I had alot of fun at Elissa's B-day party yesterday ^^

here are some pics:

Elissa and Cool Kid Kelsey in the car on our Video Scavenger Hunt

Elissa wearing her B-day crown that lights up and hold candy ^^-she is disheveled from running through the Walmart parking lot lol

yeah, i wish i had taken more but o well...

SNOW DAY! w00t! ^^

"For what purpose are you ashamed of yourself?
What is waiting for you after that?
Though I really like your way of walking
In which you head straight and hit against a wall so often"
-Ayu (Startin')

i'm glad itz Friday... i had so many plans for today but i think they've all fallen thru (mostly b/c of my laziness >.<) but o well, i gotta work tonite and tomorrow nite and Sunday is my lil sister's B-day party! Sweet Sixteen! ^^ tee hee! so excited!

"There is no answer
No matter where you search for it
But you will never have
This moment again in your life
If you have decided to live in your way
Accept the answer
Different from your ideal"
-Ayu (Startin')

Ayu's new song/music video ^^

yay! itz Friday! ^^ thank God! ^^
Ayu's new music video is out today. the song is called Startin'. i've seen a preview but i am SO watchin the whole thing when i get home... whenever i go home today... cuz i have alot do today...
i gotta go to the mall and get some of Elissa's Birthday present and i gotta go to Kyle's so i can borrow a clarinet. (yes, i'm finally taking it up again! ^^) and i work tonite so i gotta pack and i need to figure out my crazy schedule for this next week >.<

lyrics from Ayu's new song:
"There is no answer
No matter where you search for it
But you will never have
This moment again in your life
If you have decided to live in your way
Accept the answer
Different from your ideal"
-Ayu (Startin')

and yay! 2 hrs late to school! and... i think we're not going to 2nd or 3rd period! ^^ i can't stand my 3rd period! Drivers Ed.! >.< bleah!

I had dinner with LaDonna at Toot's yesterday. and then we went to Hastings. I special ordered the High School Musical soundtrack and i bought Lindsay Lohan's new album lol yeah yeah i know! but itz pretty good! everyone should check out her song "Confessions of a Broken Heart (Daughter to Father)" itz awesome! ^^

"When the white snow colors the city
Let me stay by your side
Though I may bother you
Again and again
When the white snow melts
And the city becomes vivid and colorful
I like to keep you closest
To my heart"
-Ayu (CAROLS)

I am so P.O.ed at my parents! especially my mom! they won't let me check out of school to go have lunch w/ my friend who is moving away to Florida for 6 months! this is the last chance i have to spend time with her! and so i got mad when they said i couldn't go and my mom got mad at me for getting mad! it ticks me off that she acts like she's the only one in our house allowed to get mad and bang crap around! >.<

"You shut the door of your heart with a violent noise
And lost the key to open it"
-Ayu (About You)

my voice teacher, Donna Shearron! i love her! she's my 2nd mother!

my brother, Bosly! he chose to pose like that lol he's awesome!

desktop of our home computer. my mom and dad Christmas morning

my buddy LaDonna-she's moving to Florida for 6 months >.<

West Side Story rehearsal went well last nite. but i realized during workouts that i am such a fat kid! lol i need to get in shape! lol

"I go my way
Humming a song
If it makes no difference whether I may cry or smile
I smile"
-Ayu (Humming 7/4)

Yesterday was awesome! ^^ i went to church, then La Siesta, and home and i napped and then went to Elissa's which was awesome!

Quotes of the day (yesterday):
"I was just threatened by a topless boy." -Chase, Zoey 101
"They throw rice and chicken at his head." -Elissa's Spanish worksheet

i'll post pictures later ^^

"Even if the mistakes are repeated again
Everything, included your heart, is devoured completely
Snuggled up to the outstretched arms
The pale eyes closed"
-Gackt (Dispar)

Bos and i rented Kronk's New Groove but didn't have time to watch it til this morning cuz we went to Scott's, which was a blast! ^^ I love the Russell family! >.< We ate pizza and cake and talked and played Pictionary. Girls team (me, Donnie, Elissa, Debi, Bos, and Kyler) won! w00t! Then I went home and showered and went to work. I came home this morning and Bos and I watched our movie which was pretty good... i'm going to Hastings later to take it back... and maybe buy a CD or sumthin...

"Everyone surely has darkness
Hidden somewhere in their heart
Sometimes it prevents them
From living as they wish
We can't imagine other people's pain
It's hard for us to share it
But if I meet someone
Whom I really want to face
I don't want to feel fear"
-Ayu (About you)

Raye and Bos Day!

We're gonna go hang out, maybe do some shopping, and rent Kronk's New Groove ^^

Goin to Scott's tonite! w00t! ya gotta love the Russell's! ^^

"I don't want to hear nor speak
The fine words any longer
The pain will be getting worse
So I just accept it"
-Ayu [(miss)understood]

some pics from LaDonna's Going Away Party:

Rae stuffin her face lol

Donnie (i surprised her)

Donnie's counting off to sing Happy Birthday to her nephew Andy ^^ he's 5 ^^

Donnie and Andy ^^ awww

Donnie's Going away cake

Andy's B-day cake

Bos eating his ice cream

 like sister...
like brother lol

Tomorrow... Raye and Bos Day! ^^ w00t!

last nite, bible study actually went pretty well... we're doing a pretty funny skit this Sunday that my brother will be starring in. come check it out! Sunday morning @ 10 @ Blackman High's gym.

tonite is LaDonna's going away dinner @ Ryan's >.< it'll be fun but i'm gonna miss her.

tomorrow is Raye and Bos Day! my brother and i are gonna spend some quality time together! i love him! he's so awesome! ^^ we'll prolly go see a movie or maybe even just hang out, go shopping, etc.

