well i just got done with Bible study, and i want to share with u some things that God showed me tonight.  Tonight we listened to John Piper preaching out of Galations 5. There were a lot of things said tonight, that really hit me, and were very deep and they made u think. -The only thing we deserve from God is condemnation, judgement, and Hell.We should not exalt in anything but the cross. - Since we only deserve Hell, and instead we get blessings, after blessings, after blessings, after blessings, they are all BLOOD BOUGHT BLESSINGS. -Gal 5:5 (summary) We through the Spirit, by Faith, are waiting for the hope fo Righteousness. I make him my own, as he made me his own. - I will not perish, i know that, yet i HATE my sin. - " Through the Spirit " means that we do not live in our own strength but in the strength that God supplies by the Spirit. THE GIVER OF THE STRENGH, GIVES THE GLORY FOR THE DEED. - MOST IMPORTANT. - Faith takes the words of doubt and says YES! Fight as hard as you can, the time is short. If your not fighting hard, then what is the point of fighting at all? Its kinda like our one weekend term. '' At all cost ''. Bless you.

Single's Awareness Day is now less than a month away and as an intelligent happily single person I feel that it is my duty to alert you of such.

i feel that this image accurately represents my feelings and the situation

notice that this fine fellow has his tongue sticking out! yes i know- perfect!

- fellow singles -
we must band together

who's with me?

- wonderful but annoying couple people -
stop being icky and cute in public
no one but you thinks it's cute

te he he

hello peoples

please comment......

question.......am I a good person?

just wondering what you all think!

Leah

when God throws a curveball, don't duck, you may just miss something!!!

he just did that! its amazing how all of a sudden you dont know anything about your future then he shows you something....

is it okay to be scared????.....

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

I am so excited about my car right now. I got some plans that are coming together very nicely and it is turning out really good! Hey i got a question.... does anyone know any really good junk yards around murfreesboro? I know thats random but if you know of any please leave me some info. anyways back to getting high on paint fumes in my closet! HAHA good times.... not really, im getting a head ache but its all in good cause - the stangsta will be beutiful! booyaaaa!

This year started out really well...

I can't say whether i'm more confused or happy...






My cousin && grandma are here. I love them.
They're leaving in 10 days.


I'm going to be so bored without them.

this isnt a lame "repost this with the title 'i got a bf/gf'" thing.
we've dated before, i havnt stopped loving her since. its been 9 months. you have no idea or any way of knowing how much she has changed my life for the better. this is really the most important person in my life right now... and i love her more than a 13 year old should...
her names erica... you can check her myspace out, its

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=25343130

so basicly, the point of this entry was to tell you all the news, and to put a smile on her face when she reads this. cause i lovee you sweetheart. whatever makes you happy, you bet your beautiful face i'll do whatevere i can to get you there.

i cant wait till tomarow when i see you again. lets have some MAJOR fun, k?
and you know satuday went perfect. of corse it did. i mean, we ARE the nobody couple, arnt we? :D

i love the way you say the cutest thing, and then i cant stop smiling at you afterward. i love the way that whenever i feel down, you make me happy by just asking me how you can make me feel better. i love the way you love me. because its never felt so right before. never felt so perfectly aranged...

theres no one else for me right now. theres a reason i stopped myself from dating anyone else for the past few months. my mind was hooked on you. so was my heart.
DAMNIT this feels so fucking good. you made my yearrrr
what a way to end 05, what a way to start 06.

i love how i can love you and not have to worry about telling you anything in the world. do anything with you. love you to my fullest. i dont think ill find anyone quite like you for a very long time...

i gotta get to bed. i actualy have to see erica tomarow wayy early in the morning. and its on the verge of hitting 1 oclock. so basicly...

i love you, everyting about you, and everything you do. the way you look, feel, smell, kiss...
theres so much more. i have to stop myself from making it all public. ill be sure to tell you about it later ;)

i ? you



and only you...
sweet dreams

I am so sick of trying

I just want to quit

I'm exhausted from worry

and faking and acting like everything is ok.

I need to be real and show you who I am there's stuff you need to know in order to fully understand why I am the way I am...

For the first time in my life I am feeling shy and ashamed afraid to let you see who I am. Some people won't understand

just like the song Iris says "i don't want the world to see me cause i don't think that they'd understand"

I hate being sick!!  (Yes, Julie after I left your house last night, I got home and started feeling bad, too.  So I hope you don't get sick!!)  I just feel like my head should fall off and quit hurting..  Blah... But, in laying on the couch all day, I've had a lot of time to think on what God's been teaching me over the last few weeks (mainly the last few days).  It's crazy how you can learn so much and think you've got it, and then you trip up again...  it's very frusterating.  I just need lots of prayers for focus and the awareness of God's sovereignty... thanks bunches...

In Christ,
Ashley

I date an incredible girl now..she's great.

