Man I really Need to Get a scanner *crys* Well Mya I'll ask my mom about Saturday Tonight and I'll call ya tomorrow.

Michael Shibe... wow... I'm sure you guys have heard by now about the scoutmasters from Alaska that were electrocuted at the national jamberee. Well Michael Shibe was my old cub scout master. It was so strange reading his name. At first I arrogantly thought that maybe, just maybe it was somebody else because I forgot his first name. Then later on I read that he had two sons at the jamberee and my scout master had twin sons. Well, I knew then that it was him, my parents confirmed the name a little while ago.

His second to oldest son, Neil, was one of my best friends. Since I moved we never really talked but I'm planning on grabbing my old friend Kyle and heading over to his house. I'm sure he's not in the mood for talking. I'll definetly be at the funeral. Problem is I didn't bring any black up to Ak. I knew I was going to a wedding but not a funeral...

scouts... wow... every time we met Michael would bring this candle and we would burn it for the whole meeting and when we got to the bottom we'd get to go to like laser tag or a pool for a meeting. Wow... every winter we'd go to Camp Goresuch! Wow that was fun! We'd drive around on sled dogs and have little races of human sled dogs ahaha... ride down snow mountains and make big jumps... and everyone was supposed to bring a couple of cans and we'd empty it all into one of those big metal barrels (hopefully sanitary ah) and we'd make this super stew stuff... and it was always AMAZING... Michael was a great guy... probably one of the best people I knew grewing up and one of the few people that I looked up to as a father. He was fun guy, fuzzy beard ahaha.. at least back then... he even had his Eagle Scout badges on the wall... we'd spend the night over at Neil (his son again)s house all the freakin time... have huge water balloon fights in teh backyard. Wow... I really miss those days and Neil.. Nobody yet has said anythinga bout how many kids Michael had... he had 4 sons, the twins were the youngest. Neil was the second oldest... damn we used to make the pinewood derby cars just for fun ahha.. put little lego guys in these little driver seats we'd make.

I'm gonna go see 'em but wow... he's dead... that man REALLY helped me become the person I am today... fitness... outdoors survival, he sparked so much in me and I owe him so much and I never truly realized that until I saw his name.

How he died... first he was electrocuted but then the tent was on fire too... electrocuted and then burned... all that and he didn't die until the hospital.

Then I recently heard taht my favorite teacher ever, Mr. Sterling has an incurable liver disease (he wasn'ta dirnker,a ctually he'd bike to school everyday) and while I'm sureh e'll get a liver transplant but I knew he really made a difference in wanting to become a writer.. hell under ihs supervision I wrote my very first letter tot he editor about gun control!

wow...

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I am the only loser who has nothing better to do than post a blog on here everyday. I don't have a job...I don't have my license...I don't know hardly anyone here...
Ah well...
Oh! Good news! I got a cell phone! If anyone wants the number, e-mail me, OK? I'd be stupid to put it on here.
OK...nothing else to say...wish me luck, I'm going job hunting soon.

can ya feel it? it's almost here, so very close. just a few more hours till...........FRIDAY!!!!!

Ok so today is going ok so far. I woke up, I can drive again because i am of my pain killers. (like they helped anyway) I got my 2 older sisters b-day presents, i got my hair cut and i took my sisters letter jacket in for dry-cleaning. OMG they charge $25 for that stupid jacket but then again i kinda tore it up in the 2yrs i wore it so i owe my sister that. Anyways i'm here now and i'm bored... whats today? the... uh.. 28th? So that means only 11 or maybe 12 days until my birthday!!! *yay for me* buh bye 4 now.. movie time! :-)>
~More funnyz~
-I'm so hungry, i'm farting fresh air!
-I don't suffer from insanity: I enjoy every minute of it!
-Some people are alive only because God told me it was illegal to kill. (*darn*)

so.......
school starts soon..hehe, we'll see how that goes!!! lol! ....but dance starts sooner and i'm really excited about that, because even though i dred going every morning, it always seems to surprise me how much fun i have....
the girl in the pic is my bestest friend!! i love you mallory!!
i'll leave you with this...

as we grow up we learn that even the one
person that wasn't supposed to ever let you
down probably will. you will have your heart
broken more than once and its harder every
time. you'll break hearts too so ( remember )
how is felt when yours was broken. you'll
fight with your bestfriend. you'll blame a new
love for something an old one did you'll cry
because time is going by too fast and you'll
eventually lose someone you love, so take `
too many pictures laugh too much and love
like you've never been hurt because every
60 seconds you spend upset is a minute - -
of happiness you'll never get back ;; . .

Warped Tour! I gotta goo!! I

I love it when God gives me a new perspective... when he blows apart what the world says something should look like.

