Are you guys ready for this......again.....

July 11 2005


photo from kelly jo

July 11 2005
i miss the ditch. the tunnel we used to escape into. away from everyone else's uncertain dispoistion. and it was the way you took my hand...i was scared. but i wanted it more than anything.

the way i could wake up in warmth of sunlight...bliss.
when we could spend
days. on. end.
in each other's presence...
in the good and bad of one another.
we could fly if we would of tried.
maybe we did?
-but then again. we remeber most of all:

that all the flying we did came crashing down.

and we burnt.
we disintegrated almost to our bones.

but time changes.
and heals.
yet...
how i'll continue to focus on the unattainable.
oh, but how the memories feel my idealist head.
and. I.
I knew then that i would wait until the end of a hell created was over.
and i did.

here i am.
i love you.

busy... busy... busy!!!

July 11 2005
hey yall--ok.. im slowly figuring this out... not positive about everything;; but hey... its a growing process:] hope yall are having an awesome summer so far!!! i have had volleyball allll the time for the past few weeks... just had "dead period" with volleyball;; it was a nice break... i went camping and it was fun... rained alllllllot of the time--but gatlinburg was better... well i guess its bed time... i have practice in the morning from 9:30-12... blah :|

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July 11 2005
Hey guys! This is DEFINITELY different from xanga...but I kinda like this more! Well! Definitely had an interesting day! EB knows what I am talking about! Well I will write more later!

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July 11 2005
so yea i decided to update this...

suicides and ajjdsfdlkjsd turns are soooo awsome!!! haha it was a fun last practice!!! and omg a swim meet tomorrow then thats it till like october!!! yay... and seriously we have 2 and a half weeks of summer till pre band camp.... summer has gone by soooo fast!!!

have a great week...

Me and Tyler......I stole this from katie

July 11 2005


photo from Toxic_Girl

Radiator

July 11 2005
So my car is in pieces right now... well not completely... My dad and I took the radiator out and we are trying this weird thing... I would explain but I don't know the name of any of the parts, and I don't want to sound like an idiot. If what we are trying doesn't work we are going to have to get an entirly new radiator and those things are pretty expensive which sucks....

and thats all for the News @ 9
Thank You and Good Night!


amor!


cz

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July 11 2005
[x] they call me:Linds
[x] also: Lindsay
[x] sex:female duh
[x] my first breath of air: August 9
[x] age: 13 almost 14 haha
[x] occupation: school
[x] best homegirl[s]: all..lol
____REWIND____

[x] most memorable memory: sarahs party, dances at school..washington d.c. trip
[x] worst?: prolly when my grandpa died
[x] first word uttered: idk
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: i remember this gurl name ashley

____FAST FORWARD____
[x] wedding: umm somewhere outsidein the summer
[x] children: im not sure
[x] looking forward : to school
[x] NOT looking forward to: idk life is pretty good now

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: happy
[x] Listening: ohio is for lovers..love it
[x] Talking: my friend Kaleb..haha
[x] doing: this survey
[x] craving: a tomato
[x] thinking of: someone..
[x] hating: muh sis

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: great..sometimes..but awful at others
[x] first love: i havnt been in love yet i dont think
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] best love song:?
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: possibly..
[x] when love hurts, you:try to move on and stop moping around
[x] true or false - all you need is love: both
[x] have you ever been in love?: mayb...not sure...prob not
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yes!

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: a great smile, theyre gorgeous in a kind of way that ur afraid if u stare at them ur head will get stuck..but dont mind, care about u
[x] turn offs: when they get to touchy and attached
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: umm..not really..like i like them to like him..but if they dont o well
[x] what kinda hair style?: whatever looks the hottest
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: do anything for me..and do what i wanna do
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: haha sumtimes..it depends on the guy
____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: not really either
[x] short or long hair: on me long..guys idc
[x] innie or outie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: both
[x] moon or sun: sprolly sun it depends
[x] basketball or football: football
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: kisses are wayy better
[x] tv or radio: radio
[x] mc donalds or burger king: mcd, duh
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: emails are easier
[x] playstation or nintendo: none[x] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] sing or dance: i love 2 do both, prob dance
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: google

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: of course, i have a pool
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?:dont remember
[x] what are you scared of?: not living a good enough life
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: uh...i dunno
[x] do you like tomatoes?: nope, i love them
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 4
[x] how many phones?: includin cell phones:6
[x] how many residents?: does that mean ppl? lol if so 5
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: i dont wanna count lol
[x] last dentist visit: wednesday lol
[x] last doctor visit: i dunno..
[x] last phone call: jennifer..i think

Tipper

July 11 2005
Everyone please pray for my family.... We are expecting to NOT have my dog in the morning...she is moving but it is really hard on her..She is in a lot of pain and it is really hurting her. I have had this dog since I was in 1st grade. And it is really hard on me to see her like this.. SO please just pray...

beavers!!!!!!!!!

July 11 2005
well today was our first day back around town and we found these awesome beavers in the mall its the towns 25th anniversary and there are these 25 eavers all over town there are three of em in the mall theres pop goes the beaver, all about the pop art remakes or alot of warhol stuff theres the matisse beaver with a bunch of his stuff on it and theres the the technology beaver hes wearin a lab coat and hes covered in microchips here go check em out beavers here

sweetness

July 11 2005
pull my hair x 8: a long long time ago... i can still remember how that music used to make me smile and I knew if I had my chance that I could make those people dance and maybe they'd be happy for a while

I love that boy. probably more than he knows.

babysitting was okay. I lived as you can see
man, I am feeling so happy. it's weird
havent felt like this in a long long time.

I love you.
going to think.
Jamie

So.. I decided to try this too

July 11 2005
Yeah, we all know I have enough blogs as it is... lol, but I was kinda bored, and decided to give this one a try too lol--it's different than all the others, and I've definitely got to get used to it lol.. Can anyone show me anything, that I might need to know about it? Hehe
Well folks, I guess that's all for now! =D Talk to you later!

And if you don't love me, let me go.

July 11 2005
Band camp started today. It's not a rough as I thought it was going to be, but, then again, today is the first day of many. I'm going to have man arms by the end of this. We did basic things, in the morning. After lunch, we put on our make-up...Wow. We look cheap! After the make-up, we started working releases. I'm thinking we're going to turn out to be a fairly decent, if not astounding, colorguard!

Other than that, there's nothing really to report.

I ran into one or two of Corey's friends, today. I hate that so so much. I know who they are, and I know about them, but I don't know them. I assume it works the same way We end up just watching each other, and not saying anything, which is probably the worst of it all.
Speaking of Corey, I haven't heard from him in almost a week. He's out of town with his family, and I trust that he didn't bring his phone because of roaming charges.

