I haven't really written a real entry in awhile. You know one that actually is over 4 lines or isn't a quote or a picture.  So for everyone's enjoyment(or pain) I will write a real live breathing( though entries don't breathe) entry.

This week everything has  gone in very slow motion. I suppose it is due to Cross Country being over. It is the oddest feeling for me. Every year around this time, I am looking forward towards the next year and running with my friends(though they feel more like family, one big fat italian family), There is no next year, well not with Siegel. It is gone, four years of running long distance is over. This year was by the far the most amazing. I did so many silly things; getting lost in the woods, getting lost at Barfield, well getting lost pretty much everywhere. I got closer to people. I miss so badly my afternoon talks with Nicky, Anne, and Malorie. Well, this was if I was able to talk while I was running. I love Siegel Cross Country, and it feels like I got dumped by a longtime boyfriend. Isn't this sad, the closet feeling I have ever been to having a boyfriend is having Cross Country.

Track starts beginning of the next year. I can only count the days.

I seem to be very focus this year. I really don't know where this new sense of being older has come from. I feel like I have grown up, but I don't why. Maybe, I finally ready to go college, all I have to worry about is learning to do the wash.

Cara