I am Random woo. and I am randon right now, so this entry will be very random.

Good Golly Sandra

Mid-terms have almost found themselves on a way by, and I have only two more to go. Yes.!

I got a haircut today. I like it bunches. I was so tired wiht my hair these last few days. I think its pretty nice right now as it is. And!!!! I was so happy!!! The nice man gave me his "marketing sample" of my hair granuals. They used to sell them, and then they stopped!!! They just stopped making them!! But they might bring it back, and they are "test" marketing it. And he gave me his testing sample!! That was very nice and it made me happy!

I experienced a happy suprise today. I went to eat at Applebee's with Andrea and Jimmy. And I saw my nana!!! and my aunt. I love my nana and seeing her. I was estatic. Very glad to have been there at that exact moment. I was happy and I smiled.

Then I walked around the mall. ATTEMPTING to do my Christmas Shopping. Gosh, capital letters are so intimidating. I accomplished nothing close to what I needed to. At first I was by myself and Then I met with Maegan and Anna, and then later a while with Marie and Marylane.!! I had a lot of fun and I laughed a whole lot. I always do when I'm around Marie H. *hehe*. OOOOO, not dirtily that is. I'm not into that...hah...but really...I had fun and thats what mattered. I saw so many people I knew at the mall today from my school and other places.. Mmm, that made me happy. lol...

Then We had our second to last performance Of "Its a Charlie Brown Christmas!"

I am getting so sad now. I don't want to end the play and I don't want to quit being Snoopy. I love being Snoopy. I have morphed into one with his spirit.

I love Eisley! Yay!! Smiles all around!!!!

I'M HOME!!! i love it at PCC... i really do... but it's nice to be home. i have to tell you... i got through by God's grace alone. there's been frustration, drama, and arguements... i mean... yeah... we're human. but there's been a lot of good things too. i think God really began taught me what it means to trust Him... if i had known how many times i would make a complete fool of myself or stress or barely get by... i wouldn't have gone. but i'm glad that God knew and He placed me there anyways. it's been awesome... and in a way i can't wait to go back... well... for now i'm glad to be home. i missed you all!!! and i hope to see you while i'm here for the next 5 weeks :) ~Hope

1 Thess 5:24 "Faithful is He who hath called you, who also will do it."

Going on a cruize, I wont be posting for like 2 weeks. c u later!!!

I'm going about my day....everything is fine....I decide to sign up for one of these because I'm bored and everyone is neglecting xanga. And then, I get hit with a bunch of badness....First, I get a call from my female best friend saying that she has done one stupid thing, and is about to go do another really stupid thing. Then, my male best friend IMs me to say he's dropping out of school. Terrific. How am I going to make it through Watkins without him? And if anyone else drops out, what's going to keep me from doing the same? Goodness. I hate being helpless.

I have a wicked double cheeseburger craving, but it's almost midnight. I'm not driving.

So, now....I'm sitting here chain smoking and watching Conan O' Brian while my female best friend is out being retarted. I can't say it too many times....I HATE being helpless.

I think I have some things to be optimistic about though. So, there's that.

Alright. time to go find people on here.

Don't bother seeing this film. It's HORRIBLE!

Do you ever have one of those days when you don't know how you feel or what you're supposed to feel or what's going on? I mean when you want to do something so bad, or you don't want to do something, but you don't know what. I know this is not making much sense at all. Have you ever cared so much that it hurt and wanted so desperately to stop caring? Or missed someone so much that it was killing you just to think about it, but you couldn't stop no matter how hard you tried. And then in the end you really don't want to stop caring and missing because that person means so much to you. Have you ever cried so many tears that you couldn't cry anymore, but still wanted to cry because crying is the only way to get it all out. Have you ever tried desperately to stop thinking about someone because everytime they crossed you mind it broke your heart, but you couldn't?

Funny how life works like that. You know, I made myself this stupid promise that for once I wouldn't let my heart get me into trouble and get me hurt. I promised that for once in my life I was going to use my head before it was too late. I'm scared out of my mind that I really screwed up somewhere, and I don't know how to fix it. As my cousin once put it: "The great Laura Nicole has fallen. She has been conquered by a Yankee city boy." I'm so afraid that I've lost him, that when he comes back things won't be the same. Or maybe I'm scared that things haven't changed, and everything will fall back into place and then he will leave without telling me what's going on. Or maybe I'm afraid that things have moved forward, that there was something there besides friendship and I'll get hurt, or hurt him, or have some other problem. I pride myself on being at least somewhat intelligent, but for once I can't think myself out of this problem. Maybe that's what really scares me.

so i'm not quite sure what to think anymore....

it's completely surreal.
everything is.
i feel like i have been walking through these last few days
with a blindfold on.
i haven't seen anything that's happened.
i haven't felt anything.
just. cold. numb. empty. and alone.

i feel like i'm lost.
i've lost my best friend.
he's so far out of my reach now.
or so it seems.
and i hate it.
hate it with a passion.
because i miss him so much.
and he doesn't miss me at all.

i didn't want to get hurt again.
but i trusted him.
and now, here i am.
looking at nothing but pictures.
because that's all i have left.

maybe he'll come around.
come back to me.
because when he backed out of that driveway.
and he was crying.
and i was crying.
he took my heart with him.
and i want it back.
i want him back.
and it's all my fault he's gone.

but i'm not supposed to hate myself for losing him.
it's not going to work that way, i'm afraid.
just. not going to work.<3

Final exam in earth science 41/40 = 102.5 %

Talk about a good day!

Gonna have a LAN party all night Thursday so I can sleep in the van all day Friday on my way to New Hampshire with my family. Other than that, Schools over, swamped with work, deprived of sleep (what else is new). Ready for a break, just don't want to be bored over it.

Hmmm...

Finals are over.  Yay for me.  Now I have NO school until January 17th.  Yay for me again.  I can't wait until X-mas.

Pray for me and my family please.  I got in wreck (again)Thursday night and it was pretty bad.