TOday I find therapy in words... WRiting for me is like purging... It doesn't have to look pretty... and hell, noone has to ever see that intimacy he provides through words but at the very least I know that God's using creativity to get this mess together. He's just so good and creative. I guess that's why He's God.

well ok so i am bored & i feel like updating

haha you like my new picture...it took me a while to get the right face

haha yes...as soon as i say life is great some crap happens & then like life suks again...so i am gonna quit saying "life is great" because it will get bad

well...most things are alright exept..yeah nevermind

i think i want to go to the neon city concert the 20th...yeah that's like a month away but oh well haha

last night i went to church with ashley after the cheer clinic & then storey & alexis came too...& the speaker kept saying like all these remarks about cheerleaders & we just kept looking at him...then, ashley took me, stu, kels, & juliaaaaaa to moe's & we ate...haha well i gotta go get my hair cut

yeah i am pretty sure you all like rambling about nothing!

Ok well My profile pic was taken At Christmas 2004 so I was 13 in that pic and I had long hair pulled into a ponytail. So yeah ^-^

Ok well soon I'll have pictures of me on here, its just I need to get me some pictures. Must find scaner. Yes once you see pictures of me, I DO have short hair, my moms doing, But as it gets longer there will be more pic...

Hey! It's Emily. I jsut got done making this cool girl, Lauren, a phusebox where she can be super cool! Enjoy! She's such a sexy monkey...lol!

THIS IS THE CONVERSATION W/ MR RHODY ON TUESDAY B4 TRUMPET LESSONS!!!
R:HAVE YOU HEARD WERE WE MIGHT BE GOING FOR OUR BAND TRIP YET
J:NO
R:HAWAII
J:I STARTED LAUGHING
R:NO SERIOUSLEY IF IT GETS APPROVED
J:OH COOL!!!
YAY SO MUCH FUN!!! GLAD TO SEE EVERYONE FROM BAND GOT TO SING THE FRIED HAM SONG AGAIN, DO OUR DOLLAZ(DALLAS 4 ELIZABETH) THING, AND DO OUR PINGUIN(SP) DANCE!!!
BAND=BRING IT ON!!!
DONT KNOW THE MUSIC WORTH ANYTHING!!!

WE ARE ONE!!!!
SIMPLE PLAN

JACQUE!!!

boom diggity.






rambles.

heh
it's getting closer & closer
the more I think about it,
The more nervous I get haha.
I hate summer reading.
I hate great expectations.
it's a waste of time haha.

hmm off that subject for a bit.
I am extremely bored.
you have no idea.
I got in trouble
so I cant stay the night at anyone's
but they can come over here.
so anyone willing to go do something
& then wanting to come to my house
please call me haha.
this is more towards abby than anyone.
oh and maxie would be coming
most likely. :p

back to school.
I think I will be fine.
:D I've met some great people.
they'll help me, I hope haha

well I'll try to write more later.
I love yaaa. < 3
Jamie

I hate feeling like this! But I'm fine..really...i'm ok.

well i got back from camp on Friday, then me and my family left for Fall Creek Falls. we got back on sunday and ive been at soccer camp all week.

on tues night i was supposed to go out to eat with on lof my friends that lives in Tullahoma, but he had to take his friend home early so it didn;t happen. i was totally bummed out.

last night i went to church with a friend.

lets see thats all i can think of for right now.

lol

love Goali

why do people have to be mean.....? it sucks...like.....i just wish everyone had God in their life and then maybe people would be a little nicer.

okay, the no dating thing. screw it. there it is people, it's out. bah.

I will not just go screw around in florida, but I will also not say I'm not gonna date. I did it as an example after a friend of mine, I no longer can seem to get in touch with her now and she has turned uber condemning and conservative

I always go for guys that are like 23.

I will also never steal a guy from a friend. in any way form or fashion. It's been done to me, and I know how it hurts, therefore. i shall not do it.

I think I might sleep now. . .yea, that's a good plan

Camp is over. This saddens me greatly.

I've read 23 books this year.

I move to florida in like 10 days.

My sister is dogsitting for a family with a pool. therefore, I shall be using the pool tomorrow(we're close with the family)

In the process of Anna making fun of me, she(w/o realizing) poured fudge into her coke. we laughed for a while. . .everyone stared

then 15 minutes later. Skid was picking something up off the coffee table in the living room. this coffee table was situated right in front of anna and I and he was bent over. . .we laughed harder.

froggy.wirehog.com is where you can view my camp photos. . .i think . . .

Mine?

Mine wasn't good, nope not good at all

A car drove me off the road.

I went through 3 yards and slammed into a car parked in a drive way

My face doesn't feel very good, nor look very good.

Airbags do a lot of physical damage to one's skin.

