Have you ever had something to tell your best friend but don tkno how to break the news to them?  Idk if I should tell her and loose a good friend or not and save the friendship? What do I do??
~Karus

okay Ive done good soo far...a lil more than 24hrs but i havent not talked to him...But i do miss him like CRAZY..idk is is love or jus another skool girl crush??

Happy Birthday Stupid-Head
Love ya forever and a day

Okay..Have you ever liked some1 soo much that you cant stand the fact that they are leaivng for good...?  Well yea..you guessed it thats how I feel about HIM!! I dont kno what to do..Should I tell him or Not??? HELP ME
 ~Karus

Today while I was sitting in 2nd period I was thinking about everything...

Mixed Emotions

I get these emotions when I see your face

Emotions I don't want to get.

This is a mystery…one big case

It feels like there's something missing, but I don't want to bet.

When I catch you looking over at me,

I try not to look back until you turn away.

But it is extremely hard; you see

I think of you each and every day.

You're always on my mind

No matter day or night.

I think you're amazing and kind,

But I still cannot tell if you are, Mr. Right.

I don't know what to do with out you by my side,

And really cant imagine my life without you around.

My time with you has been a really bumpy slip-n-slide.

I am truly gonna miss your sound.

I am gonna miss your style

And just in all.

But I'm gonna be alright if you call me once in awhile…

Maybe I'll give you a call.

By: ME!!

Today while I was sitting in 2nd period I was thinking about everything...

Mixed Emotions

 

I get these emotions when I see your face

Emotions I don’t want to get.

This is a mystery…one big case

It feels like there’s something missing, but I don’t want to bet.

 

When I catch you looking over at me,

I try not to look back until you turn away.

But it is extremely hard; you see

I think of you each and every day.

 

You’re always on my mind

No matter day or night.

I think you’re amazing and kind,

But I still cannot tell if you are, Mr. Right.

 

I don’t know what to do with out you by my side,

And really cant imagine my life without you around.

My time with you has been a really bumpy slip-n-slide.

I am truly gonna miss your sound.

 

I am gonna miss your style

And just all.

But I'm gonna be alright if you call me once in awhile…

Maybe I’ll give you a call.

 

By: ME!!

Today while I was sitting in 2nd period I was thinking about everything...

Mixed Emotions

 

I get these emotions when I see your face

Emotions I don’t want to get.

This is a mystery…one big case

It feels like there’s something missing, but I don’t want to bet.

 

When I catch you looking over at me,

I try not to look back until you turn away.

But it is extremely hard; you see

I think of you each and every day.

 

You’re always on my mind

No matter day or night.

I think you’re amazing and kind,

But I still cannot tell if you are, Mr. Right.

 

I don’t know what to do with out you by my side,

And really cant imagine my life without you around.

My time with you has been a really bumpy slip-n-slide.

I am truly gonna miss your sound.

 

I am gonna miss your style

And just all.

But I'm gonna be alright if you call me once in awhile…

Maybe I’ll give you a call.

 

By: ME!!

Boys can be trouble and jerks...If you hang out with the wrong ones they can casue you to get in trouble..But on the other hand the wrong ones will reel you in like a fish and break ur heart!! There are some giuys that arent jerks or touble but that is very unusual...Guys are JERKS
~Karus

Okay..My best friend is leaving on May 26th...Thats gonna be one of the worst days of my life..Leaving New York didnt make me feel like this...All I wanna do is cry..n cry jus knowing that hes leaving.. But my dad is letting me hang out with him until he leaves which is good..April 23rd was the best day of my life but May 26th is gonna be the worst..But i cant do nething about that
~Karus

Last nite I wen tot see Chis preform at  BHS n he did great...that lasted to about 745 or so..After that I dedcided I wanted to go to the cookout..I had fun..until I saw that girl.  N today i guess Im going to hang out with Amanda and some other people from church...But thats it 

~Karus 

I think I need to get foucsed on more important things in life..other than guys and sports...maybe I should really pay attention to my exams coming up then what Im wearing or always wondering what people think of me!  Well 2morrow I guess Im going to this heat team preformance thing at my school and then Saturday I am goig to this party type thing with my parents and other people form church!! But me paying more attention doesnt mean not sitting with guys at church *lol jp* n.. that whole promise thing was broken!!!

~Karus

I hate having none of my friends at church live around me... Life is soo boring and all my friends cant drive or cant get a ride here...but whateva I get my license and car in July and i am realli excitied ab out that! Soo. as soon as I get my car I can do whateva I please YES

~Karus

Well this weekend was great...I was with Carla n Paul ( I love Paul! and Carla!) Friday I was at their house with the Nicks and Chris Saturday I was at an auction type thing and it was a late nite an today i was at church so my weekend was booked!!!  the choir made it!!!!  that was exciting everyone was telling me about it
     SAD NEWS~ Pastor Tommy and his wife are leaving our church, its sooo sad but its the best thing for them!

~Karus

I have made a promise to someone but I have that little feeling that I wont be able to keep it...ok she made me promise something but I implied it as something else so I agreed with it but I scared that I will break it and it will ruin our friendship....
    Im soooo happy me and Will are talking again....Sunday was one of the best days of my life lol

~Karus

Love can be a beautiful thing but why does it have to hurt soo bad?...it is very easy to be blinded by love...Love can cause people to become jelous...but wouldnt you call it LUST...We cant see the motive of love but we can see the action of it and what it can do...As a teen I may think that i am in love with a guy but in reality im not I jus want him and look at him with lust...Why is it soo confusing???
     This was all said at Bible Study tonite!!!

~Karus

Life can be sooo confusing....Idk why its like that but it can be hard on you...and for everyone surrounding you!...but everything happens for a reason...God throws lilttle things in ur path to test ur faith.. You just have to be strong...and not give up on God...he is always there  for you...

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

Ok...well i guess its all settled...last nite we had a long talk and everything is back to normal...but my parents really dont want me as close to him as before but idk ...I see where they are coming from but I feel that I should handle that situation because its my best friend

~Karus

Dont you love the fact that one minute you can think someone is your best friend then in the next second there not... all because you did something and not quite sure what you did... and then you try to apologize and they blow you off... well its happened to me and most of the people I go to church with kno what im talking about ...But whateva...

~Karus