Peace-out, my brotha from anotha motha

I got Pictures

July 11 2005
GO DIGITAL CAMERAS!!! I'm gonna buy a digital camera soon but til then I'll use my dad's and go to his office to get them on the computer. I need more friends. - J @ ( 0 B

comments...

July 11 2005
yes so whatever happned to people commenting on the cool sara besides brian?
but thanks brian for commenting.

yeah so I hung out with cool bel aire people today...

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July 11 2005
"Majesty" is an amazing song. Thas all I can say.

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July 11 2005
hey..sry kids its been a while since i wrote..well not much has been goin on..SuMmEr ReAdIn SuX..and runnin cuz soccer starts WeDnEsDaY!! well umm i really dont know what to write..o ya plz plz plz i am begging you to call me..cuz i have been so bored..i like talkin on the phone!!hehe..well ttyl!!
*RaNdOm QuEsTiOn Of ThE dAy:WhAt TyPe Of ShAmPoO/cOnDiTiOnEr Do YoU uSe?*

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July 11 2005
this new default photo is boss if i do say so myself

happy birthday to me!

July 11 2005
sweet sixteen and, well nevermind.

i am thinking of staying up till midnight tonight and ring in my birthday with fireworks and a giant ball dropping in my living room. however this is completely unrealistic.

best of all, i don't have to take my driving test. driving school was good for more than just one reason...

and you know what else i actually feel older.
how magical.

I

July 11 2005
Wow today was very crazy!! Today I had to wake up early for VBS...oh boy was that fun!! I was like a cheerleader and I had to pump up the kids and do the dances. Omg I got like attacked by kids...it was fun!! Then I had to go straight to work and yeah I am sooooooooo tired...and I have to do it again...everyday till Friday...Hurry up Friday!!

**EDIT**
I had to change sn because I had kida a stalker so my new sn is:

AzulEyes5
...oh and I LOATHE popups!!

"being lesbian with her"

July 11 2005
I worry, I wonder all the time why worry
It's killing me, forget about it

I whisper, remember what she did
Don't miss her
Set me free, she won't allow it

Angry and gone, and the list goes on and on
If it's love, I will differ, I'm being lost being with her

I can't move on, I can't take it
She, she says we won't ma-a-ake it now
I can't move on, I can't take it
She, she says we won't ma-a-ake it now

Be-lieving, the things i did were wrong
I'm leaving
It fades a-way, forget about it
She's binding, can't do a thing alone
Rewinding
Times before, can't live without it

I don't know
But you did but you did but yo-ou did
Please don't go
Now my feelings for you they're now lost
'cause we're through anymore
I'll write you , I'll call you
Now

okay.. so i got this CD from Christie and i had listened to this song about a thousand times.. and i had always thought instead of "i'm being lost being with her" was "i'm being lesbian with her" but then i was like.. that's really weird.... so i looked up the lyrics like any lame person would do in my situation... and so yeah.... the All American Rejects, i admit, are a guilty pleasure of mine :bites lip: even though all of their stuff sounds the same :shrug: emo mu-zac is funny.

(abby)

Rain

July 11 2005
"After i decided i wasn't going to watch a third movie for tonight, i went outside to wait for a ride. It was sorta raining and i didn't feel like getting wet so i went under one of the theatre exits where i wouldn't get wet but still be outside. I can see on the ground the rain landing on the puddles that are there, but as it is night i can't really see the rain. So i look to the parking light nearest me and i see the rain. It's not really falling so much as it is fluttering. Like snow mixed with mist. But some drops of rain are falling, droping. I looked at it for a long time. Five maybe ten minutes. I don't know why. I wish to know. I've thought about it and i think it's because it's pretty. I generally don't believe in seeing a difference in pretty and not pretty. Everything has it's own "pretty" but then i noticed something else that seemed a little, odd for me. I was staring at something because i percieve it to be, just that, pretty. I've always liked to watch the rain. Because it's pretty. And i guess it's cause i'm jealous or maybe it's because i don't know for sure, but watching the rain brought back old feelings. Feelings that i haven't felt since almost last year. I don't understand why things make me feel the way they do. Perhaps i'm just not ready for such thought but maybe i need to look at things that are pretty more often. Just a thought."

I know it doesn't say much, but it says alot for me

Wonderboy

July 11 2005


High above the mucky-muck, castle made of clouds,
There sits Wonderboy, sitting oh so proudly.
Not much to say when you're high above the mucky-muck.
Yeah, yeah.
Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power?
Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from the mucky-muck man?

[spoken]
Now it's time for me to tell you about Young Nastyman,
archrival and nemesis of Wonderboy, with powers comparable to Wonderboy.
What powers you ask? I dunno, how 'bout the power of flight?
That do anything for ya? That's levitation holmes.
How 'bout the power to kill a yak, from 200 yards away...
with mind bullets! That's telekinesis, Kyle.
How 'bout the power, to move you?

[sung]
History of Wonderboy and Young Nastyman,
Riggah-goo-goo, riggah-goo-goo.
A secret to be told, a gold chest to be bold,
And blasting forth with three-part harmony, yeow!
Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power?
Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from that mucky-muck man?

[spoken]
Well, Wonderboy and Young Nastyman joined forces;
they formed a band the likes of which have never been seen,
and they called themselves Tenacious D. That's right,
[sung]
Me! And KG!
[KG (spoken):] That's me.
[sung]
We're now Tenacious D!
Come fly with me, fly!

Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power?
Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from the mucky-muck man,
Oh!
[spoken]
Take my hand!
Young Nastyman, and we'll fly!
Bring out your broadsword.
There's the hydra.
Slice his throat!
And grab his scrote.
You take the high road,
I'll take the low.
There, the crevasse,
Fill it with your mighty juice.

philly update

July 11 2005
ok so not going to philadelphia...have way too much to do with paint the town.

Music Videos

July 11 2005
click here to see the 12 stones video for "Far Away" (windows media player required)

click here to download "The Way I Feel" video by 12 Stones


xanga is down again...i'm getting very frustrated with it. At least we still have phusebox!

ALOHA

July 11 2005
HEY ME AND ANNIE ARE GONNA GO SEE A MOVIE 2NITE!!! THEN 2MORROW PEOPLE R GONNA COME OVER TO HANG OUT AND WATCH A MOVIE AND SWIM IF IT DOSENT RAIN!!!
CALL IF YA WANNA COME!!!
JACQUE!!!

I'm crazier now than i've ever been =P

July 11 2005
^Ima Robot^

Mmmm life is great!