My car is quite obviously, undriveable

man, it is dull. i don't do anything all day bc i don't have a vehicle, which means i can't go get a job=no money :( so this is why my dad is getting me a car this week, i think....hopefully. other than that it's pretty dull. all i do is eat and sleep, eat and sleep. the same cycle over and over....i need a life. i need to read my summer reading, that's what i need to do, yeah, i'm suppose to read 150 pgs tomorrow, but i don't want to...for goodness sakes it's Frankenstein, big whoop...anyway, yeah, the only thing exciting right now is probably my boyfriend and the spontaneous visits from friends. I have fun just talking to him for about an hour about random things, and he makes me laugh. Then of course i love my friends so so so much....well, this is getting rambly.....love to all!--Manda

photo from emilydarby

Good times!

I just got back from hanging out with some people. It was fun. I saw Krista and Stephanie at Marshalls. Woohoo! lol.

I feel like I am doing something wrong that makes people not want to be around me, and I don't kno wat it is....can someone tell me wat I am doing wrong? I am being annoying, no fun, wat is it? I am so confused........

:edit:

Here is a picture of me without braces...


photo from Rachel_B

I added some pictures to my album over there >>> they are all messed up. Either too wide or too tall. O well. lol. you can tell wat they are.

well, percussion camp started, 8:30am-4pm every day.....so much fun.....carrying a set of tenor drums for a long time=not fun.

very very tired.....cant concentrate.....slEeeEEEeEEEeEp......

I have to wake up at 9 am tomorrow :( So that means I'll get about 6 hours asleep since I took a nap today and won't fall asleep until about 3 am, haha. Anyway, here are the classes I'm taking next year. Will anyone possibly have any classes with me? By the way, I hope that most of the people from our last year english will be together!

I'm taking:
Drama I
Advanced Honors English II
Advanced Honors Chem.
Advanced Honors Algebre II
Latin II Honors
AP US History

I'm excited (because I'm a dork, lol) and that means that I will be able to see everyone again! I'm really really excited about Model UN which will be a total party next year, haha. Not that it wasn't this year. Huh Lauren? lol. Well, guys, I need to go read some more Harry Potter. Onlt about 150 pages left! YAY!
~Dana :)

i'm happy right now. i really am. and it's nice. sometimes it just takes one little thing to pick you up. but sometimes it just takes one little thing to bring you down...but i guess that's life. but it's all good, right? because everything's going to be okay. and no matter how bad your life may seem, somebody always has it worse than you. and one day, you're going to look back and realize that most of the stuff you worry about now is stupid. besides, life's really too short to worry, isn't it?

i guess that's just what's on my mind tonight. i love you all so much. and if you ever have a problem, i'm here. i'll listen or just sit with you or pray for you or cry with you or whatever. i love you.

so last night i hung out w. elizabeth and carrie and they are fun...we went to starbucks and applebee's (but not in that order.) then me and elizabeth went back to her house and we watched the second half of laguna beach (which evan thinks kristen is hott and she's NOT. LC is so much hotter). so, i didnt leave elizabeth's house until 12:30 and mom didnt care. yeah cool. whatever...tonight was church...fun fun. ok bye


** so it is presently 1:44 am....i went to bed about two hours ago but i cannot sleep for ANYTHING...i hate hate hate insomnia. i should call elizabeth cause she says she has the same problem, but i wouldnt want to disturb her in the case that sleep has consumed her....urgh **

*Mikey's home!!! me and Amber got to go w/ his mommy to the airport :) on the way there we saw a guy eating his boogers... it was nasty... and umm... yeah... Mike is dark... and umm.... i'm happy he's home :) fUn TiMeS.

*since last night was kid's night Smitty the clown was there... i still don't like clowns but i find myself just watching him... he doesn't seem very happy.... and i mean... he muct love being a clown... b/c you don't become a clown for the money. lol... but no... really... i wonder if he knows Jesus... i might talk to him some time... if i can get past the scary wig, that is.

*some kid took a poo in the play place last night... guess who got to clean it up? lol... we had to close the play place for the rest of the night... oh darn.. lol.

*today i finally found my last peice for my flute audition when i get to school. i'm so happy! one less thing to stress over... and umm.. it's my favorite classical peice too!

*i'm making some of my Christmas presents now... i've decided that i don't want to spend much money at Christmas b/c i'm a "poor college student". lol. i know i'll be usuing that excuse for the next 4 years. tihe

*yeah... i know this post is silly and random.... but my life is really random right now... it switches between school and work and friends... and God's in the mix there too... it's just so crazy right now... i can't wait for it to settle down. lol... not that i don't like the excitement... it just makes me tired.

Hawaii was AMAZING!! gah, 2 weeks there and I still wasn't ready to leave! hehe Rachel and I decided we're moving to Maui as soon as we get out of college, which I certainly hope happens!!! ;-)

Well, its too late to put much up here now, im going on 40 hours straight with little to no sleep!! WHOO HOO!! ANYWHO pictures shall be coming soon, within the next day or two hopefully! So until then, leave some comments and love yall!! aloha!

tonight was fun...

geeze..summer is kinda boring ya know? anyways, i went to church tonight and that was ExTrA fun..we finished up our napoleon dynamite thing..it was TATER TOT NIGHT! woop woop! So, that was fun and junk..and then I came home and now I'm watching made...so shhhh cuz its back on..