I love you!

Brit

OMGOSH katies party was so GAY!! i was so out of it.. i was so tired.. i didnt like talk to NE ONE! omgosh it was gay!! ohh and thomas is suck a fag!! he really is.. i didnt like talk to him @ all!! omgosh he flirted w/ like every girl there and beth wasnt there.. omgosh.. she would be SO pissed if she knew.. i cant believe she's goin out w/ him.. he moves from girl to girl like in a day.. he talked to me... i stopped talking to him cause he was acting SO gay.. then he talked to breanna, then some girl who goes to BHS((bearden)) and then audrey and NOW beth.. all like in a month.. after that movie things r always ganna be awqward between us i guess... and then when he left.. sarah was like gosh thomas likes every girl BUT ME!! and then they just HAD to list every girl he really liked.. and guess who was on there.. i was jsut like how in the world does EVERYONE know about that?? omgosh.. then sam was like ur BLUSHING and im like no im SICK!! i was so tired @ that party its not even funnie.. i was just like what ever i dont want to talk to u guys right now.. i want to sleep!! =) but whatever.. it was just really gay.. plus no HOTT SINGLE guys came.. =(

so ive been doing alot of thinking lately about alot of things...and i think its all starting to make sense..but im still having trouble with alot of things. but its going to be okay.another thing ive been thinking about is how sometimes you really dont know a person...ive been hurt and shocked by the ones whom i thought i knew...but i guess we never really know a person.that tends to bother me.so i think ive decided that i want to go away for college,like mississippi or georgia maybe even montana...but who knows i think it would be amazing!(its kinda scary though that ive only got a year left of highschool...) but yea i better stop thinking or this entry could get pretty long and my brain hurts...lol i love yall!-chels

Just a reminder that we still have 8 puppies that we haven't found homes for if anyone's interested...

Back, after about a month...

Busy Month too.

Parents both got sick, no decorations for a while. (up now.)

Went to my Cousin Paige's wedding (pretty fun)

Midterms 1-4 out of 6 (81,92,94, and ?)

The 81 was bad...

Good times recently

I cant stop laughing all of the time. I guess that it's good that I'm so happy,  I just can't figure out why I keep laughing.

Guess its just the Holidays.

Talk to yall soon.

 - J4(()8

Feeling this song by Yasmeen - More than friends..

I have this feeling someone is trying to tell me something or is send the wrong signals to the wrong person.

I don't know teddy bear, love songs, long chats..but they say there's someone else.

let me know, you gotta let me know
let me know, you gotta let me know

tell you what i think about you
tell me what you think about me
boy i cant even lie i think about it constantly
baby you been on my mind, and I really want to see
how you feel about me so you gotta let me know
we've been kickin' it for awhile, and i really like your style
your personality, its the cutest thing i've ever seen
think i could be down for you, if you really down for me
aint no doubt about it, i want you on my team.

but it only right when you feel like
there`s a place where you'd rather be
and its so obivious, the two of us
go together, so i was just thinking

I was just thinking that
maybe we should be a little more than friends
cause I likethe way we kick it
and I dont want this night to never end
said i only want to be with you (x2)

i was just thinkin that
tell me me what on my heart
tell me whats on you mind
boy i kno ur feeling me cause i can see it in your eyes
ive been diggin you for a while
and i really wanna try to make this forever tonight
and i hope that you can truely see
what it is you that you mean to me
we ain't gonna rush, just take it slow
boy i just want you want to know

but it only right wen you feel like
there`s a place where you'd rather be
and its so obivious, the two of us
go together, so i was just thinking

I was just thinking that
maybe we should be a little more than friends
cause I likethe way we kick it
and I dont want, this night to never end
said i only want to bewith you (x2)

i was just thinkin that
let me know, you gotta let me know
if you feel the way i feel let me know, let me know
let me know, you gotta let me know
let me know, you gotta let me know
let me know, you gotta let me know
if you feel the was i feel let me kno, let me kno
let me know, you gotta let me know
gotta let me know

I was juss thinking that
about maybe we should be a little more than friends
cause I likethe way we kick it
and I dont want, this night to never end
said i only want to bewith you (x2)

i was just thinkin that
let me know, you gotta let me know
let me know, you gotta let me know

So I've officially been accepted into Lee University and given the Presidential Scholarship which means freshman tuition is totally paid for. Gotta love how God provides!

OH MY GOSH! I just found out that there's gonna be a DRAKE & JOSH MOVIE!!! >.< W00T! ^^
Well, i did pretty good on my 3rd and 4th period exams ^^ and we had a pretty good choir performance at the bank today... and then, leaving school, i was low on gas so i went down Thompson to go to that gas station on the corner... i didn't even make it past Siegel Middle lol so this dude pushed my car into the Siegel Middle driveway and i waited forever on my mom to bring me some gas... crazy... but you kno what i learned from that experience? Rae Rae and I could totally be street performers if we wanted to...  

"The wind has already gotten cold
Laughing voices fill the air with white breath
It may be because of the winter
That I feel like crying for nothing"
-Ayu (Because of you)

baby on the way.

my day blew. first, supposed to hang out w/ betty, sorry elizabeth, but that didn't happen. now i found out gome f_ _ ing great news. don't ask, don't feel like talking 'bout it. i may later when i cool down. screw it, that's all i have to say. teaches me for getting my hopes up. not gonna happen again. i'm gonna go punch my punching bag outside now, and yes, i do realize it's like 34 degress outside, i REALLY don't care. to add to this horrible day, may have not passed my math midterm.

no solo eso, creo que estoy empezando a sentir differentemente por ella. no se, pero creo que esto empeso quando yo pase el dia en esa clase. y me pregunto si ella siente lo mismo.

if anyone understood that, yeah ,that's part of it

Christmas break is right around the corner. I'm so happy. I only have one more mid term and then my senior year's half way over! I'm so excited you don't even know.

whoa. guess what.
9..less than 9 days til christmas. what? what?!

so what? im way too in to it.