On Saturday I hung out with 2 of my best friends: Kelly and Tyler. We went to Kid's Castle:



photo from Toxic_Girl



photo from Toxic_Girl

Whoever wrote these was a good dude cuz they made me laugh. =P



photo from Toxic_Girl

Pimpin'



photo from Toxic_Girl

=) Yeah, that's a boob! lol

After that we went to Chef Wangs; funn stuff. I was reallly effing hyper. Heh And then we went to Sonic and got some ice cream and then to Kelly's house to play some pool/death pool heee. I

future movie star

July 11 2005
so i just got finished doing my video shoot for paint the town. if you are coming to NY for PTT you will know exactly what I am talking about. It was my first shoot so don't be too judgemental!

Tomorrow I am going to be chaperoning a trip to Philadelphia with a Korean church. I am looking forward to it! I really don't know what I have gotten myself into, but I will definitely give a follow-up.

Life is pretty crazy here. We are getting very deep into PTT stuff so if I am not the best of friend over the next couple of weeks, please forgive.

I am so excited about what all is going on here. Who would have thought that I would be living in New York and helping start a church. Crazy! I know!

I went and heard a band play this weekend. Anathallo! They were awesome and when they come to Nashville, I want everyone to go check them out! Tell Andy and Brett I said what's up! And ask about the "Jordan" years. They are an amazing band and I have E-beth to thank for introducing me to their musical talents.

Well I must go, my fans are waiting!

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July 11 2005
'i've come to praise You and sing of Your grace, to find my Savior in the splendor of Your name, splendor of Your name. come hide me in the cleft of the rock and as Your glory passes by, i'll fall and worship You, fall and worship You. i want to see Your glory and i want to see Your face, gaze into the eyes of the one who loves me. i want to see Your glory, to feel the breath of life, to hear the very heart beat of the one who knows my name '

Mmmmmmmmm.

July 11 2005
I love the almond frappes that Rachel makes for me. :)
They make me happy.
So do pretty things.
And kisses.
And my Gracie and Sarah and Tara.
I am in a loving mood.
I alos love the people who were at Starbucks today when Micahel G.'s coffee got spilt ALL over the place. But Aime was sweet and bought him another one.
Hee hee.
And now I am going to go watch people eat pizza.

destroyed

July 11 2005
so. what a day.. well week its been. working all week. zach and i got in a fight on tuesday, and didnt talk again till today. so now were 'taking time apart' and im not sure this one will work out. im scared, but i guess whatever happens will be for the best. i went to a docs appt today to find out why i get all these headaches.. and i have a CT scan on thursday. gosh, this completely sucks huh? well i hope you guys had a great week.. later

BE HONEST!!

July 11 2005


Am i:-

Ugly? :
Kind? :
Loud? :
Shy? :
Weird? :
Selfish? :
Ghetto? :
Crazy?:
Nice? :
Mean?:
Immature? :
Rude?:
Cool? :
Brat? :
Stupid? :
Caring? :
Mature? :
A friend? :
More than a friend? :
Talkative? :
Boring? :
Beautiful? :
Creative? :
Smart? :
A flirt? :
Slutty? :
A psycho? :
Athletic? :
Confusing? :
Sweet? :
Have mood swings?:
Annoying? :
Funny? :
Hyper? :
Laid back? :
Perfect? :

****IF YOU COULD****
Give me a new name, what would it be ?:
Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?:
Do one thing with me, it would be ?:
Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?:

****WOULD YOU ****
Kiss me ?:
Ever go out with me ?:
If you already have, would you do it again ?:
Marry me if you could ?:
Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up ?:

**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
Which song reminds you of me?:
Do you think I'll get married?:
If you do..who do you think I'll marry?:
When is my birthday?:
Who is/are my best friend/s?:
Where did we meet?:
Have you ever had a dream about me?:
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
What do you love about me?:
Describe me in 3-5 words....

Monday.

July 11 2005
Today was a big Monday.

memoires....

July 11 2005
it hit me really hard today that...im no longer a football manager!!! im sad!!! i havent cried about it and probably wont!!! but i sure will miss it and my guys!!! but i will always remeber tha fun times....
driving tha gator,
playing in tha rain,
hanging w/ my boyz and tha other BFMU,
gettin yelled out by daddy alsup,
borrowing money from daddy alsup,
me and andi gettin sick after tha syrmna game
running plays with tha guys and playing in practice b/c were short players
the Cookeville game
Kayla....all her burps and walks
lol!! and there are sooo many more memories!

Love through Christ!
Rachel

so mad right now!!!

July 11 2005
so last night after having a pretty decent afternoon before work and having a really slow night at the job i come back to my car to fine the passenger window smashed in and my car and the contents are all over the place. i'm not even making sense right now. after calling the cops and waiting for about an hour i flagged down a passing piggy and asked him how long it would be and he said i might be waiting there for a couple hours, so i decided to go down to the precinct and file a report. that was fun! nothing is really going to happen, i'm just going to get the money so i can get my stuff back. oh by the way my roomie's computer was stolen out of the trunk and a book of cds that we were borrowing from a friend. then when i get to school i find out that i sent out my credit card bill too late and i get a late fee which put me over my credit limit so..... therefore from now on my credit is absolute crap!!! i love being an adult and being responsible for things. WOO HOO! go me. i;ve also figured out that i'm gonna be in school for another year and a half and all the classes i need to take won't be offered at the times that i need them so i have3 to try to convince the administration to schedule a class twice a week so i can register for both sections of it and take the required classes i need to graduate. my mom just called while i was sitting here in the wonderful computer lab and that was just after i found out about the credit card. i didn't feel like talking. but writing somehow helps. i can write as much as i want and in my head i am screaming out the frustration but no one in here can hear me. so i think it helps to be able to yell and get out the emotion instead of being bottled up about it. tomorrow i have an appointment with a sports medicine doctor to figure out what i did to my big toe and maybe i'll need surgery. YIPPIE!!! (i tend to be sarcastic and snide with comments when i am angry) i really just want to be able to dance my ass off and let some of this tension go but we will see about it tomorrow. my ankle is locked up right now so i can't really trust it to do the things i need so i'm backing off the dancin for a minute or so until tomorrow and i get a diagnosis. plus my comp0uter is busted and i don't know how i'm gonna pay for it and i really don't want to call comp usa to find out what is wrong with it! GRRRRR! thats it for now.

The horror story about the sauna that I went to that I made up

July 11 2005
So I was at a sauna at the Holiday inn with my brother until an undead chainsaw wielding maniac cut through the floorboards and cut my brothers foot off. We couldn't get out because the undead chainsaw wielding maniac locks the door sometimes. Anyway, I got really angry about the loss of my brothers foot, so I strangled the undead chainsaw wielding maniac with a pair O' goggles.
It happens.

first entry

July 11 2005
this is my first entry-- yay!

HOW DOES SHOULD I FEEL?!?!?!

July 11 2005
Hah... yay! Orgy does New Order justice. *continues singing "blue monday" at the top of her lungs*

Hmm... I love Jane and Tara. SO FRIGGIN' MUCH. It's insane. Really, it is.