Tomorrow driving up to knoxville with Allen and mom for his orthodist app. Get to see his best friend there and his old house.

Friday therapy and then the Clarinet Party.

found out that my stay is for 5 days at the hospital but we are trying to get it lowered because of Band camp.

Here are some lyrics that I really liked and that spoke to me...some of them are from Christian bands and some aren't. But they all meant something to me!

"i'm lost but i'm hopeful , baby..."

"life has a funny, funny way of helping you out..."

" starving for truth...chasing after you..."

"a slave to your hands..."

"i like it, i love it, i want some more of it..."

"i still love you more than anything in the world..."

eliz

so my "vacation" was cut a bit short (it's cool though) recap:

drove for about 4 hours and sarah and i chilled and listened to CDs and ate our weight in Doritos =]

stop in pigeon forge to go to a HUUUUUUGE strip-outlet-mall. nice

it was hella hot out. (the highest was 111-effing-degrees!!!!!)

murder.

but we had fun and drank lots and lots of iced coffees and Jone's from the near-by Starbucks

I have been busy in and out of the hospital all week. I hate the hospital!

I didn't either until my dad gave me a CD from a band called Feist, it was boring. One song on there was called Mushaboom [So clever].

I'm just a waste of her energy,
And she's just wasting my time.
So why don't we get together,
And we could waste everything tonight.
And we could waste, and we could waste it all tonight.

Love's just a waste of our energy, yeah,
And this life's just a waste of our time.
So why don't we get together;
We could waste everything tonight.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


~ It's never going to happen, is it? I just....But I don't deserve that kind of happiness. Yeah, probably not.


Why am I not good enough?


I wish I had someone to talk to right now, I really do. ~


sorry, that was waaaay too vague and very emo.

hey guys

well today was the last day of pre camp with the band and tomorrow starts the real maddness of Band Camp.....8to6 for the next 7 days...yeah it should be interesting....

DCI is Friday im soooo excited i just can't wait for it to come not only do I have awesome seats with my Best Friends but I also get to see awesomely cute guys.....i am so excited....

so yeah im bored i'll talk to you guys later...
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
GOD BLESS!!!
Leah

so. today was kinda crappy. woke up at around 1:00 (PM, that is). i'm really bored with summer now. or maybe it's just cause i don't do much of anything. cause i know i don't really want to be back in school. i'm feelin kinda tripped out. and no, i'm not implying that i'm on drugs. i just feel really gross. oh yeah, i got to wake up this morning to the oh so pleasant sounds of my sister violently vomiting. she got food poisoning from a freakin McDonald's burger. like, she was literally green in the face. how sad. i miss my friends. i do want school to start, but i don't want to do any work. ah, such is my life. went to Applebee's and Starbucks with Elizabeth and Rebekah. fun times. possums are scary. and whatever you do, don't drive too slow, or the cops will think you're high. especially if you're going to Wendy's. but seriously, last night was fun. i like having older friends. the conversation is much better. i'm a little (really) pissed that i don't get to go to restaraunt raid tonight. i went to Julia's surprise party on Monday night. it was ok. i was just kinda bored with it all. but it wasn't a total loss. ha. so, i went to, you guessed it, Wal-Mart today. gosh. i hate that place. but it was surprisingly tame today. there was a really beautiful guy there. so that's always nice. we bought this really good ice-cream, and Cameron got a lunchable so all it right and good with the world. well, i gotta go. i guess i'll post later this week...maybe...

So Bean and I went frisbee golfing this afternoon. It was a lot of fun. It's a good thing we don't take score. We both did pretty bad. We both humiliated ourselves quite a few times, but as long as we weren't playing with any professionals, it is all good. I took a few pictures. I would have taken more if my batteries weren't about dead. But I posted the pictures. They are under the Frisbee Golf album. Bye my peeps! (the best easter candy ever!)

Quotes:

Our generation has had no Great Depression, no Great War. Our war is spiritual. Our depression is our lives.

- Bradd Pitt, "Fight Club"

If toast always lands butter-side down, and cats always land on their feet, what happens if you strap toast on the back of a cat and drop it?

- Steven Wright

Corey= Out of the picture
Travis= Current crush

So here's the low-down, fool. After that car wash I called Corey pulled a "What the fuck is your problem" and then basically said there was no chance in hell for us to get back together. I'm sorry. Good-bye.

Actually I was much nicer about. I almost cried.