Alright. I am sooo home for the holidays!! I figured it was time to update in case anyone still reads this and enjoys the happenings of my life... Alrighty So I completed my first semester of college almost all good grades... got A's in Harmony, Voice, Piano, Clarinet Choir, Music Appreciation, and Marching Band. Got B's in AT (I was soo greatful for that grade!) and Lessons (not happy with that one). and then there was my D in english (this is what happens when you write papers that dont agree with your professors extremely liberal point of view). 

I've managed to hold together an amazing relationship with Stephen. We've both grown so much this past semester. Before I left to Tech I was struggling with some addictions. I had a drinking problem, and a smoking problem... Im not proud of this at all, but I am proud of the fact that I have overcome all of that. And I wouldn't have been able to do it without Stephen's help. I dont think I can stress how great of a guy he is. The future looks bright :-)

Ok lets see friendships have struggled this past semester. I've changed a lot and therefore I cant really hang out with a few people anymore cause things they say and do go against my beliefs... and a few of my friends I have hardly been able to get in touch with cause Ive been so busy and such. (I know excuses excuses.) ok so what else?

I think Ive written enough. Time to go relax for a while and put up a Christmas tree!!

Oh wait. I got a new clarinet for Christmas... it sounds super!

my sister did that for me... she rocks!

...this sucks...

well yeah exams...no fun....but i must admit they are good for letting us get out at 12. so yeah for that. i dont like bananas. just thought you might want to know that. ok.

                  stacy

can somebody explain my last blog to me??  please!! i don't get it and im confused which yes i know...thats normal

Well, it looks like the OHS Swing Dance for me.  After being told that I should go by five of my good friends, I guess I don't really have a choice.

Crap.

That means that I have to find some reasonably decent-looking clothes that still fit me.

And not be a bitch when I get there.

Crap.

I'll go... but I won't like it.  *pout*

::edit::

Okay, I went, I saw, I ran away.

I gave up after about an hour and forty-five minutes.  I danced a little with Alden, Michael Vanleivit (sp?), and Mellie's boyfriend Chris.  I asked Mellie to teach me stuff and she said, "Good!  Chris is new too," and made him be my partner while she tried to explain it to me.

I learned about three things... sort of.

And I feel like a total loser.

Not as much as a loser as Brian King or Nemanja though.  They wouldn't dance at all.  Nemanja was messing around with his camera and accidentally took a picture of my boobs [or the place where they would be if I had any].

Oh yeah, that's one to send home to the family.

I forsee a evening of loud music and reading sulkily.

hey peoples! DANNG shady on the lil comment things arent yall! haha well i was just talkin to some people and looked thru some old photos... **memoRies**

 (warroir walk)

I went and ate at AyaSushi and it was AMAZING! If anyone ever wants to experience Japanese food go there!

The end.

I have Kelly Clarkson stuck in my head.  WHY, GOD?!  WHYYYY?!!!!  It started when the happy little environmental science final started, and.... And.... It won't stop.

Because of this, I'm feeling very forsaken.

Someone (who shall remain nameless) contact-mooned the next blank page in my science notebook.

How is it these things always manage to happen to me?
For some reason, multiple souls on this earth take delight in torturing my innocent self.

Kelly Clarkson, for example.
Gah.

journal-

did nothing today. i did good on three  of my midterms. i took my math midterm today. i think that i did okay. i talked to ben again. much to mi amigos dismay.  if u read my xanga then u know that i am struggling through relationships. my nightmares have done not but gotten worse. i am still surrounded my them and yet again i cannot get rid of them.  my nights are filled with chaos and turmoil. murder and fear. i cannot escape. i thought that i had solved the problem but it has started over again. normally when nightmares worsen it is because i have something weighing heavily on my mind. i wish to figure it out but it is beyond my grasp. sk i need ur help, now more than ever, b4 this problem totally consumes me.

will type more in a few

so i stayed up until 4 studying... then got up at 6:30 and did the same... pretty much solid until the final at 10:51... and i got a PERFECT SCORE!  pretty sure that is the most i have ever studied.  and i am proud.  :) 
2 more papers... and this semester is gone!  (like a soldier in the civil war... bangbang)

I've been having a great time being married and working hard on my music. There has been a new development in my music career, but we are in the beginning stages, so anything can happen. Hopefully we will be starting with the new project in January.

I am knitting all of my Christmas presents, and boy are my hands tired! They are turning out well though.

I am always putting new songs up on my Myspace site if you like jazz. Check it: www.myspace.com/rachelpearl

Happy Christmas!!!

i LOVE NOT having school!! heck yes i do!! wow im SO busy this weekend.. tonight in goin to KATIE'S party!! whoo hoo!! tomorrow im goin to the movies w/ JOY and then babysitting SPENCER and TYLER, and SUNDAY ive got CHURCH((YEAY!!!)), caroling, and chili dinner!! monday we're going SHOPPING!!!  and the rest of the week we'll probably be SHOPPING too!! KELLY + SHOPPING = LOVE!! ... WE LOVE SHOPPING!! what can i say?! gurls just LOVE it!! and YES we LOVE it more than Y.O.U. =)

GIRLS: if you want guys to do for you then post "GUYS ONLY"
GUYS: if you want girls to do for you then post "GIRLS ONLY"

And be completely honest

what would you do if I?
1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. I asked u to have sex?
10. i asked u out?

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:

::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Wanted to do me?

::AND MORE::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you

She falls
She cries
She bleeds
They run to her rescue
they love her
and every morning they take her to school
and a kiss on the cheek
a pat on the head
off she goes

she falls
and picks herself up
before they can
they love her
they care for her
she walks to school now
no kiss on the cheek
but still she goes

she holds hands
then falls
and cries
they run to her rescue
they love her
but are giving up

she holds hands again
and now kisses
then falls
and cries
silence
they don't love her anymore
no one
they've given up

A guy in my 6th made fun of it. yeah just give me a gun now.