And when it comes to coercing other people's boyfriends into buying them presents - I totally win. That's right, I win.

Tara's clothes are cool. I swear, I'm going to break into her suitcase and play dress up everyday this week.

Mmmmm... I should probably go home for a few minutes at least today. *rolls eyes* You know, just because I haven't really been there for two days. And the last time I went home I hadn't been there for two or three days. *sigh* I'm a bad daughter. :p

Ciao, lovlies.

phusebox, huh? neato.

July 11 2005
Yeah, this would be my third blogging/friend meeting type thing. It doesn't seem like many people have this thing, but I think it'll catch on.

Anyway, update on my foot. The foot's not broken and only one toe is. I'll be sidelined during ultimate frisbee Wednesday, so I'm hoping Emily can step up as my replacement. It'll be a stretch for her to duplicate my numbers though: 7 catches, 4 TDs, 2 TD passes, 3 frisbees batted down, 1 INT.

Yes, I kept track. I'm a sports nerd, you'll all have to learn that.

waffles?!?!

July 11 2005
Really bored......

really really bored.......

call me!!!

4 FREAKIN DAYS

The enormity of God's love

July 11 2005
So I just got out of worship at the Ohana Court here in Hawaii, and it was so incredible! The worship here is very free, and it's really funny to watch people giving glory to God through dancing around. I couldn't help but smile at all of these people willing to give everything for God! I was standing next to a guy from South Korea. What was amazing though was that I looked over at Him while we were worshiping, and tears were flowing down his face. This man was just like me, and in some amazing way God had reached out to this guy and changed his life just as he had mine. One of the pieces of God's love that captivates me is his consistency with us. The one man that has never given up on me no matter what is God and I am blown away by that. I found myself crying out to God this morning asking Him to forgive me for turning away from Him, and going after my own plans. I can see Him with a big smile on his face saying, "I love you, and I don't care what you've done. It's history. I have so much planned for you." Isn't that exciting? To know that the plans God has for us are huge and awesome! God's love is so complex, and I love it because we can spend eternity consuming it in our hearts with unique changes everyday! I pray that each day all of you in Tennessee are consuming God's love to the extent that you are moved. I pray that we would take the boldness already given to us and proclaim his love to the nations. I pray that all of you are moved at the fact that God has simply never left your side. He loves you more than you will ever understand in this lifetime! How great is our God!!!

the next step you take could be your biggest mistake

July 11 2005


photo from blue_lips

i heart phusebox



photo from blue_lips

driving home from franklin



photo from blue_lips
me in my sexy glasses. you know you heart them



photo from blue_lips

Katie driving :P



photo from blue_lips

what my afternoon consisted of.



photo from blue_lips

i do so hate hilary duff.

fun times driving today. drove half way to franklin, my first time doing so, wasn't so bad, i just hate it when people ride my tail, or try to "mess" with me. sometime's i think that we shouldn't ride with the student driver stickers all over the car because that just gives them more reason to fool with us.

singing to Coldplay and Aida is mucho fun. especially when you scare the teacher :D

i hate how not being able to drive causes me to lose my social life.

"I am Not but I know I am"

July 11 2005
GREAT BOOK! if you haven't already read it i defintly recommend it. so yea it is pretty interesting. it is something i coul not put down during the rain this afternoon! ttul -stephen

Wow.

July 11 2005
Well this is weird cuz Im new to this whole exprierence.. yes I cant spell but anyway... So ...
This is alot differnt from xanga..


mmmm..... lyrics...?
" Dont stop get it get it "

whoah .. a cat just fell out of the tree in my front yard.. wtf?
hsahh theres two if them .. odd..
alirght Im done annhilating
this world .


Farewell young lads and lasseys or however the hell you spell it

FOUR DAYS

July 11 2005

I'll write you a song, and I hope that you won't mind,

because all the names and places I have taken from real life.

So please don't be upset at this portrait that I paint -

it may be a little biased, but at least I spelled your name right...

just a bunch of fun

July 11 2005
hey everyone,
i had a WONDERFUL, AWESOME time in Ohio. besides the fact that my feet were hurting like crap all day, it was great. the roller coasters were so scary and exillerateing(sp??). it was soo much fun. remark please.

love forever,

tiffany

Pics...

July 11 2005
I added i think two new pics....i like 'em!!!!!!

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July 11 2005
im bored. reeeeeaaaaallllllllllyyyy bored. someone call me. right now.

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:'(

Window Chalk

July 11 2005
Buy some window chalk and put " Just Married" on someones car that is completely single. :-P

Shannon!

July 11 2005
Hey!
I just thought I'd try this out. Still haven't gotten your snail address; do you have one? Anyway...if you're going to Mexico you may not be able to receive a letter anyway. Not sure. Anyway, talked to Bee last night and I'm SO excited to see you all. YOU, Bee, Dave...tell him hi for me will you?
And how are you? Sounds like you're having a blast!!
I am really broken right now....feeling...but God is going to teach me so much. Man...He is SO good!!
OK! So, I am PRAYING for you and your team. Will you be in LA after the 23rd? In two weeks?? Let me know okay Chickie!! (I ate at Chic a fil a with my mom last weekend and thought of YOU!)
Love you and God's blessings in His ministry in you!!
Victoria

I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby, like you...

July 11 2005
      godsmack is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator

Mmmmmm....so yeah, I was all like...I don't have anything to say...and you were all like...yeah, you suck...and I was like....WHATEVEH!!!

life

July 11 2005
life isn't so funny anymore.

So yeah

July 11 2005
So yeah . . . I'm tired and bored and hungry.

No worries. Leave me some love! I love you all.

"Sometimes something scary is just you being stupid about something you dont yet understand." -Dad

happinesss

July 11 2005
so yeah, as some people might know, i am seeing a boner....Brett, of course, i was trying to play it cool like whatever, but you know, i couldn't anymore so mhm, yeah....he gave me my first kiss the other night and yeah, no complaints. ah, as some of you read in his entry, he met my mom, and it was a very interesting night. so yeah, after the kiss, he called me that night, and when he said he couldn't stop smiling, that's so true....he was like smiling during the whole phone conversation, well, i can't say i wasn't giddy myself so, anyway, i'm gonna go.....

Thoughts before the crack of dawn. . .

July 11 2005
I randomly woke up at 4:40 this morning. As I lay in bed wishing my eyes weren't so dry, I began to connect my dry eyes to my relationship with Jesus-- my eyes were dry because I needed to soak them with tear solution. Sometimes ((like now)), my relationship with Jesus becomes dry because I don't soak myself with the word of God. I thought about how I needed to start doing my quiet time differently, because over the last couple of months, I've slowly realized what I'm doing now isn't working at all.

