"The moment I say something
Everything may slip down through my fingers like sands
And I only wait the time passing by so calmly"

-Ayu

yeah, i went to Belmont Saturday morning for a "preview day" to learn about the school and check out the campus and stuff... i kinda really wanna go there but i don't kno if i can afford it, let alone get in!>.< i'm gonna check out MTSU too but bleah.... -_- i'd rather go to Belmont at the moment.... i even got a Belmont School of Music shirt while i was there and i carry my lil Belmont packet w/ me everywhere lol i'm such an over obsessed nerd ^^ well, leave remarks! ciao!

"you walk on waves

you run with clouds

you paint the sky for me to see

your majesty, your majesty

is why I sing!

This is a love song to you"

Jordan and I sang this song @ church in the service and it went really well... i hope that ppl felt it the way i did when i was singing...

So, itz down to Cats.... we're prolly gonna do Cats! >.< can you believe it? i mean, it'll prolly look good on ur resume that you were in Cats but Cats! or... there a very small likeliness that we'll do Miss Saigon. at least, i hope we will *keeps fingers crossed*

"Beginnings come at random,
but endings always have a reason."
-Ayu (M)

just got back from worship band practice which went well...

tomorrow is Friday! yay! we (Chamber Choir) sing @ the game tomorrow nite! w00t! ^^

"Don't go out looking for fun;
you should just enjoy the here and now."

-Ayu (girlish)

i went to Judgement House again last nite and then i went to The Judgement @ Family Worship Center. and it was amazing!!!! everyone should go! i'm prolly goin again Monday! ^^

Mama G talked about the NY trip yesterday! i cannot wait to go! >.< there are so many girls i wanna room w/ tho. i can't decide!

"In these seemingly worthless days
there is hidden a trick to being happy.
It was made for
everyone to share."

-Ayu

I'm going to Judgement house tonite! ^^ if you wanna go w/, just call me!

"How much time must pass by,
in this finite existence of ours?
We'll live in the now,
and what will we find?"

-Ayu

I watched some of Ayu's A Museum concert this morning! ^^ awesomeness! lol I ordered her new concert dvd online a few days ago. can't wait to get it! here's a pic of it:

ya know what's really cool that happened to me tonite?? AMDA (American Music and Drama Academy) called me asked me to sign up to audition but i told them it'd be a couple of years before i could go there... -_- sadnes... but at least they called...

"As I don't even notice the flowers shaking before my feet,
I can't even look at myself in the mirror."

-Ayu

i went to judgement house last nite! props to Weston and Big Al for jobs well done! ^^ i have a voice lesson today! w00t! ^^
like my new profile pic? i took it this morning @ Waffle House; me and Elissa met this morning there and had bible study. we read the whole book of Ruth. pretty interesting... back then, to finalize the new ownership of land, one guy took his sandal off and handed it to the other guy lol and at Cracker Barrel, we saw Jordna!lol and Allen and my dad and Eric >.< lol

"I'm afraid. The steps I can't take
pile up, and turn into a long, long
path untraveled; I'm too late.
During that time, I started thinking that
somehow maybe even this place isn't so bad.
I kept giving myself reasons."

-Ayu

so i spent the nite @ Sayray's last nite w/ Jordan, Apes, Rae Rae, Chey, Bosly, and Will. and while me and others were asleep, Chey, Sayray, Will, and Rae Rae went to IHOP and Walmart @ 4 in the morning and then they came back.... and in the morning they were like "come outside, Raye, and look @ ur car. don't be mad." and i was like "what'd you do to Margery???" and they take me outside and i see this:

but i wasn't mad. especially since it was so fun and easy to rip all the stuff off... lol so i felt special. nobody has ever rolled Margery before... so twas cool. ^^

"It's all in this hand for sure.
If it doesn't move, I can't move it, but
It's all in this hand for sure.
If I don't start it, it never will."

-Ayu (Fly High)

"It must be impossible to live
without hurting anyone.

If you think you're such a victim,
then you should act out until the end
this pretense of not caring about losing everything."

-Ayu

well, the variety show went really well last nite! ^^ thanx for coming, everyone! hey, ya know what i heard? itz down to Cats (ugh!), Oklahoma (bleah!), and Miss Saigon!!!!!!! I love Miss Saigon and I really hope we do it! ^^ i would LOVE to play Kim!

"Don't be scared
And if you find a sunlit way
Spread your wings
And fly high and high"

-Ayu

Variety Show tonite! everyone must come! ^^ starts @ 7:30 (but u should prolly get there @ 7 cuz we're supposed to sell out) and tickets are only $6! i'm proud of myself for my solo in the second show this morning! ^^

"I can smile naturally about this time tomorrow
As if nothing had happened
I've always walked in such a manner
But I can't control this game as I wish"

-Ayu

"While some kind of loud noise was building,
In my mind, it was as though it was collapsing
Unable to move, I just kept standing there"

-Ayu

"You're drillin' a hole in my ceiling
Too bad it won't rain"

-Drake Bell (Don't Preach)

i was watching Zoey 101 yesterday (which is actually a good show!) and i saw a commercial for goldfish and Drake Bell was on it! >.< you can win his stuff or a trip to meet him! i don't wanna be one of those squeely fan girls, but eeeeeeek! ^^ lol i love him to death! he's soooooo talented! >.<  and sooooooooooo good lookin! right now, he is the only guy i would give a second thought about dating but other than that, i'm not even wanting to date... but yay for Drake! ^^ lol

"This feeling, this feeling, go up into the sky
And be dispersed beautifully like a firework"

-Ayu

"Reality is a traitor; it's easy
to misjudge things. So with your own two eyes
please decide the worth of this place.
Do it with your own standards."
-Ayu


photo from NeoDaydream

"No rain, can't get the rainbow."
-Ayu


photo from NeoDaydream

"When I stray from the path, and
When the path is too long,
I was muttering to myself.
That's the way life is...

I pray that this singing voice
will reach you...
I pray that this singing voice
will reach you..."
-Ayu

Yeah, Drake Bell rox! but i just looked at his site and there are no tour dates set for TN... sadness....

Ok, itz official! There is nothing hotter than a guy w/ a Bible, guitar, and a set o' pipes...


photo from NeoDaydream


photo from NeoDaydream
i'd like to add Kyle Mann to the list lol ^^