I am so bored of the NEX mall, I have been there every day since I moved to Hawaii. I am so bored of it I could puke. Anyways, it has been a good week otherwise, except that we can't really do anything because my dad comes home during rush hour, and the interstate is literally a parking lot during rush hour. So, we're pretty bored. Also, we go outsied a lot because of the weather, and we spend so much time in the elevator that it's pretty much ours.

Mele Kalikimaka, (Mery Christmas in Hawaiian)

Matt

can i get a amen??? goodness she is such a good singer. her whole cd is amazing. well let's see. life is going really well. I love LIFE. Hey and I now I'm loving MTSU since we get a month long break. HECK YEAHHHHH. In your face! High Schoolers!! i'm just kidding. anywayz yeah life is good. school is over. spring is looking promising. christmas is gonna be da best. fresh price at 3 am is soo  much funnier. lol. aight everybody have a great day!

"I believe in the impossible, if i look deep in my heart... becuz anything is possible when you believe" - Fantasia

"i no longer feel like a contender. i've been taking out of the ring and the gloves have been takin off, and i'm not the one that removed them...... i feel like a race horse that has been put to pasture and maybe they'll use me for the pony rides at the fare. maybe if i work harder at it i'll get back to where i was, but i dont know why i cant win like this."

i'm finally home. went to the mall last night, didnt really buy anything. played some poker last night, i cleaned up. but we didnt play for money.

i shaved for the first time in a week. i wouldnt mind a beard, i just dont want to wait for it to appear. haha.

countdown is : (counting today) 3 days

piece

Many times, I hear christians say that Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever. Well, it's true. The bible tells us that He is and it says that He is our friend.......our BEST FRIEND. Jesus will never leave us nor forsake us. Jesus Christ never changes. As a matter of fact, we sometimes feel that He has moved Himself away from us. He isn't the one who moved. I say it again, Jesus Christ is not the one who moved.

Sometimes we find ourselves at a point where we are so on fire for God that we feel that nothing can separate us from Him. Yet, sometimes we find ourselves so far down that we feel that we will never be able to come back to Him; that we don't have any hope for forgiveness.

I tell you this, NEVER GIVE UP.....DON"T GIVE UP, because God does care about you and how you feel. Just let God be here for you, because He is a perfect gentleman. He isn't giong to make you come back to Him, but he will let you come back to Him. God will always be here for you. Just put all of your hope and trust in Him and give Him your everything. God wants to bless each and every one of us. The bible says that His bleesings are like putting flour in a container. When you but the flour in a container pack it down and put more in it, eventually the container will over flow if you keep putting more and more flour in it. That is the same way God pours out His blessings on us.

I just want to give Him all the praise for everything that He has done for me.

---Praise and glory and wisdom and thanks and honor and power and strength be to our God forever and ever--------Amen!!!!!

Your Birthdate: June 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.

A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.

You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.

You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.


Your strength: Your devotion


Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness


Your power color: Lilac


Your power symbol: Heart


Your power month: June

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

yeah, throat DEFINATELY hurts worse today :( AND we have to cut down on the pain med b/c you're only supposed to have 8 tbsp a day and we've been having 2 every 4 hours. you do the math :( dr. isley called not too long ago to check up on me but my mom had to talk to her. she is so sweet - i absolutely love her!!! anyways, i'll just be sitting around my house today so if you want to hang out and watch a movie or something, send me a text!

Here I am on Phusebox...exciting to say the least. 

I can't wait for my life to change now that I'm part of the Phusebox family.  Thank you Nathan for encouraging me to take this huge leap of faith.  You're the best a man can get...what?  I don't know what I'm talking about here...but I'm here on Phusebox. 

Happy Kwanza!

"But if I meet someone
Whom I really want to face
I don't want to feel fear"
-Ayu

So yeah, just got done with me 136 question economics exam...I think I did well, I don't really know. But yeah, no more exams for me!

I think that the bell needs to ring so that I can leave. I hope my dad's not him, I might practice and he will pro'lly be sleeping. My grandma is comming to get me around 12 and we're going to go eat Japanese food. I'm so excited!

But yeah...

¡9 mas dias para Navidad!

ILK! I made up a new word.
I dislike braces and it's only been 2 1/2 days. :(
Ohwell...I just miss my smile--

Love me--love me like there's no tomorrow.

Yesterday twas fun....

lots and lots...

today is friday..woot woot

<3

Midterms are going well...

math has been the hardest so far....

i made a 89 on my english...and yes i am still wondering why i am driver's ed...i have been driving since august....urg..blows much

    So the last couple days have been amazing! My devotions, prayer time, and worship time are always awesome, but sometimes you just have those days where everything just works together in one of those and it makes it AMAZING!! Well, the last couple days all of them have been absolutly amazing in all areas!!

     I have also been out with my horses, the cats, out in the hot-tub, and christmas shopping.  It's not that I don't have anything to do, but I have had just enough to do to keep me busy while getting to do  fun stuff in-between.

    and MY COMPUTER IS TOGETHER!!! Windows still needs to be installed and some small stuff. but it's together! (for those who don't know I'm building a computer.) It rocks! It's better than Paul's or Chris'!!! YAY!.. (sorry I had to brag)

    On another note.. don't you love having friends!!

PS.. have you noticed that I learned to type in a way that is as if I were speaking and that is not so formal! aren't you guys proud of me?

I like poetry.......I like writing short stories.......I like learning new things.......I like hearing God speak to me. I like being around my friends.......I like drawing cartoon pictures.......I like having friends like Kate Hooper and Sarah Taglio.......I like knowing that I am a friend of God. I love being a CHRISTIAN.......I love being in God's will.......I love being friends with numerous people.......And I love working hard to be the person God has called me to be.