I then began to worry because I wasn't always thinking about Jesus, but as soon as that thought came to mind, it was countered by a passaged I underlined a couple of weeks ago in "Every Young Woman's Battle":

"Are we saying that God is supposed to be the only thing you think about? No, but we are saying that as you think on the things that daily demand your attention, you can still love God with all your heart, soul, and mind and share His love with others. When you demonstrate responsible stewardship of the life He has given you, your life offers undeniable proof of your love for Him."

I found this verse yesterday/this morning. . .

" Then you will call out, and the Lord will answer. You will cry out and he will say 'Here I am!' If you stop making trouble for others, if you stop using cruel words and pointing your finger at others, if you feed those who are hungry and take care of the needs of those who are troubled, then your light will shine in the darkness and you will be as bright like the sunshine at noon. The Lord will always lead you. He will satisfy your needs in the dry lands and give strength to your bones. You will be like a garden that has much water, like a spring that never runs dry." -Isaiah 58:9-12b.

And one last thing I thought about at 4:40 this morning. . . our relationship with Jesus is reflected in our relationship with others.

look at those misquetoes! nevermind thats just smoke!

July 11 2005
Hey guys well i got back last night at 1:30 lol ummm Florida was pretty fun! I love the beach its so pretty! Well 2 of my cuz's met us down there...i havent seen em in like 5 years so im glad they went...umm i spent fourth of July down there on the beach and they shot off sooo many fireworks and while we were walkin back to our cars these guys were yellin at us lol ( felt like i was in Panama again) And that night we played poker...i had never played before and well i beat EVERYONE in the first game and in the second game it was down to me and my dad and we went all in cuz it was like really late at night and well he beat me by Ace High...dang lol but my mom was like ," Do i need to start taking you on poker tours?" haha it was funny. Umm we saw 2 dead baby sharks on shore and being stupid as he is my cuz picked it up and all the guts came out..grose Oh and the first day i got there i was swimming to the sand bar and got stung by a fricken jelly fish and i had to pull it off of me! that pretty much sucked cuz my leg broke out in red lil patches. I did see 2 skaters...but we were driving and my mom wouldnt pull over and let me talk to them...we had to leave a day early cuz they were evacuating everyone and the ride home was only sapose to take 5 hours...it took 12 and uhh the van was sooo packed because we had to take my cuz's with us and since it was so packed my feet were pressing into my chest the whole time and a dog cage was in the middle of the 2 seats and it kept falling on me...miserable! but while we were driving i found a lil old guy that looked like he was about to fall asleep at the wheel and i took a pic of him..he saw the flash :( opps lol well we had to stop in AL at my grandmas for a night cuz of the traffic and she has 2 houses and we went to the 120 year old house that she hasnt been to in a month...not a good idea we found dead bugs and my sis steped on old cat poo and it was so hard IT HURT HER FOOT! (oh and in FL she decided to run in tennis shoes with no backs and made her whole foot turn black) me and my cuz slept in one room and we were so afraid to fall asleep that we put together a 100 piece puzzle, played clue 3 times, and played chineese checkers 3 times...that morning we went tubing on the lake ..very fun! well thats about it leave some remarks!

This Weekend. . .

July 11 2005
This weekend was sooooo much FUN! NO PARENTS. . . .Thats all I got to say!!!!!!!
Work. . is well work. . .well im out this was soo pointless. . bye

IMPORTANT

July 11 2005
TODAY

STARBUCKS

4:00

BE THERE.

(i'm serious, go)

After this morning...I understand why the tortoise won instead of the hare.

July 11 2005
I was nearly maimed by a giant turtle in my front yard just a few seconds ago...he was crouching in my front lawn so I thought that I would move him to the backyard where he would be more comfortable. When I walked up he immediately went into defense mode...I guess I scared him or something? I began to walk around him to pick him up when he spastically turned my direction causing me to jump back and let out a yelp. I then grabbed a nearby branch and poked him to test his reflexes...and he jumped in the air...yes, I kid you not...he jumped! This sent me once again yelping in the air. Needless to say, I left him alone after that. I guess turtles need there alone time as well.

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July 11 2005
Nothing feels right anymore. Not even the music I used to like feels right. I used to love Jason Mraz....that jus doesn't sound the same anymore. I hate it. Why doesn't it?

dukes of hazard

July 11 2005
dukes of hazard movie comes out augast 5th, should be tight.
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Deuteronomy 2:7 For Me

July 11 2005
Last night, I was reading Deuteronomy 2 and verse 7 popped out at me. You see, yesterday morning and last night Satan was throwing a lot of guilt my way. I know that guilt comes from Satan and conviction from God, but I felt like maybe somewhere buried in the guilt may have been some conviction. I was praying and I did feel a conviction. When God convicts, it may hurt, yet it's also beautiful, healing, restoring, and captivating. He was working on my heart, whispering to me how special I was to Him, how much He loved me, desired me... He was asking to me to give Him my troubles, and He would help me overcome them. He told me to not worry and to completely abide and rest in Him, and that He would take care of everything.

And He gave me Deuteronomy 2:7. I changed a few of the words to redirect the focus from the Israelites to me:

The LORD my God has blessed me in all the work of my hands. He has watched over my journey through many rough times. These 18 years the LORD my God has been with me, and I have not lacked anything.

I have not lacked anything. Why? Because God is all I need. How foolish it is of me to think otherwise.

i love work: work; work; work.

July 11 2005
well, its 10:23 and ive been at work now for 23 mins. haha. ive worked at the store quite a bit lately... friday all alone, sat all alone, and today until like 2 or 3 or so...

its all good though, cause its MONEY!!! :)

i CANT WAIT until tonight. i

July 11 2005

July 11 2005
Hey I am in Puerto Ordas airport right now! Im doin good but I gotta catch my flight so see ya! By the way God has done some amazing things I will write more later

AIM

July 11 2005
OH YEA THE CRUISE SHIP HAS AIM! I WILL PROBABLY BE ON AROUND NOON! hdog2008

OH YEA TODAY I AM IN PROGRESSO, MEXICO! TOMORROW COZUMEL, MEXICO

here we go again.....

July 11 2005
well, the bad news is we are back to monday. the good news is i get a chance to make this week better than the last.

discovering me

July 11 2005
I think this Bible study will help me out alot
last night was so much fun, I couldnt stop laughing
I think it will help me out with more of who I am

babysitting for two weeks straight
wont have a life unless it's after 4
or on the weekends
thank God above that the kids start school
2 weeks earlier than me lol
so I'll still have two weeks of summer left
&& alot of cash to spend.
I think I might go white water rafting? lol

well I still think those two certain people
are the sweetest in murfreesboro
unless you think you cant beat what they said.
you dont find guys like that anymore.
sweet..

well talk to you later.
I love yooou.
Jamie

O is for the only one I see

*spazam*

July 10 2005
i NEED starbucks i havent had it in like more than 2 weeks but tomorrow ah its to the mall for me oh yeah first stop getin the goods lol so ya not much is goin on here had to unpack from the vacation not to bad so thats it for now goodbye my murfreesboro lovers *kiss*

So...

