Have you ever gotten sucked into a random show? Well, my guilty pleasure is Project Runway. Perhaps I secretly long to be a fashion designer, or perhaps I like seeing the clothes. I think it is that I like seeing gay men cry and create more drama then any girls could. You should see what happens when fabric is stolen.

On a totally unrelated note, why is it now that other girls are finally figuring out that the guys I have know for years are really awesome. The first one was Brian King, the next one was Jeff Wood and the last was Jimmy Taylor. I knew how funny these guys were in Elementry school, I suppose it just took others a little bit to catch on.

Onto a different topic, I seem not to be in the Christmas spirit. No amount of Christmas movies or carols seem to be getting me there. I just think it is that I feel it almost useless for people to spending money on toys and things when there are others suffering. Also, people want to give me gifts and all I want to be able to do is to pay for college. I really don't need a pair of 50 dollar earrings. I feel like a Scrooge.

I would like snow, but lets just all hope for ice.

Cara