Hey guys! Well, I have had a good week! I hope you have had the same. God kind of made me realize something last night in our Narnia Bible study. Mickey asked us if we could tell him what Brother Ken's sermon was about on Sunday...while I could do that, the next question stumped me. He asked us, "Well, what were your devotionals about this morning?" Man, I thought and thought and I had no idea. Ya know, I am faithful in doing my devotionas every morning but sometimes I just read them and I wouldnt even be able to tell you what they said at the end of the day. Sometimes as Christians its so easy to just get into the routine. That's not a good place to be...no growth ocurs when you are in a rountine. So this morning I prayed and asked God to help me think about my devotion all day long and boy He did that. Im going to share it with you because it was awesome reminder this morning.

It was about God's unfailing love. This was the verse:

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to seperate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."- Romans 8:38-39

You know what really comforts me about that verse? Jesus is enough. He loves every single one of us and NOTHING can take His love away....does that not comfort you more than anything else? I just cant wait to be in heaven for eternity with my Lord Jesus. What a great place it will be.

I hope you guys have a great rest of the week! Good luck on exams!! God bless!

Andrea

Me and my two best friends! :o)

...but this morning there's a calm I can't explain.  The rock candy's melted only diamonds now remain...

today has promise

I heard this on Rush Limbaugh yesterday...

Headlines in the Year 2029

* Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh
largest country in the world, Mexifornia formally known as California.

* Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock.

* Baby conceived naturally . . . scientists stumped.

* Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage.

* Last remaining Fundamentalist Muslim dies in the American Territory
of the Middle East (formerly known as Iran, Afghanistan, Syria, Iraq
and Lebanon).

* Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10
more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels.

* France pleads for global help after being over taken by Jamaica.

* Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported
legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking.

* George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036.

* Postal Service raises price of first class stamp to $17.89 and
reduces mail delivery to Wednesdays only.

* 85-year, $75.8 billion study: Diet and Exercise are the keys to weight loss.

* Average weight of Americans drops to 250 lbs.

* Japanese scientists have created a camera with such a fast shutter
speed, they now can photograph a woman with her mouth shut.

* Massachusetts executes last remaining conservative.

* Supreme Court rules punishment of criminals violates their civil rights.

* Average height of NBA players now nine feet, seven inches.

* New federal law requires that all nail clippers, screwdrivers, fly
swatters and rolled-up newspapers must be registered by January 2036.

* Congress authorizes direct deposit of formerly illegal political
contributions to campaign accounts.

* IRS sets lowest tax rate at 75 percent.

* Florida voters still don’t know how to use a voting machine.

I've never been an advocate of capital punishment. The death penalty is based on a need for revenge. It violates the belief that humans are capable of change and strongly reinforces the idea that killing is a sufficient way of dealing with those that have hurt us. Killing a murderer does not bring his victim(s) back to life. It achieves nothing but the unnecessary death of yet another person.

We should be a nation about trust, faith, and understanding. But instead, we're all about "a tooth for a tooth and an eye for an eye." Well, our society has gone blind. We're the last westernized country to support the death penalty while every other westernized nation has realized the flaws in the system.

yes, the time is correct on this post...i'm up for my 4 hour dose of my pain medicine. my body will not let me miss it! it's really not as bad as i thought (yet - they say the 2nd and 3rd days are worse than the 1st) but the pain is different than i imagined it. they said it would be the worst sore throat i've ever had, but the only thing that's really bothering me is how swollen my uvula is and how it kinda hinders me from breathing and swallowing. luckily i got liquid meds....i don't think i would have survived with pills....seriuosly! ok so the codine is kicking in....time for bed! 

In about 79 hours, I'll be somewhere in Canadian airspace. I'm psyched.

In other news, I'm totally obessesed with my new camera. I've been taking pictures galore. I've taken about 650 pictures but only kept 175 of them. Of those, only a few made it here.

P.S. Matt Beard is in the 48! Woo Hoo!

wow I'm finally learning how to use this thing hahhahahaha pray for me! likeith the pic?

Ha..... I just got my report card for the first semester of college and I actually got a 4.0! I honestly cannot remember the last time I had a G.P.A. like that........ probably not since 6th grade =) I mean, I graduated from high school with a 3.6 which I thought was pretty good and I was expecting to receive the same or close to it for the first semester of college..... I was REALLY not expecting a 4.0............. yeah... I'm kinda giddy at the moment.

Whew........ some pressure on the shoulders has been lifted a bit since I'm still kinda stressing over my scholarship.... but not as much as I was now =)

Good luck to everyone else too though since I'm not alone in this as far as it being the end of a semester!!!



What does your

handwriting say about YOU?The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a social person who likes to talk and meet others.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

Dang...So I am sittin here at 11:11 on the night of my biggest test awake b/c i can't sleep!! BOO!!!! I am so ready to be done with Finals!!! Ready to get away from Martin for a while!!! I can't wait!!!!! I am not going home first tho...I am going to my G-parents and then home on prolly monday night!! Which means I won't be able to talk to a few certain people.... hopefully things will stay the same tho...Well i am gonna go and try to go to sleep!! we will see how that goes.......

Your Birthdate: September 3



You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper.

You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality.

Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure.

Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone.


Your strength: Your larger than life imagination


Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered


Your power color: Lime


Your power symbol: Lightening bolt


Your power month: March

ok, i think that, during Christmas break, im' going to get my colored...an adorable shade of brown. (i.e. reese witherspoon in "walk the line")...i have had this same natural color of blonde my whole life! so, please leave a remark and be honest...i want to get opinions! God bless! :)

Yeah, I smell like a huge ass cigarette.
And as I type this I realize...  I dont know how to spell cigarette.

I really dread school tomorrow...
Crap on dat.

hey uh check this drawing im doing. its not done yet but...i dunno just tell me what you think. its my pictures.

Your Birthdate: September 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.
You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.
Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.
You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.

