So I am 18 years old and have never been kissed. Sounds like a start of a movie we all know, except she was a little older. It makes me wonder, is it cause I am not trying hard enough to attract the right guys. I have grown out of my crushes on certain boys or my hero worship stage ( yes, having crushes on good runners is what I consider my hero worship stage). I have just become myself. Isn't that what all books teach be yourself and your true love will come to you. I'm not even looking for true love, just a good boyfriend to share my Senior year with. I am sound so emo. I just wonder if I was made to be a girlfriend. Am I just not the right material?

Fall break is going well, though it is off to a slow start but the rest of week should be exciting. Orlando in 2 days and a race tomorrow in Macon. So, I'll see you when I get back.