Not the one from last post...a different one..but still great.

Hey guys, I'm back at Morehead.  Lauren finally got here and we just went grocery shopping and then we ate.  It was fabulous.  We're trying to eat a whole lot better and healthier.  Lauren would like to lose some weight and I would like to just be healthier.  That would be nice.  So we're making a lot of food now.  That's fun.  Although, we did spend a LOT of money at the grocery store.  It was ridiculous.  Anyway, I am glad to be back!

At His Brother's Tomb
Catullus

Multas per gentes et multa per aequora vectus
advenio has miseras, frater, ad inferias,
ut te postremo donarem munere mortis
et multam nequiquam alloquerer conerem,
quandquidem fortuna mihi tete abstulit ipsum,
heu, miser indigne frater adempte mihi.
Nunc tamen interea haec, prisco prisco quae more parentum
tradita sunt tristi munere ad inferias,
accipe fraterno multum manantia fletu
atque in perpetuum, frater, ave atque vale.

At His Brother's Tomb
translated by Christina Witt

Through land and sea have I my journey made,
and now at last with off'rings I arrive,
upon your grave so silent to be laid,
for you, brother, so recently alive.
The final solemn gifts of death I bear,
and with them words which vainly I will speak;
for you are gone, and do not hear or care,
still I must say, though tears begin to leak:
If there's a man who ought to live, it's you,
and fortune took you from me far too soon.
My poor dear brother, death should take me too!
It would be a relief to me, a boon.
But now receive these gifts of our tradition,
in death as painful off'rings they're passed down.
Forgive me, brother, for their damp condition -
drenched by the tears in which I wish to drown.
I pray that you in peace eternal dwell -
my dearest brother, greetings and farewell.

Ok so if you know me this should be funny
so last night at church, our pastor was talking about Jesus and how great and wonderful he is. At the end he stop, and you could tell he was seaching for a word. So to describe how great and wonderful Christ is.....he said "well as they say in TN......DANG!" and everyone just lost it,
See jeff and i are changing the islands!!!!!!!!

When did naps become something only required of small children?  I think we should all get a naptime everday.  I am  going to start a guilt-free nap revolution!  I should be elected naptime commissioner.  I won't let you down as the chancellor of naptown.  Naps for everyone! Naps for everyone!

If I had paid more attention in spanish I would say "36" in spanish. But alas, since I didn't pay attention I will say this:

36 days.

{by the way, the title of my entry also happens to be the title of the ABC family original movie that was on last night. It was sad. Unless you've seen it already, don't watch it. Because it was sad.}

the end.

IF you have one of these radio stations in tbe state u live in u should listen to them on SATURDAY night!! here r the TIMES and stations!! seriously listen to it!! they play so many GREAT christian songs!! i <3 it!! the link to ZJAM.com go check it out!! <3

ZJAM AIRS
7pm-10pm PC
8pm-11pm MT
9pm-12am CT
10pm-1am ET

Alabama
WIZB FM 94.3 Headland, AL

Alaska
KCAM 790 AM Glennallen, AK
KRSA 580 AM Petersburg, AK
KRSA 94.9 FM Haines, AK
KRSA 94.9 FM Sitka , AK
KRSA 94.9 FM Wrangell, AK
KTLW 88.5 FM Juneau, AK

Arizona
KWFH-FM 90.1 MHz Parker, AZ
KWFH-FM 88.3 MHz Quartzsite, AZ
KCFY Yuma, AZ
KTLW-FM 90.7 Phoenix - West Valley/Surprise, AZ
KGCB 90.9 FM Prescott & Phoenix, AZ
KGCB 90.7 FM Flagstaff, AZ

California
KFSG Los Angeles, CA
KLFF 89.3 FM San Lusi Obispo, CA
KLFH 89.5 FM Ventura County, CA
KLFF Translator 89.9 FM Santa Barbara, CA

Colorado
KNMI 90.5 FM Durango, CO
KNMI 90.9 FM Pagosa Springs, CO
KNMI 100.9 FM Cortez, CO
KBIQ Q102 Colorado Springs, CO

Delaware
WXHL 89.1 FM Newark, DE
WXPZ 101.3 FM Milford, DE

District of Columbia
WPER 89.9 FM Washington DC/ Northern, VA
WGTS 91.9 FM Washington, DC
WGTS 91.9 FM Washington Metropolitan Area

Florida
WNCM 88.1 FM Jacksonville, FL
WOLR 91.3 FM Lake City, FL
WOLR 91.3 FM Tallahassee, FL

Idaho
KBXL 94.1 FM Bosie, ID

Illinois
KTLW 91.3 FM Decatur, IL
Shine 89.7 FM Chicago, IL

Indiana
WHPZ 96.9 FM South Bend, IN

Iowa
KGBI 104.9 FM Kiron, IA
KGBI 101.7 FM Sioux City, IA
KWOF 1360 AM Waterloo, IA
KAYP 89.9 FM Burlington, IA