Your strength: Your charm

Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics

Your power color: Indigo

Your power symbol: Four leaf clover

Your power month: December

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

how the crap does this happen (specifically the high/low)???

got my phone fixed. or rather, replaced.

hopefully tomorrow is better.

i'm so hung up on "Hung Up"   <3   LOVE IT!!

yup.

check this out: http://entertainment.tv.yahoo.com/news/wwn/20051209/113414040002.html 
lol

and when im gone just carry on dont mourn rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice just kno that .. im lookin down on you smilin.. and i didnt feel a thang so baby dont feel no pain

      just smile back.

when im gone   -  eminem <3 of course.

heh.. yeah .. whatever.

^Snow Patrol^

Christmas makes me so happy. So does our Christmas tree:

So do these 2 cool cats <3 :

Mid terms day one are over. I made an 80 on my APUSH test. Mr. Bowman looked sad and it made me want to cry. He is the sweetest man. Why must I suck in his class?!?! And I had music theory *shrugs* I dont really care about that one.

Then a bunch of us traveled to the land of Steak N' Shake and then to finish Christmas shopping.

Algebra 2 tomorrow and then I can leave. YEAH

(I) (Love) (You)

"People think I'm strange, does it make me a stranger, that my best friend was born in a manger."

my life is starting to make sense again!! imust be doing something wrong!! ha ha ha!!

<><Liz

4.0!

So now... I just have to wait for English to come in and DESTROY it! The beautiful, sweet sound of the perfect GPA that is then crushed to the ground by the teacher who was amazing and yet... aggrivating. I don't know what's taking Abolins so long to post my grade... the final was on a scantron... did we all fail? Is he curving them? Maybe I should be happy he's curving them because I didn't think I did too horribly. But maybe I did... oh horrors... I had a 97 though, so how badly would I have to do on the final to be worried? He said it was just like another test grade, and we had so many other assignments to make tests not too huge of a deal. Well, I don't think I'm going to worry about it. I've learned at least 22,347,825 times that worrying is ridiculous!

I saw Lauren and Dr. Spires today. Dr. Spires said I did a good job. That makes me happy, because he is the head of the EMC department.

I HAVE 9 FRIENDS!!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!! I'm movin' up the food chain.

I wanna model. For someone cool that everybody knows.

So who here saw Rent? And loved it. I know I did. :] OMGOSH So Memiors of a Geisha is only coming to like four US theatres for some reason. A move about Japanese girls with a majorly Chinese cast in English thats only coming to a couple of US theatres. How dumb is that? It pisses me off... So I guess I'll have to download it ; )

Imma pirate. Arrrr!

I got the internet and it's freekin rediculously fast!!!!!!!!!

1st and 2nd midterm exams are over! ^^ w00t! tomorrow should be pretty easy (knock on wood) since all i have for my 3rd and 4th period exams are presentations... good luck, all! and congrats to me on my Hastings membership card!!! double w00t! lol

"It's on my lips.
It's in my dreams.
It's a story told by two.
You say you want to be happy.
You've already been so many times.
What do you want?
What's lacking?
Where will you turn?
Even if you ask,
I won't have the answer."
-Ayu (Boys & Girls)

one more day until my birthday.

heck yesssssssss

I woke up in a really good mood today.
I mean lately I have been in a good mood everyday
but this morning I woke up and I was like
"thank you God."
and I started singing in the shower.
it was kind of odd but...
I'd like to wake up like that everyday.
tomorrow I'll be in a really good mood
I just feel so blessed to be alive right now.
15 years, a great 15 years too
yeah, I've had my bad times
and I know bad times
but it's all wonderful right now
and that's what counts the most.

today was midterms x_x
gym and algebra today
theatre and espanol tomorrow
science and english monday.
phhhewww.
and I made not 600 cookies but more like 250
because we just couldnt make that many ahaha.
it was fun though
7 girls singing relient k.
that's hott

Can anyone help me out?

i cant find where you delete it!!!

please help!

thanks a bunch!

well school is over...here are the grades..
Math-dont know yet
Bowling-A
Learning Strat-B
Writing-B
Reading-A
i did pretty good this 1st semester!!!

Julie comes home next week, ashely is home, havent heard from Dena or Eliz!

Jason came home last night....he came here at 12:15 in the morning to see me and amy!!! it was nice of him!!!

ya know long talks are the best ya know tha ones that end at maybe 1 or 2 in the morning!!!!

well my mom finally kicked me out of bed! soo i guess ill try and find something productive to do!!!
adios!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

this week has been ok.
no more school for the year.
well for the most part.
& that rocks.
monday was pretty funn.
i have picture to prove it.
you can go comment if ya like =)
____________________________________


yesterday a really awesome guy named thomas, passed away.
he was 16.
he had been suffering from a brain tumor for about 2-3 years.
it amazed me how, through everything, he never gave up,
or lost hope.
He witnessed to EVERYONE he came in contact with..
& lived his life for God.
& ate chocolate like there was no tomorrow. =)
but most importantly, he MADE AN IMPACT.
i think we all could learn from his life.
please pray for his family.
he will be truly missed.

<3

someone sent this to me a few months ago after my mom died.

When I come to the end of the day
And the sun has set for me
I want no rites in a gloom filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little, but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared—
Miss me, but let me go.

For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of God's plan,
A step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick at heart.
Go to the friends we know
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds –
Miss me, but let me go.

well, everything is going pretty good now, i cant really complain about anything.  o yea, FREAKIN EXAMS!!!!!!!!! but other than that im all good, hope u are too

cya

wus up playas, this is your best red head in the world. have a great day.  peace out my homies. all in the club

My program ends in 19 days

holy cow! i'm gonna cry. . .I love it here so much, but it's definetly time to come home

Going to Mandeville, LA on the 3rd. then PCB for GCG on the 11th(??) and then the good ole 37129 on the 16th. . .

dang

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!
christmas eve is in 9 days yippee
i love christmas!I hope everybody has an awesome break!!
-keaton

The little things count the most.

I'm your daddy

My brain feels like it's been ripped out, stomped on, and kicked around.

