Ashley Orman

Social

Relationship Status

Single

Highschool

Homeschooled

College

MTSU

Interests

Guitar, piano, horses.

Favorite Movies

2 many 2 name

Favorite Books

His Dark Materials Series

painful realizations...

January 02 2007

life is full of complications,


it hits you with painful realizations,


you cant seem to escape the feelings,


you continue to look for the "hidden" meanings.



you want something for all you've got,


but then you find its something its not,


but then why do you still want it?


you still want to try it just for a bit.



no matter what your brain is telling you


your heart wont listen even though its true


hearts seem to have minds of their own


not believing what theyve been shown



it wants for some reason to be broken,


never to think love is only a token


something maybe some people arent meant to find


they walk throughout life forever blind.



never to know the caress of another,


to really connect with someone other


than yourself, and theyre dieing inside,


but noone sees how theyve cried.



people dont see behind that perfect mask


too wrapped up in their own lives to ask


you realize then your all alone,


ive stripped all my senses down to their bone.



life is whatever... jus dont know what to think anymore... so i say screw it all! people who dont know what they want, people who cant take a hint, people who cant mind their own business, people who force things on you, everything.


yeah whatever...

Amy

January 03 2007
I'm sorry you feel this way. Whenever I come back home we can talk if you want to. I am always here for you Ashley Orman!