Kansas
KROA 106.7 FM Courtland, KS
KROA 88.3 FM Smith Center, KS
KROA 97.7 FM Concordia, KS
KJRL 105.7 FM Harrington, KS

Kentucky
WAAJ 89.7 FM Hardin, KY
WZFR-LP Free Radio 97.7 FM Atwood, KY

Louisiana
WSHO 800 AM New Orleans, LA
KTLW 88.7 FM Natchitoches Parish, LA
KBMQ 88.7 Monroe, LA

Maine
One Oh Five Seven Solution FM Bangor, ME

Maryland
WFBR 94.3 FM Cambridge, MD
WXHL 91.9 FM Salisbury, MD
WPER 89.9 FM Frederick, MD
WCRH 90.5 FM Williamsport, MD
WGTS 91.9 FM Washington Metropolitan Area

Michigan
WSAE 104.7 FM Lansing, MI
WJKN 89.3 FM Spring Arbor, MI
WSAE 96.5 FM Adrian, MI

Minnesota
KCGN 103.3 FM Russell, MN
KBHL 103.9 FM Osakis, MN
KBHZ 91.9 FM Wilmar, MN
KCFB 91.5 FM St. Cloud, MN
KKEQ 107.1 FM Foston, MN
KTIG 102.7 FM Pequot Lakes, MN
KXBR 91.9 FM International Falls, MN

Mississippi
WAII 89.3 FM Newlife Radio Hattiesburg, MS

Missouri
KGLC 106.3 FM Joplin, MO 9-12 am
KFFW 89.9 FM Cabool, MO
KULA 105.9 FM Chillicothe, MO

Montana
KBLW 90.1 FM Billings, MT
KLEU 91.1 FM Lewistown, MT
KGFC 88.9 FM Great Falls, MT
KMCJ 99.5 FM Colstrip/Miles City, MT
KMZL 90.1 FM Hamilton, MT
KMZL 91.1 FM Missoula, MT
KPLG 91.5 FM Plains, MT
KVCM 103.1 FM Helena, MT
KXEI 106.7 FM Baker, MT
KXEI 105.5 FM Cut Bank, MT
KXEI 105.5 FM Glasgow, MT
KXEI 105.5 FM Lewistown, MT
KXEI 88.1 FM Shelby, MT
KXEI 88.3 FM Seeley Lake, MT
KXEI 89.5 FM Missoula, MT
KXEI 90.3 FM Dillon, MT
KXEI 90.5 FM Butte, MT
KXEI 90.5 FM Deer Lodge, MT
KXEI 91.1 FM Browning, MT
KXEI 91.3 FM Lustre, MT
KXEI 91.5 FM Choteau, MT
KXEI 91.9 FM Philipsburg, MT
KXEI 95.1 FM Havre, MT
KALS 99.3 FM Polson, MT
KALS 97.1 FM Kalispell, MT

Nebraska
KGBI 100.7 FM Omaha, NE
KGBI 90.9 FM Beatrice, NE
KROA 100.1 FM Holdrege, NE
KROA 95.7 FM Doniphan, NE

New Jersey
WZFI 98.5 FM Bridgeton, NJ

New Mexico
KNMI 88.9 FM Farmington, NM

New York
WWJS 90.1 FM, Watertown, NY 10pm-1am

North Carolina
WCLN 107.3 FM Fayetteville, NC
WBFJ 101.3 FM Salisbury, NC
WBFJ 102.7 FM Archdale, NC
WBFJ 103.5 FM Greensboro, NC
WBFJ 104.9 FM Mount Airy, NC
WBFJ 104.9 FM Pilot Mountian, NC
WBFJ 89.3 FM Winstom-Salem, NC
WWIL 90.5 FM Wilmington, NC

North Dakota
KCGN 98.9 FM Ellendale, ND
KHRT 102.7 FM Williston, ND
KHRT 106.9 FM Minot, ND
KHRT 92.3 FM Stanley, ND
KKEQ 104.9 FM Grand Forks, ND
KFNW 95.9 FM - Devils Lake, ND
KFNW 102.3 FM - Kulm, ND
KFNW 95.9 FM - Oakes, ND
KFNW 97.9 FM - Fargo, ND

Ohio
WRKP 96.5 FM St. Clairsville, OH
WYSZ 88.1 FM Freemont, OH
WYSZ 88.5 FM Wauseon, OH
WYSZ 89.3 FM Maumee, OH
Christian Family Radio - 91.9 FM Belpre, OH
WLRY 88.5 FM, The Light - Rushville, OH
WCVJ 90.9 FM - Jefferson, OH

Oklahoma
KGLC 100.9 FM Miami, OK
KTLW 90.9 FM Guymon, OK
The Kross 100.3 FM Tulsa OK