"I bought some powdered water, but I don't know what to add to it."

Yeah, that basically sums things up.

Lareisa&&I {she makes me giggle}

Photograph: action action
Pretty darling, stop
Running down my street
The tears are dropping
Like a nuclear meltdown
I never meant to
Let it come to this
Can we blame it on
Timing, not chemistry
All night long,
I'll sing the
Same somber song
Attack my decisions
And the horse they road on
Everything seems to be
Less that zero
A mascara hero
With a heart of zinc

I never should have (kissed)
I never should have

And I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
With your photograph

The words you chant
I never thought they'd
Be so true
Dancing in my head
So pause this moment
'Til we meet in our next life
A black tabby housecat
A bottle of xanax
All night long is
One repeated love song
When have I
Become this tree
'Til we meet in our
Brand new world
I'll count the rings
If you tie a string

I never should have (kissed)
I never should have

And I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
With your photograph

And I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
With your photograph

And I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
With your photograph

Oh, and I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
with your photograph.


Why do I have one shoe on?

Build god, then we'll talk: Panic! at the disco

It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Freemont Street.
Appealing, only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe a just dash of formaldehyde,
And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
Oh. What a wonderful caricature of intimacy.

Yeah (Yeah)

And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. only hours before.
Well after he had left, as she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)
Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

There are no raindrops on roses or girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches and taking the shits off the sheets
before all the stains can not be more of your least favorite thing.

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.




We got bored in the bathroom.

Walking with a ghost: Tegan&Sara
No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay,
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind.

I was walking with a ghost,
I said please, please don't insist.
I was walking with a ghost,
I said please, please dont insist.

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay,
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost,
I said please, please don't insist.
I was walking with a ghost,
I said please, please dont insist.

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay,
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost,
I was walking with a ghost,
out of my mind
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind

You're out of my mind,
Out of my mind
You're out of my mind,
Out of my mind
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind.


I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.

exactly.

Steal my kisses:Ben Harper

I put into Nashville, Tennessee
But you wouldn't even come around to see me
And since your headin' up to Carolina
You know I gonna be right there behind you
'Cause I always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Now I love to feel that warm southern rain
Just to hear it fall is the sweetest sounding thing
And to see it fall on your simple country dress
It's like heaven to me I must confess
'Cause I always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Now I've been hangin around you for days
But when I lean in you just turn your head away
I know you didn't mean that
She said I love the way you think but I hate the way you act
'Cause I always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you

I don't know what is on my head.
but these ladies are awesome.

{One day down, 2 to go}
I had a good day.
Basically once midterms were over,
and between classes.
I love this
crush sort of thing.
oiy.

*10 Firsts:
first best friend (that you can remember):Berger
first screename: Babyblues409
first kiss: Michael
first pet: Charley&&Shawna
first piercing: my ears
first crush: Kolbe in 2nd grade..lol
first CD: Destiny's Child
first car: no idea
first date: How to deal with Michael
first love: I don't think i've had one.

*9 Lasts:
last cigarette: 3 or 4months ago
last alchoholic drink: a week ago
last car ride: like an hour ago
last real kiss: 3 or 4months ago
Last movie seen (in theaters):Just Friends
last phone call: Padre
last CD played:Keith Urban
last bubble bath: months ago
last time you cried:  A few weeks atleast

*8 Have You Evers:
have you ever been arrested: nope
have you ever dated one your best friends: sort of
have you ever skinny dipped: haha yes
have you ever been on TV: yep
have you ever kissed someone & then regretted it: yeah
have you ever had a sex dream about someone you knew?:haha no

have you ever snuck out:quite a few times
have you ever been in a fight: yep

*7 Things You're Wearing:
Jacket,Pink shirt,Undershirt,pants,panties,bra,earrings

*6 Things You've Done Today:
Midterms
Computer

O'charley's
Watched the beatles musical.
slept.
Sang.

*5 Favorite Things In No Particular Order:
Music
Dancing
laughing
Kissing
hugging

*4 People You Can Tell Anything To:
Amber

Jessica
Chels
Livvy

*3 Choices:
black or white: Black
hot or cold: warm
chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla

*2 things you would change about your appearance:
not sure.

*1 thing you regret: 
Everything has a purpose.

I'm your daddy

Is this everything, I've dreamed of so much more
Between the end and where we lie
Here all hopes and dreams are scavenged from the floor
And fed into machines that feed on vacant eyes
All of my dreams always find me
Far beyond these fake fluorescent skies
I know there must be something more, if I could only find the door
Then I could free myself and see the world outside
     Where daylight breaks on you and shines into the
     Grey that sleeps beneath your skull
     Daylight breaks on you and burns away the
     Grey that suffocates your soul
For now I hold a key, and though I may be lost
I know that I will find my way
I search endlessly but every time I've thought
That I was near the smoke and mirrors lead me astray
See the pit boss, steal each tick tock
Time it seems will suffer at our hands
I look for exits in the haze, the dense electric twilit maze
I've heard that there is one that leads to sunlit lands
     Where daylight breaks on you and shines into the
     Grey that sleeps beneath your skull
     Daylight breaks on you and burns away the
     Grey that suffocates your soul
Daylight, they tell me that it's just a myth
They try to betray me with a kiss
Daylight, they tell me that it can't exist
They might never know just what they missed
As daylight pours fire into my
Grey eyes pour grace into my
Grey life breaks in and lights the
Way I can't live without the day

Soo....Since it has been a week since I updated I decided that I would.. College exams are this week..I had English and History on Monday..And i got my grades for those classes and I made B's in both!! So I am glad that with... Then, I have Math in a few minutes and Biology tomorrow!! Not looking forward to that one!! It is not going to be easy!!! So... PLEASE PRAY THAT I DO GOOD ON THAT!!!!

I am going to Jackson on Friday then to my both g-parents for the rest of the weekend..Amy has surgery on Monday morning..SO I should be back in the boro that night or tuesday morning!! And I am looking forward to seeing everyone!! I have missed people so much while being here in college!!! And hopefully some hanging out will happen!!!!!

