Ashley Orman
Social
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Homeschooled
College
MTSU
Favorite Music
12 Stones, greenday, yellowcard, alterbridge, switchfoot, COLDPLAY, relient k, thousand foot krutch.
Favorite Movies
2 many 2 name
Favorite Books
His Dark Materials Series
Other Websites
http://www.xanga.com/dramapixie20
painful realizations...
January 02 2007
life is full of complications,
it hits you with painful realizations,
you cant seem to escape the feelings,
you continue to look for the "hidden" meanings.
you want something for all you've got,
but then you find its something its not,
but then why do you still want it?
you still want to try it just for a bit.
no matter what your brain is telling you
your heart wont listen even though its true
hearts seem to have minds of their own
not believing what theyve been shown
it wants for some reason to be broken,
never to think love is only a token
something maybe some people arent meant to find
they walk throughout life forever blind.
never to know the caress of another,
to really connect with someone other
than yourself, and theyre dieing inside,
but noone sees how theyve cried.
people dont see behind that perfect mask
too wrapped up in their own lives to ask
you realize then your all alone,
ive stripped all my senses down to their bone.
life is whatever... jus dont know what to think anymore... so i say screw it all! people who dont know what they want, people who cant take a hint, people who cant mind their own business, people who force things on you, everything.
yeah whatever...