I don't care to go into much detail on what's going on with Travis. Let's leave it at this: =D

School starts in one week, one day. Actually, I'm looking forward to it. I'm so excited to be meeting new people. My list of friends has steadily deteriorated since school ended. And I've had absolutely no interesting in rekindling things.

yeah, pretty sure all my hair is gone.

i despise sabre's..... i have a huge bump on my wrist and my wrist feels like it did when i hurt my wrist a year ago..... not lookin 4ward 2 band camp when i do sabre's like way more than 1 or 2 hrs.....

yeah the past few days i've been very kinda confused about alot of stuff. but today i have figured ever thing out so im not so i feel 10 times better yay

well hope everyone has a good day bye bye

I saw this missing person report on my aunt's LJ. She dissappeared near Philidelphia, but that doesn't mean that she couldn't be somewhere around here.

Latoyia Figueroa, a 24-year-old pregnant mother of one has been missing since July 18.

So today as been extremely boring with exceptions of watching the notebook & getting paid to do so, and going to La Siesta.
*Update on the nephew: he is doing really good. He is in Atlanta with his other grandma while his parents celebrate their anniver.
* Another prayer request: My friend jenn had a baby on Friday. He is doing pretty well, but he has down syndrome. She is handeling it very well and every time i talk to her she is thanking God for her little blessing. It is really and truely amazing how God works. Anyway she is 19 & a single mother so she really needs your prayers.
Thank you
Verse of the day:1 corinthians 6:19

hello how do you do

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Talk about some sucky stuff...I called my high school, back in Florda...obviously, the community college here isn't under WHS's "umbrella", or so Mr. Still said. And Illinois (he said it w/ the 's'!) was too far away and that it was tough luck for me and that I needed to register under the high school here and do early admissions...but they don't do that here!!
And now I can't graduate with my class...the people that I've spent the past 12 years with...I've known so many of them since kindergarten, and even more of them since 1st grade...What am I going to do? Graduating with a bunch of people I've never even met...without my friends...even without the people I hate, but have grown up with and love them anyway...
Ah well. All I ever do is complain here...
I need to look to a brighter future...this isn't the end of the world!

hummm

HeY!! gosh thanks for all the comments!! *sarcastically* ya well go to my xanga www.xanga.com/hollywood_dancer
*lauren*

i love all of my friends. i love you.

u know, its funny how unlikely people become friends and then good friends in a matter of like days... thats what happened w/ matt.... we didnt like eachother AT ALL and then BAM we're good friends and hang out and now we see eachother like everyday. HAH. it cracks me up. it realllllly really does.

but yes, i love you.

I got a little break from Paint the Town (in the Bronx) today and got to come back to my apartment to work on some stuff. Anyways, just letting everyone know why I have not been posting and/or messaging back. I will try to get all this done after this weekend is over.

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Well, I had my wisdom teath removed about 2 and half hours ago. The sedatives are finally out of my system, and the pain has begun. Soon the Hydrocodine the dentist gave me will kick in. Ughhhh

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*twiddles*

I wonder how long it will be before anyone notices me.

*puts in tape of Jeopardy theme*

that needs to be developed. its in this really old camera i got in an antique store for 5 dollars. only i bet the pictures will not turn out because it doesnt have a flash. but we will see.
love, cailsey

IF anybody is going to the Greenday and Jimmy Eat World concert on the 15th PLEASE TELL ME cuz i aint got not trasnsportation!!!! so if ur going can i hitch a ride with you!!!! PLZ AND THANKS

someone should come kidnap me today. that would be extremely cool.

So, it seems like i haven't updated in a few days or weeks. not much has been going on, just school and work.

Have you ever noticed that reconnecting with someone you have not talked to in about 3 years brings back a lot of memories. One of my friends who i thought just hated me due to some incidents in middle school and high school contacted me in the past week. we caught up on what has been going on, but it led me to start thinking about some of the people that we used to hang out with. it really sucks when you tell people "we'll always be friends and no matter what we will never loss contact" when you know that the opposite is true. talking to her brought back some people that were my best friends growing up. one now lives in kansas and i have seen or talked to him in about 2years and the other guy we were always getting in trouble with (as all kids do), i haven't talked to his since my freshman year of high school...6 years. even now it still happens, the person that i would tell just about anything to in high school has since moved to arizona and we are lucky to send each other an email once a month. it takes work to keep in touch with people, but when life is coming at you fast and so much is going on around you, the people you want around you the most are the ones you inevitablely push away.

Ritters still hasent called and im so sad! imma try 2 work at chick-fill-a but i donno it kinda smells like a zoo in there. lol.well i hope 2days not boring.one of my friends 4m chicago wrote this... isnt it cute!