Well I am off to my test!!! WISH ME LUCK!!

Home is Where the Heart is.....

I am HOME!!!!  I missed it oh so much.  Though I had an unhappy experience coming home...let me explain.  I live an hour and a half from school...well I had made it to Goodman (25 minutes from my house), looked over and saw two of the schools movies in my front seat that I was supposed to return.  I called and they told me they did charge fines over the holidays...$1 a day...I was not a happy camper... So, I drove BACK to school in the bad weather and went to return the movies...the lady behind the desk snapped at me (I bit my lip and smiled).  Then I drove back home...witnessing 3 wrecks on the way.  I am just glad that I wasn't part of any of them and the people involved seemed ok. 

Well, got home and mom cooked supper...loved it.  Then I got to talk to Leah...she is doing good, for those of you that don't know...she just had nose surgery Monday to fix the break.  She isn't in much pain, just uncomfortable.  I get to go see her Friday...and she is coming to my house for the New Years party. 

I already miss everyone at school and can't wait to see everybody, but I love being home...though I am getting sicker, stupid weather...no, I love it cold, just messes with my immune system.  Medicine is good and now have mom to take care of me.  Finals are over and school is out for a while...that excites me.  My first semester of MC as a transfer student is finished...that is good news as well. 

I hope everyone has an amazing CHRISTMAS, since no-one can say that anymore, and the best New Years ever.  Call me or write me or something so that I know how you are....Love you all with all my heart....

smile~ash

I am about to head off to my French final.  The third final of the day.  It's a crime to have so many in one sitting.
Curse you, grammer, curse you.  *Shakes fist in ire*
Government was easy.
English ate my face.  We had to analyse a short story.  Unfortunately, I could not distract myself from how much I hate said story.  The narrator was childish, with a mind that was so simple I wanted to kill her.  It was a horrendous story none should be forced to read.  Most people wrote four pages of analysis.  It was all I could to to churn out one.  Yes, my face has been consumed.  But I'm not worried anymore because, you know, what can I do about it?  Nothing, and I accept that.

So I sort-of-not-so-accidentally ate baker's chocolate.  You know, those hulking squares that people melt down for fondues and fudge and stuff?
Oy.  I'm going to die.  *Blah*  That was a very, very bad idea on my part.

We need to party.  What's everyone doing Monday??

Yeah this song is tiiiiiiiight!








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Everytime I hear this verse,

I think about what I can do for the kingdom of Heaven.

I think about how someone reached out to me and told me about Christ and His great love.

I think about how I can be a help in telling others the Good News about God's wonderful kindness and love.

so, i'm at school. totally bored. ben was here. i can't wait to finally meet kris. tonight is  is the christmas party at  world outreach

hawk nelson's MYSPACE.. u can listen to this song here.. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=24376900

i wish they had every little thing on there.. but they dont..

Billy made a promise but didn't end though
Carrie had a dream but she threw it out the window
Kevin met a nice girl who broke his heart and
his friends never told him but they knew it from the start and.
These are the things we go through/ Let's take control and be ourselves Let's not waste time wondering about
How were gonna make it out
Wake up everyone around you
Lets rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Heres another song from the youth that surround you
Kyles parents split up, he thinks its his fault
Little does he know that the time they're in was difficult
Andrea she left home, said she had enough
All she really wanted was somebody else there to love
She's all alone again, its the same old argument
And she needs a helping hand to help her find the truth
These are the things we go through
Let's take control and be ourselves
Let's not waste time wondering about
How were gonna make it out
Wake up everyone around you
Lets rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Heres another song from the youth that surround you
Save me I’m all alone as I'm coming to the surface
Tell me I've got to know whats my meaning and my purpose
Show me I'm far from home lost with no sense of direction
Take me to Your throne
Billy made a promise but didn't end though
Carrie had a dream but she threw it out the window
Kevin met a nice girl who broke his heart and
his friends never told him but they knew it from the start and
These are the things we go through
Let's take control and be ourselves
Let's not waste time wondering about
How were gonna make it out
Wake up everyone around you
Lets rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Heres another song from the youth that surround you
These are the things we go through
Let's take control and be ourselves
Let's not waste time wondering about
How were gonna make it out
Wake up everyone around you
Lets rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Heres another song from the youth that surround you

Is it a word.  My profressor used it the other day making a point about gender differences.  He asked which is better a red or a blue crayon.  He said niether because, they have the same purpose.  The color does not affect its crayoness. 

Wow, so much has happened since the last time I post. Have you ever thought you were the only sane person, haha. Yeah, it's hard to find sanity sometimes in this crazy world. Support is such a good thing to give. So give your friends that this Christmas.... support, and love.

Gloria Patri  

 Nathan

interview with a vampire is one of the coolest movies ever!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is an update from me! lol

i am in here in mr. davis's class about to go sale adds with the cool caci, jessica, josef, & jennifer!

woo hoo

4 for midterms to take..driver's ed was harder than i thought lol & spanish was easssyy

well talk to you guys later

OMGOSH!! i got 98 out of 100 on one of my finals!! woohoo!! it was SO easy!!! idk about my other one though..it was easy too.. but NOT as easy as my c/w one!! yeay!! =) thats means it brought my grade back up to an A!!!  that totally made my day!! =) im so glad i dont have school tomorrow!! i kinda miss having art w/ casey & will though.. and caleb.. lol.. fun class.. anastasia made me sad.. w/ talkin about not having ne classes together next semester.. :`(  but just got home from goin to lunch w/ some friends.. tomorrow i think we're all goin to the movie to see "JUST FRIENDS" and then tomorrow night katie's having a party, movies w/ beth, thomas, and some other ppl sat. and sat night babysitting, and sunday ive got church and christmas caroling/chili dinner!! im ganna have a busy weekend!! =) merry christmas everyone!! =)