one second it would slow down, it moves too fast for me to even think.  I try to grasp the moments in time that mean the most to me, to hold on to them forever.  But, in time, they slip away and I can't seem to stop them from doing so.  I try to regain consiousness while the whole time my mind is spinning in a whirlwhind so fast I couldn't stop it if I wanted to.  I wish to go back in time...to that one moment I know I'll never see again.  That one moment when I was in your arms...that one time I said I loved you...and that one time you weren't who you are now.  I wish to go back in time and change who I feel like I made you become...even if I had to relive all this.  Sometimes I wish I had more time, to maybe stop all this before it goes way too far.  But I know that I can't change destiny.  If this is destiny...I wish to be out of time.  Time is the most precious thing...worth the most...coveted the most.  Missed the most, and taken for granted the most.  I took our time for granted.  I wish, I so wish, for them again.  I want you to hold me one last time.  I want to hold your hand if only for 2 more seconds.  I want to see you look at me through sincere eyes.  I want more time...more time with you.