~i want a guy ...who can wrestle with me and let me win. ...who i can talk to about anything ...who laughs at my jokes. ...who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets. ...who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow. ...who says i love you & means it. ...who will kiss me in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow. ...whos calls unexpectedly. ...who will have many inside jokes with me and remember each one. ...a guy who notices haircuts. ...who realizes that i say things but dont always mean them. ...who i can go swimming with on hot days. ...who can tell me his problems and let me help. ...who will listen to me talk ...who will let me beat him up when i get angry. ...who writes love letters to me, but doesnt send them. ...who draws pictures and slips them gently into my locker slot. ...who saves his genuine, big smiles for me. ...with deeps eyes, that can see through faces into depths. ...who wears baseball hats and lets me wear his too. ...who gives me his t-shirt to change into and not expect to get it back. ...who knows my favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume and the color of my toothbrush. ...who will shake my dads hand and look my mom in the eye. ...who will call me by my full name-- first, middle and last. ...who willl know when something is wrong when im trying my best to put on an act ...who will kiss me and tell me im beautiful. ...who will let me cry to him. ...who will hold me& kiss my cheek. ...who suprises me and compliments and plays with my hair. ...who will brag about me to all of his friends ...not afraid to give me a great big hug right infront of his mom ...who smells like he just stepped out of the shower. ...who wears cologne that i can subtly smell when im leaning on his shoulder. ...who tells me i have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be mine to hold. I might have found that guy? :)

I made this site for my brother and I am helping him out. See yall later.

^ isn't that true! Well I still might update on my xanga but not as much. This site is way better. I just need to find some more people on this site. Well got to go now. My brother made pizza. Love yall.
*Katie*

it is july in texas, and it is raining. that is awesome. we don't see much rain in the summer, so this rocks! i so wish that i was sitting at home on my couch watching a fun movie. oh well, i guess i will have to sneek out of my office every so often, and sneek a peak at this beautiful weather.

yes, I was in one of those moods last night.
so I watched moulin rouge
&& ate alot of icecream haha.
but I feel better today. :D

the sushi party wasnt all that bad.
I didnt eat anything with fish in it. ick
but I did eat some california rolls.
yeah yeah I AM asian & I DONT like sushi
get off my back, haha
but I got caught up with all my cousins

my sister is going to new york tomorrow
NOT FAIR.
I am seriously mad.
I mean she's nine.arg
I could see all my old friends..
but noooo
hahahahaha
ohwell she's buying me stuff
I have to love her for that < 3

max called me :] yay
he is so very sweet.
I invited him to come to the mall
with me & the youth group next week
now all there is to do is to hope he comes.
-sighs-

well I love you people.
you're wonderful :D

Jamie

-edit
I had a flashback, go to my xanga to see.
0_0

goodness...

I was thinking, which is weird. How is it that, milk, an easily replinished commodity. Is almost 5 dollars a gallon, and yet, gasoline. Which is derived from oil, a quickly dissapating natural resource. Is only 2$ and some change? I'll tell you why. Milk taste damn good, thats why. Honestly now, who the hell wants frosted flakes and a big heaping bowl full of gasoline...iik


my closing,
my name.


your closing?
my grandpa's name?

Psalm 3:3-6

Interlude
3 But you, O LORD, are a shield around me, my glory, and the one who lifts my head high.
4 I cried out to the LORD, and he answered me from his holy mountain.

Interlude
5 I lay down and slept. I woke up in safety, for the LORD was watching over me.
6 I am not afraid of ten thousand enemies who surround me on every side.

If this was a painting i could stare at it for hours. HOw beautiful!!

On rare occasions* I will look at something I've written and think, "Hey, that's actually kind of clever."

And then I feel obliged to share it with you. Here you go:

"Angry xanga comments are about as equally effective as evangelistic bumper stickers."

Voila. Have a nice day!

*For some reason, my brain doesn't think this word is spelled right. To be honest, I don't really know. I'm a little sleep deprived and for all I know it could be something completely different than the word I intended to type. :p

I have no clue what to write about.

First band practice yesterday...

It was very interesting.

Maybe I will write about it later.

Monday, I played for summer school graduation...

And again, maybe I will write about it later... just not up to writting alot tonight.

...such a strong phrase and yet such a phrase that people take lightly nowadays. I've been thinking about this all lately and how nonchalantly people will tell their boyfriend or girlfriend they love them right away without truly thinking things out. I think especially that people my age and below are rushing into saying this phrase to their newest fling too soon. They have no idea that the relationship is guaranteed to work and they risk having heartbreak by just saying those few little words.
Now I'm not saying that saying "I love you" to a good friend or fellow Christian is wrong, but when it comes to relationships I'd say people need to be careful and really think about what they are saying. Girls especially need to be careful of when we say "I love you" to our boyfriends. We as girls are emotional and sometimes those emotions get the best of us. I mean what if a girl says they love their boyfriend and then the boyfriend drops them for the next pretty girl out there? That will leave the girl crushed and heartbroken. I'm not saying that guys don't have any feelings, but we as girls are more emotional when it comes to things like this.
well, that's just something I've been thinking about and was brought to my attention this week.

I GOT MY PERMIT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:Edit:
Summer reading sucks butt!!!

welp, from last entry
our first practice turned out to be our last as el blitzkrieg
seems we picked us up a sponsor!! woooo
negotiations are gonna be a lil rough, cause they wanna call us "Brat Pack" which isnt very excellent : |
OTHOR THAN THAT
INSPIRATION FOR THE REST OF US
"ppl need to make moves n not sit n think"

Yay for eventful days!.