July 10 2005
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return!
-Dana ;)

My New Roomie

July 10 2005
My new roommate called! Her name is Caitlyn and she is from Seattle... oooooh.... ahhhh....
She sounds very sweet. She isnt a Christian, but when I told her I was she sounded interested and said that she even "envies" people who "have religion." It was such a simple statement, but WOW! I cant wait to see what God is going to do in her life. It seems like he is already working and preparing her heart to hear about him. He is so good.
I also got to talk to Jason about Jesus tonight and I really believe that God is beginning to soften his heart.
It is so wonderful how God is always working and planting seeds and preparing the way even when we dont realize it. Sometimes its at the most unlikely time or in the most unlikely situation that he will give us the perfect way to share Him. He is so good. I cant say it enough.

howdy dowdy!

July 10 2005
hey guys this is totally new to me I got it from my friend Michele!
love ya girl!
~*Kris*~

God is.......

July 10 2005
Right now in my life, God is so indescribeable. I know that he is working in ways that I will fully experience until later in my life. I cant wait to see what he has in store for me.

So my mom and I joined Belle Aire this morning. I think that it is important to her walk and mine to have a church home, even thought I will be in Knoxville. I want to be able to have that church family to come home to.

I leave for Knoxville tomarrow afternoon for orientation. I hope that I do well on my entrance exams and such, and get the classes that I need. I am just going to let God put me where He wants me right now.

I probably wont be at church this wed., sunday, and next wed, because of orientation and TASC student leadership camp.

I hope that y'all have fun with out me this week, I will be missing you guys...

Peace



Unreached Peoples Fact
The unreached Parsee, found in 10 countries with over 1.2 million in total, practice Zoroastrianism.


Missions Scripture
"I will also make you a light for the Gentiles, that you may bring my salvation to the ends of the earth."
Isa 49:6

HI

July 10 2005
Hi. I got this to comment on Amy's site. :o (Hi Amy! ::waves:: It's been a looooooooooooooooooooooonnnngg time. o.o! Anyway, this is Sandra, fyi.) So yeah. Hi.

And now goodbye. If you wanna find out about me, um...look at my xanga.

URGENTE

July 10 2005
STARBUCKS
TOMORROW [MONDAY]
4 P.M.

everyone must come!!!
invite all you can!!!
we need to fill up starbucks

we'll improvise after that

[not just another pretty face]
-cameron

Tip: I can't spell!

July 10 2005
hello! i think i'm getting it! ok then church was awsome today... but i really needed to talk to my youth minister Russell and he wasn't there, ugg.
for Amy: Russell, Aric, and Wes all have i think 2yr olds now. for the summer we're experimenting and changed wed. to tues. so that we can go to big church on wed. with everybody else. we have 5 interns this summer plus our year round intern (= 6) and if you knew/know Ben Niscavits he married our present yr round intern... humm what else? Likeminds split up, very sad. Aric still plays and is currently trying to get some people together to form the Aric Harding band and i graduate next year! class of "06!!! *yeah baby* i'm soooo excited! well, i miss you! ttyl
e-mail me sometime @ ke_sue@yahoo.com it'd probley be easier

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July 10 2005
howdy

Prayer request and other...

July 10 2005
Will everyone keep my grandmother in their prayers...She was taken to the ER this morning in Memphis b/c she was dehydrated and we found out late tonight that she has internal bleeding..But they don't know where it is coming from... So please keep her in your prayers..and the rest of our family!!!

Wow...So lately it seems that everything is already changing for me...I went to Martin on saturday to help my sis move in to her new appt. It was fun..But I realized that this is the place that I am going to be spending for the next 4 year probably.... I won't be able to go home and sleep in my bed everynight and I won't be able to see all of my friends every day..I know that I will make new ones..but it is scary.... But then again..I am soo excited about leaving and gettin out of my comfort zone...i know that God has something planned for me!! I am just so excited and ready for Him to tell me what it is!!!!
Went to Paris that night where I saw my grandparents for the first time in like 4-5 months....It was really great to see them and had some real fun times!!! I can't wait to go back..I love them soooooooo much!!!!
Came home this morning and went to church to listen to our new preacher...He is sooooo funny!! I am so excited that we finally got a new one....to bad he came when I was leaving...
Went to the movies to see Bewitched...it was really good!!!! I am glad I got to go with some of my best friends....Then Dena and i went to Camino to eat and then I went to church tonight!! It was really good!! I love the way that God spoke through Rachel and Jeremy...It was amazing!!! Then we all went bowling...Ashley and I were have the time of our lives...We payed 7 dollars to bowl 2 game b/c our lane kept messing up..So that sucked but ohh well!! it was soo much fun!!!

Whyyy?

July 10 2005
7 people...7 people....7 people?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

In our small lil' house? No way. As much as I love Justin, that is insane. I would write more but I don't know for sure if they( him &Nadia) will have to live with us.

Good News: Blakey comes home Thursday!!!! Who wants to throw a big party?

I think it's time for cupcake day, Mady.....
Anyone want one?

i'm home.

July 10 2005
i've been back home for 2 days now and i must say it's nice to be here. i may not feel the same in 6 weeks, but for now i'm loving it! i went to a wedding last night and had a blast! the ceremony was nice and all, but the reception is always the fun part. see, i've never been one to spend much time on a dance floor, but i've decided that dancing at weddings is probably one of my favorite things. it's just fun to be all dressed up and out there dancing with lots of friends. i love it! we all had soooo much fun. after the reception a bunch of us headed to some club in buckhead for a while. that would have been more fun if i hadn't been getting tired. but i still had a good time. then i got home and i was locked out of my house. someone had locked the deadbolt that i don't have a key to so i had to call and wake my mommy up so she could let me in. it was pretty funny. so all in all it was a super fun night! well, i start work tomorrow so it's about time for me to go to bed. being late on the first day wouldn't make the best impression. good night moon.

Inspiration

July 10 2005
OK Laura, you inspired me.
Things I need to do in the next 24 hours:
Go out of my way for someone else
Be Real even when it is painful beyond words
Allow myself to be used
get some rest
buy or rent Kindgarden Cop
Tell someone NO
Tell someone Yes
Go for a walk with just me, my ipod and Jesus
Buy toilet paper
Tell those important to me that I LOVE THEM even if its awkward
WRITE WRITE WRITE
Share some of that with someone.

oh yes...i could be a little blonde myself but...