I REALLY can't wait to see Wicked >.<


http://www.beyondtherainbow2oz.com/wicked-a-new-musical-in-pictures.html

"Giving a smile fit for each situation
Saying plausible words
I go blank
It's about time to end up pretending to be impassive"
-Ayu (INSPIRE)

Kelvin Hill is really cool.

"Do you think you have controlled everything
With a knowing look?
We are not dolls
Who are only dreaming"
-Ayu (my name's WOMEN)

"Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out"
-Muse (Time is Running Out)

i'm gettin me a clarinet! ^^

somethings i love (in no particular order):
Dirty Rotten Scoundrels the musical
Soymilk
Wicked the musical
Elissa
cake
Ayumi Hamasaki
my mom
Gackt
Big Red gum
Jackie
Sherie Rene Scott
my computer
CDs
Norbert Leo Butz
sleep
Rae Rae
my TV
Brady
Aida
Adam Pascal

"hello, Steven? Steven! HAHAHAHA! Steven, you stop calling the dressing room! Steven Speilburg. HAHAHA! Steven! I'm not naked! You stop! I'm not naked this time! You silly! I know you're married!"- Sherie Rene Scott (on the phone)

http://www.broadway.com/gen/Buzz_Video.aspx?ci=512808

so... yeah... today... yeah... life... yeah...

somethings i love (in no particular order):
Dirty Rotten Scoundrels the musical
Soymilk
Wicked the musical
Elissa
cake
Ayumi Hamasaki
my mom
Gackt
Big Red gum
Jackie
Sherie Rene Scott
my computer
CDs
Norbert Leo Butz
sleep
my TV
Brady
Aida
Adam Pascal

"hello, Steven? Steven! HAHAHAHA! Steven, you stop calling the dressing room! Steven Speilburg. HAHAHA! Steven! I'm not naked! You stop! I'm not naked this time! You silly! I know you're married!"- Sherie Rene Scott (on the phone)

http://www.broadway.com/gen/Buzz_Video.aspx?ci=512808

"Choosing only the things you like
isn't irresponsible.
If you can't find anything you like
then why accept the responsibility?
I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept."

today was nice and full. I went to church after work this morning. then we (Jordan, Apes, Sayray, Elissa, mom, dad, Bos, Matt, The Russells, Will, Mel, Garrett- forgive me if i forgot someone) went to Cap'n D's for lunch. Then Elissa went with us to my cousin's first birthday. Chocolate party cake is amazing! >.< Elissa came home w/ us after the party and we watched The Little Mermaid. we didn't finish it cuz she had to be home at 6:30

but here are some pics from today:

I saw Hunter for the first time in forever! he kept tryin to take my picture >.< you gotta love the Bodle man!

Elissa smiling like the Emma

Emma and Debi ^^ both so adorable! >.<

Will gorgeously magical hair ^^

my lil cousin, Dakota ^^

the party theme was cowboys lol (Karston and Cason-- two other cousins)

the craw-dad i caught in the creek! w00t!

one of my most favorite ppl in the world- my Uncle Steve ^^

so there you have it. my day.

so, i just had a really great time w/ Brady and Jackie ^^ we went to O' Charley's and then we went and saw Tristan & Isolde. it was pretty good. sweet, funny, violent lol we had fun making fun of it too lol but off to work i go ^^

"Despite my strong desire,
I started giving up.
I'd find it, release it, and sometimes
there were nights when I hurt myself.

If there were something I could give to you,
If there were something I could give to you,
It would be my unchanging, certain thoughts."
-Ayu (NEVER EVER)

so... i worked last nite... on my way home this morning, i just wanted to do something you kno? just something. so i called my mom but she said she wasn't ready to go do anything so i came home and after a few hours, i transformed into this lazy monster... my lack of sleep is setting in...

itz like there's so much i wanna do.
and so much i need to do.
and it seems like i can't do anything... *shrugs*

"We've arrived in these times.
But somehow things move on
So somehow we're standing here
and we're living through today."
-Ayu (evolution)

I'll just post the main parts, like one's that have solos (i would post the entire cast but that would be alot of typing):

Riff- Daniel
Tony- Greg
Action- Kyle
Bernardo- Brady
Maria- Sarah/Elizabeth
Anita- Olivia/Alison
Rosalia- Rachel Chase

yeah, thatz right, I'm Rosalia and I'm greatful... I have alot of lines and solos ^^ so this is a big "YAY GOD!"

"We are scared of tomorrow
Because we are so anxious about what we haven't yet seen
But if tomorrow is too obvious to see
It's so much boring
Don't you think so?"
-Ayu (Beautiful Day)