Dude, our new music is awesome! I really think I'm going to looooove this show. And pre-camp.....haha, standing between freshman telling them they're marching wrong while holding a very full, very cold water bottle. hehehe.......we'll see. =)

Oh yeah, my car? After breaking down four times, not to mention getting it a new alternator and battery, it is now brought to our attention that it's...just.....some....stupid.....pulley.
*cries*
Oh well, at least it's not a new radiator and stuff.....very, verrrrrry thankful for that. *answered prayers*

Okie doke, think that's all for now. See you monkeys later.

Update.....my older brother is moving out..... Friday

~Rachel =)

I wish I could have understood the way he begged me to. Only now is that possible, and now... it's too late. I get it, I just wish I could have known. It hurts to know how bad it must have felt. I just hope he's smiling now.

Wow...Youth camp was absolutely amazing. Thank you so much for all the prayers. God changed so many lives last week I just cant put it into words. I honestly dont know what I would ever do with Jesus in my life. He is absolutely my best friend and Im so glad I can know that He's always right beside me getting me through everything...knowing the plan for my life even before I was concieved....I love my Lord!

2005 Northside youth group after the awesome shaving cream fight!



photo from GodsGirl615

Wow this was at camp...this picture and just nature reminds me of how beautiful God really is...(just ignore the street light hahaha)


photo from GodsGirl615

So yeah, This thing is pretty awesome. Josh Pipes gave it to me...

hey ya'll!! i got my cell fone takin away from me... so if u tried to call me or text me and i didn't respond that's y... trust me... it's not cuz i hate u!! i think that i get my fone back on thursday nite... not sure. i hope that's when i get it back though!! i miss it SO much!!
my brother is having football tryouts this week and i saw some of the girls that r gonna b 8th graders this r year... OH MY BUDDHA!! they r so skanky!! i'm not saying that all of them r... just the ones that i saw tonite.
omb! i'm gonna b at dance tomorrow from 1.30 to 8.45 tomorrow... it's gonna b fun/tiring/exhausting/awesome!! i can't wait... yeah...
i hope that ya'll r being good... i'm trying to... i want my cell fone back... real bad!! lol

xoxo kirsten

Every time I hear that song I think it's him singing it on the radio. Oh how things change over the course of a year..

Went to the lake on Sunday with Lyndi, her mom, and people from her mom's work. Drove a jet ski (they're kinda quick..heh), drove the boat..kinda, saw a gorgeous waterfall, figured out that jet ski's stop VERY quickly, and got burnt only on my nose so I looked like Rudolph, ha. Lyndi is a little sick from the lake and all but she'll be alright by this weekend..

Friday, Saturday, and Sunday I'll be up in Louisville for my senior trip..even though it's July and there's no point in calling it a senior trip anymore since we're freshman again..so it's a vacation for Lyndi and I since we've been in lovely Murfreesboro all summer long :-) I'll have pictures to put up when I get home so..yeah..let's be gettin' comment happy :)

26 days.
May = apartment = party = oh dear lord where did these pictures come from?!
I can't wait :)

peace.out

So in short that one word up there describes my whole entire night!!!! Ahh the sweetness of being under the stars with someone you care for alot...Bliss.... So Ive come to the conclusion that things will be ok and its ALWAYS better when we're together....


There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM its always better when we're together
Look at the stars when we're together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find there way into my dreams tonight
But I know that theyll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
But tomorrow night you see
That theyll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find there way
Into my day to day scene
Ill be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree

Its always better when we're together
We're somewhere in between together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together.

So I'm sitting here with my hair piled on a sticky mound atop my head, coated in hydrogen peroxide, cetyl alcohol, a lovely little bugger called pyro-phosphate, and various other unpronouncable carcinogens. I'm emanating a distinct ammonia stench.

I think I may have inadvertantly gassed the frog whilst slathering this over my scalp. As soon as the "colour developer" was opened, he stopped moving. And hasn't started since. I'd feel mildly guilty if the dratted thing hadn't decided to infiltrate my room one night. YOU try waking up to an invisible speck jumping around the room, driving the cat into a frenzy.

I've been able to mold my hair into some pretty neat shapes, though. The faux-hawk, wilting spikes, and something resembling the turquoise lady-Jedi's twin head-growth's are the most notorious thus far.

I feel vaguely like the fantastic Ghost Busters. "Why worry? We just have unlicensed nuclear reactors strapped on our backs."

Why worry? I just have chemicals that if left in a closed container will cause it to explode saturating my hair [no joke -- it's a label warning].

T-minus 6 minutes to finding out whether I will indeed have neon orange hair or not.

::::LATER:::: Things are looking suspiciously crimson up there. I'll give it a few more minutes.... If I resemble Carrot Top in any way, I'm going to be both pissed and relieved. Pissed because my hair is orange. Relieved because it was 2-for-1, and I also bought dark brown dye. We shall see....