July 10 2005
She Was So Blonde That...


She tripped over a cordless phone.

She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice can because it said "concentrate.
"
She told me to meet her at the corner of "WALK" and "DON'T WALK."

She asked for a price check at the Dollar Store.

She studied for a blood test.

When she missed the 44 bus, she took the 22 bus twice instead.

When she went to the airport and saw a sign that said "Airport Left," she turned around and went home.




A Brunette, a Redhead, and a Blonde in a Fire

A Brunette, a Redhead, and a Blonde escape a burning building by climbing to the roof. The Firemen are on the street below, holding a blanket for them to jump into.

The firemen yell to the Brunette, "Jump! Jump! It's your only chance to survive!" The Brunette jumps and SWISH the firemen yank the blanket away...the Brunette slams into the sidewalk like a tomato.

"C'mon! Jump! You gotta jump!' say the firemen to the Redhead.

"Oh no! You're gonna pull the blanket away!" says the Redhead.

"No! It's Brunettes we can't stand! We're OK with Redheads!"

"OK" says the Redhead, and she jumps. SWISH! The firemen yank the blanket away, and the lady is flattened on the pavement like a pancake.

Finally, the Blonde steps to the edge of the roof. Again, the firemen yell "Jump! You have to jump!"

"No way! You're just gonna pull the blanket away!" yelled the Blonde.

No! Really! You have to jump! We won't pull the blanket away!"

"Look," the Blonde says, "nothing you say is gonna convince me that you're not gonna pull the blanket away! So what I want you to do is put the blanket down, and back away from it . . ."

Hide and Seek

July 10 2005
where are we? what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just began to fall
crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling
spin me around again and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people would stop to hold their heads heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines?
all those years they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasue moments hung before
the takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still alive

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines? oh, you won't catch me around here
blood and tears they were here first

mm what you say
oh that you only meant well, well of course you did
mm what you say
mm that it's all for the best, of course it is
mm what you say
that IT'S JUST what we need, you decided this
mm what you say
what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling at your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit you don't care a bit

you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit

blessed

July 10 2005
just have to mention that we are so blessed to live in a country where we can worship in the house of God and it is our right. we are not persecuted, we are not made to hide our faith in secrecy, we can praise the Lord with no fear. let us not take this for granted. people all over the globe do not share these same rights, we are truly blessed. we weren't born here by accident, there is always a plan and a reason. let's take advantage of our freedom. let's take every opportunity we have to praise the Most High. He is why we are here.

some of my faves about summer....

July 10 2005
1. longer days-more sunshine, more time to hang with the people you love and love being around.

2. ice cream-here in texas, ice cream is like the must have food staple of the summer. i am an addict. i love all kinds, definitely not flavor prejudiced.

3. jeep driving-we are super lucky, and we own a jeep wrangler right now. what a cool blessing. driving around with the top off of the jeep is so great. it makes the most boring chores like a mini adventure. even the grocery store can be bearable if i can look forward to fun drive home. i can even drive it without killing it anymore (oh how i hate first gear!)

wow

July 10 2005
i totally just caught and killed a fly. i feel like such a warrior!

OH-how the times are a changin'

July 10 2005
My life is becomming quite a bit different, and im loving it. its all by choice and im liking it so far! Last night was fun! Tomorrow night's gonna be freaking amazing too... brit's house here i come. i love festivities.

BTW, thanks all who are my friends now! ( on here...lol) good times..

WELL- i better go clean my room if i wanna have some fun tomorrow night!

much

Soooo.....

July 10 2005
Hello one and all. Yes i have returned, ok it wasnt my fault. i was at my dads and his internet is broken, bummer yes i know but i survived and now here i am. well not much has happened this week. but this next week will be busy. i have customs and i have an appointment about my wisdom teeth. yuck. but anyway, gonna put up some pics soo please browse em lol. ttyl

The Terrorists Are Coming to Town...

July 10 2005
So, I was watching 60 Minutes with my Mamaw, and they were talking about how this random podunk town in TN is getting like $185,000 from the Homeland Security Department for them to use in their tatics against terrorists... in case they actually really want to come to the random podunk town they've never heard of. So it was great, because the host of 60 Minutes sat down with the mayor of Podunk Town (aka TiptonVille) and asked, "Really, do you think AlQueda is going to come to TiptonVille?"

The mayor opens his mouth, and out comes the most hick accent EVER!!! The mayor replies (and just imagine this being said by an old dude with a hick accent) "Well if I was AlQueda I would come to TiptonVille because nobody would expect it!"

Right... like AlQueda has actually head of TiptonVille before...

Anyhow, then on the way home, Dad and I listened to Laura Ingram on the radio, and she is way cool. She was talking about how "people from the left" say that Iraq isn't our concern, and that we should only be concerned with AlQueda. If Iraq wasn't important to AlQueda, however, then why would they bomb London, in hopes that the would withdraw troops from Iraq just as Spain did last year?

Hmmm.... I mean, really!

And then there was the caller who thought that the Bush administration failed to see to the terrorist threat in the US and that's 9-11 happened. And then Laura was like news flash! Terrorists blew up stuff during the Clinton administration and he did jack! Was Bush supposed to be able to clean up 8 years worth of damage in 9 months? I don't think so...

HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

July 10 2005
I'M BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER!!!!
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What has the world come to????

taco bell commercial

July 10 2005
has everybody seen the taco bell commercial with the mp3 players (the one about the shell that encases the meet stuff...haha) anyway, does that guy not remind you of chris madison?? "it's good to go" :)

Friends!!!

July 10 2005
Wow I have the coolest friends in the entire world. I have seen my friends about five times since I got back. They are the coolest! But yeah I get my licence in like 9 days!!! Yeahhhhh! It will be like wow! Well I am about sick of jailbreak. If you know what I mean. Well I'll seee you later! holla!! It will be AWESOME!!

Samson Sisterhood!

July 10 2005
Went to my first Samson Sisterhood meeting!

wow.. I love all you girls so much!

we were just all so honest with each other.

i am so excited to how God uses this time and this group this year.

i know its going to be amazing!

summer is grand i love it!

Bang Bang

July 10 2005
So I learned to shoot this afternoon. First I was shooting with a pellet gun at this cast iron bell we have in our backyard making it ring. Then we put our weather vane thing out in the back yard and were shooting at it but it was alot harder because it's so small. So I wanted to shoot my dad's real gun though. So I finally hit the rooster on the top of the weather vane and he said if I could hit two in a row he would let me shoot the .32 caliber pistol. So then I actually did shoot it again and so he was like "no two times in a row from when i said it so now you have to hit it again." I was like there is now way but I did! So then he was like do it again and I did! I hit the tiny little rooster 4 times in a row (and remember this is the 1st time I've ever shot anything). So he goes and gets the .32 pistol and I got to have two shots. I shot this old pot up in the woods so don't worry no one was in any danger of getting hurt. By the way it was so much fun...but extremely loud! Well, that's all I really have to say...check out the pictures though!

eliz

Photo From Shay-Shay

July 10 2005


photo from Shay-Shay

Some of the Staff hanging out at the beach where many movies were filmed!! Good times and lots of laughs!!!