Today sucked some "title"(that mean looks up wanksta)


work blew "title" ..

getting grounded again..

if i was a town..i wouldn't name myself lavergne...that name sucks...i feel how a question mark stands....not very


if you somewhat understood that...think about this!...listen well and hard!!!........how are you?you are how?who are you? you are who? ......you should see what i can do with a long sentence :-)...

its fun being insane,
my name , and not yours..(unless you request)

today was sooooo much fun. we had a picnic! and then me and stephy got CUPCAKES!!!! and we delivered cupcakes to people! then we had...BAND!!! which i was dreading...but it was cool. i like the music. then we went to the cookout thing...ehh. then FAZOLI'S!!! yay! i love EVERYONE!

a year ago, life was normal. if you dont know what im talking about, dont worry about it. if you do im sure the melody still lingers on.

today was the first band practice thing. music is awesome and i can't wait to start doing drill and stuff. i was really glad to see everyone again, its amazing how much guys grow in 2 months :)



photo from blue_lips
me, kim, and brittany



photo from blue_lips

i finished the painting today, this is the finished product :)


ooo and pretty sure our band trip this year is Hawaii!! :)

. . . stupid delete and X out buttons.

So Renfroe and I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory today. It was awesome! I'm for real loving Johnny Depp right now, and Freddie Highmore is like, my favorite child actor. The soundtrack was amazing, too! Mmm, music.

Then, on the way to Arby's we witnessed somewhat of a situation that I'd rather not discuss online, but it was pretty scary/random/weird.

. . . and guys are strange. Actually, it's more like guy, but whatever.

Not really, but I though I might reel in a few more unsuspecting readers with a title like that. *Grins*

I may be moving on to bigger and better things as far as employment is concerned. I may be working in a ......*dramatic pause*.........

LAW FIRM!!!!!

You may worship from afar.

I'm quite excited. John Green, a lawyer who attends St. Paul's Episcopal as well, called me today with a list of several Murfreesboro attorneys, and even offered to call ahead and warn them. I was planning to work for observation, but he tells me to sell myself [shut up] as a "runner" of sorts. This will no doubt entail doing as many menial tasks as can be squeezed into one day [I shall once and for all learn to use a coffee maker, for instance] but instead of getting to watch, I get to watch and hopefully get minimum wage, which is reams better than just watching.

But.... They'll have to take me, first.

Let's hope that happens. *Crosses fingers* *You should do the same [especially if you consider yourself anything remotely close to "Rad."]

On an even lighter note, I read the latest Harry Potter today, and am quite blank. I think this is a good thing. Not too certain yet.

And, rising to ever-higher levels of fluffy content, I'm dying my hair tonight. Wish me luck, and hope it doesn't turn orange or any other frightful neon hue. The last at-home dye job didn't take. Understandably miffed, I am only now making a second attempt.

*Vreeeeeeee* Ciao.

so sry about the non updating thing !!! thnx 4 being my friends everybody!!!!!! whew hoo!!!!! newasy got bak from San Antonio on Saturday!!!! AWEOSOM!!!! it was ssooooooooawesomely fun! lol more later!

last night Kas and i were on our way home from Coco (we go there too much) and i was going really fast. and i got pulled over. and got a ticket. yup. and then when we got off the interstate, a tire blew. yup.

sucked.

then Chris called me late at night. and confessed that he likes me. and i was like "i honestly didn't think you felt anything for me" and he was like "try: i'm playing hard-to-get" and was like "why do you think i've been calling you so much" heh... i guess that's cool. i'm kinda of flattered.

we saw Josh Clemmens at Coco. Alan really likes him... whateva. i'm just gonna go with the flow right now.

"it isn't enough to talk about peace, one must believe in it. it isn't enough to believe in it, one must work at it." -Elenor Roosevelt

watch this video now!

mae is the new michael jackson.
so get over it.

and my hair is darker.

i'm going whitewater rafting tomorrow.
&&& tubing thursday.
&&&rappeling and ropes course on friday..

behave.. i be back saturday early,early morning.

wave now goodbye.
it's the lesson you've now been given
you can always move on to better things.



photo from browneyedgirl_88

[told you my hair was darker. ]

so who wants to run away and get married?

hey
whats up? well today i jus sat home until 3 and then my mom took me to the mall and dropped me off..i thot i was gonna get kidnapped at this one time cuz this guy was like talkin to me in his car and he jus kept drivin around the mall...lol..well i got 4 shirts at aero and some kahki cargo pants..and then i also got a pair of silver jeans at buckle..and i looked around ae..but didnt see anything..so yeah then i got a banana smoothie..mmm it was good lol..and these 3 guys saw me(i dunno who they are) and one of them said hey can i get a drink of that and i jus got up and walked away..hhaha..ok well thats it..leave remarks plz