Good Times in L.A.....

July 10 2005
Hey Everyone,
Well, this week was awesome!!! God really worked in alot of students lifes this week. Alot of them left set free from bondage!!! AMEN!!!! This coming up week will be the 4th week of students coming and I can't wait!!!! That means that we have 6 weeks left. Good times!! Yesterday we went Venice Beach. Where lots movies are recorded like "White Man Can't Jump." It was really cool!!! And I saw all different/werid kinds of people!!! It was a really cool I will never forget it. I also got sun burn on my face really bad and it hurts so bad. But, after the beach time we went to this place where you could get 2 cookies with ice cream in the middle to have as a ice cream sandwich and it was only a $1. It was amazing!!! I am having such a blast here God is working in my life and the staffs, and the students in so many ways. It blows me away. If you could just keep the students in your prayers as they come in every Monday and leave for Mexcio on Friday mornings. I will talk to you guys later. Love you all!! Thanks for your prayers!! Also I forgot to tell you that last week I went to see downtown Beverly Hills where some of Clueless was filmed. It was so exciting!!!

Hmmmm.....

July 10 2005
so yeah i have had a pretty awesome weekend to say the least.
friday i went to a movie night with some people and that was fun until some drama arose but it's all good now thank the lord....
saturday went into work at 9 in the morning and worked until 4:30 it was a long day but it was worth it.then i had to go babysit and that was awesome cuz megan came over and kept me company while the girls were asleep.
sunday or today i had alot of fun went to church and that was great and then came home and slept and what not and then went over and "swam" with bec and meg and that was sooo funny....the things we get ourselves into.....anyways and that was fun and now im surpose to be at a movie night with Bec and Meg so i'll talk to you guys later.....

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
GOD BLESS!!!
"Momma" Leah

So where is everybody?

July 10 2005
I feel so freaken deserted. Where did everybody go??

Another Finding

July 10 2005
Scientist have tried to disprove God over and over and over but in their discovers they have proved the Bibles stories. Like their last discovery that they figured out that we had another atmosphere made of water most likely like the rings around Uranus and Saturn. Well in Genesis 1:6 god said, "Let there be space between the waters, to spearate the waters of heaven( meaning space) from the waters below( the seas) and call it "sky". Proving that the flood occured cus its not there anymore. But they now thing that the reminants of it drifted into space and froze like saturns ring is just ice and rock. Well when an astarout hit like they said ajarded the particles of ice and rock form some of the commets that are floating balls of ice and rock right? Well in verse 9 god said, " let the waters beneath the sky be gathered into one place ( proving the pangia theory that they found ,or the Garden of Eden with the dinosaurs and everything) so dry ground may appear." and so it was. God named the dry ground "land" and the water "seas". and god saw taht it was good. proving the pangia theory but that it was the Garden of Eden and that when the flood happend the Gates of Death ( the gates to Eden after they were closed and forbiddin) as God refers to them talking to Job. Well God must have let the flood happen because the people of the earth were trying to get into Eden which meant certain death right? well they were probably worshiping it as an idol or at least in Gods eyes just like the tower of Babylon was to reach toward God to be closer to him. Well they probably saw that since the Garden and the Gates of Death were guarded by angels that if they got into Eden that they would be in the mitst of God but they must have gotten too close to getting in and so God caused the flood forever hiding and sealing the Gates of Death and the Garden of Eden away from man so no1 could find it as he tells Job when he confronts Job in a whirlwind. and so that kinda proves that the flood did happen and why it happened... leave your thoughts on these two finds for me please...

In my place, in my place....

July 10 2005
I think everyone should have a place that has special meaning to them. Everyone should have a place where they can go and just be. I went back to my place like this today, and it was good. I skipped some rocks, prayed, thought about alot of things, and just got away.


I am a thumbprint on the window of a skyscraper.


...and it feels like rain.

Special Fingind In The Bible

July 10 2005
Okay I found something in the Bible today it was something I was wondering about for quite a while. Well I know that most of yal know about Caine and Able and Seth and their story and that Caine married a woman from the city of Nod east of Eden (mostly in the Bible when god refers to the east of something its normally going towards evil).Well I am sure most of yal didnt think about this but I've always thought where did she come from cus did she just apear or what well i found this.. and this is my thought and the verses together...

"Who was Cain's wife? Was Cain's wife his sister?"

The Bible does not specifically say who Cain's wife was The only possible answer was that Cain's wife was his sister or niece or great-niece, etc. The Bible does not say how old Cain was when he killed Abel (Genesis 4:8).Since they were both farmers, they were likely both full-grown adults, possibly with families of their own. Adam and Eve had surely had more children than just Cain and Abel at the time Abel was killed - the definitely had many more children later (*Genesis 5:3-5* - When Adam was 130 years old, his son Seth was born, and Seth was the very image of his father. After the birth of Seth, Adam lived another 800 years and he had other sons and daughters. He died at the age of 930). The fact that Cain was scared for his own life after he killed Abel (Genesis 4:14) indicates that Abel had a wife and children and maybe even grandchildren in Genesis 4:13 Cain is complaining to got that his punishment is too great for him to bear because as most of our human nature if someone murdered our father we would want to kill them right well Cain killed Abel and he is complaining that "All who see me will try to kill me!" the only way thats true is if the others were Abel's descendants. Cain's wife (Genesis 4:17) was a daugter or granddaugter of Adam and Eve.

Since Adam and Ever were the first (and only) human beings, their children would have no other choice than to intermarry. God did not forbid inter-family marriage until much later when there was enough people that intermarriage was not necessary (Leviticus 18:6-18). The reason that incest often results in genetic abnormalities in children is that when two people of similar genetics (i.e. a brother and sister) have children - genetic defects are far more likely to result because both parents had the same defects themselves. When people from different families have children - it is highly unlikely that both parents will have the same genetic defects. The human genetic code has become increasingly "polluted" ocer the centuries as genetic defects are multiplied, amplified, and passed down from generation to generation. Adam and Eve did not have any genetic defects, so that enabled them and the first few generations of their descendants to have a far greater qualit of health than we do now. Adam and Eve's children had few, if any, genetic defects. As a result, it was safe for them to intermarry. It may seem strange or even disgusting to think of Cain's wife being his siter. In the beginning, since God started with one man and one woman, the second generation would have no choice but to intermarry amongst themselves.