Oregon
KYTT 105.5 FM Roseburg, OR
KYTT 105.5 FM Gold Beach, OR
KYTT 106.3 FM Brookings, OR
KYTT 107.1 FM North Douglas, OR
KYTT 98.7 FM Coos Bay, OR

Pennsylvania
WBYX 88.7 FM Stroudsburg, PA
WBYO 103.5 FM Center Valley / Allentown, PA
WBYO 88.9 FM Sellersville, PA
WCTL 106.3 FM Waterford, PA
WCTL 107.7 FM Oil City, PA
WDBA 103.7 FM Clearfield, PA
WDBA 107.3 FM West Central PA
WRKP 96.5 FM Pittsburgh, PA
WXHL 103.5 FM Philadelphia, PA
WXHL 97.1 FM Philadelphia, PA

South Dakota
KCGN 98.5 FM Aberdeen, SD
KCGN 100.1 FM Carpenter, SD
KCGN 101.5 FM Milbank, SD
KCGN 103.9 FM Raymond, SD
KCGN 105.5 FM Madison, SD
KCGN 106.1 FM Renville, SD
KCGN 106.5 FM Wilmar, MN
KCGN 106.7 FM Brookings, SD
KCGN 106.7 FM Marshall, MN
KCGN 92.7 FM Clara City, MN
KCGN 93.5 FM Huron, SD
KCGN 96.7 FM Prinsburg, MN
KCGN 96.7. FM Kerkhoven, MN
KCGN 97.7 FM Redfield, SD
KCGN 98.3 FM Sioux Falls, SD
KCGN 98.5 FM Aberdeen, SD

Tennessee
WHGG 1090 AM Johnson City, TN
WAAJ 107.7 FM Union City, TN
WNAZ 89.1 FM Nashville, TN
WNAZ 101.9 FM Lebanon, TN
WNRZ 91.5 FM Dickson, TN
WNAZ 93.9 FM Clarksville, TN

Texas
KBNJ 91.7 FM Corpus Christi, TX
KGNZ 88.1 FM Abilene, TX
KGNZ 88.5 FM Lubbuck, TX
KGNZ 90.9 FM San Angelo, TX
KGNZ 90.9 FM Snyder, TX
KGNZ 91.9 FM Graham, TX
KIJN 1060 AM Farwell, TX
KJIL 88.9 FM Follet, TX
KJIL 90.1 FM Perryton, TX
KJIL 91.1 FM Gruver, TX
KJIL 91.5 FM Booker, TX
KMOC 89.5 FM Wichita Falls, TX
KVNE 89.5 FM Tyler TX

Utah
KAAJ-LP FM 103.9 Monticello, UT

Vermont
WGLY 104.3 FM White River, VT

Virginia
Spirit FM 91.3 Roanoke Vally, VA
Spirit FM 91.5 New River Valley, VA
Spirit FM 102.5 Blacksburg/Christiansburg, VA
Spirit FM 90.3 Lynchburg/Bedford, VA
Spirit FM 91.1 Danville, VA
Spirit FM 90.5 Martinsille/Danville, VA
WLTK 96.1 FM Broadway, VA
WRXT 103.7 FM Roanoke, VA
WRXT 90.3 FM Lynchburg/Roanoke, VA
WPER 89.9 FM Washington DC/ Northern, VA
WGTS 91.9 FM Washington Metropolitan Area

Washington
KTLW 91.5 FM Delphi, WA

West Virginia
Spirit FM 90.9 Bluefield/Princeton, WV
WRKP 96.5 FM Moundsville, WV
Christian Family Radio - 89.5 FM Charleston, WV
Christian Family Radio - 90.7 FM Ripley, WV
Christian Family Radio - 89.7 FM Harrisville, WV

Wisconsin
WORQ 90.1 FM Green Bay, WI
WGNV 88.5 FM Wausau, WI

Wyoming
KAXG 89.7FM, Gillette, WY
Network of Praise - 88.7 FM - Rocksprings, WY
KOHR 88.9 FM Sheridan, WY

yeah ok. um so no one loves me... the people on xanga and myspace do. oh well. i love myself enough to take up a whale and a half....dont even ask. lovelovelove...i lovelovelove me.hahahah. no but seriously.

stacy

It's been awhile.

Not much has been going on lately.
Church camp is coming up soon, so that's a plus.

I'll try to keep updating this. [for real this time]

<3

This is my last stop on the internet, and I have a big long list of things to do once I have disconnected.... So, I thought I'd procrastinate just a little bit more by making a post.

No school today. I might be excited about that had I gotten a bunch of stuff done over the weekend, but I kept saving everything up for today. However, considering who I spent my weekend with, I can't say I'd do things different if I could go back. Last night, Andrew and I went to IHOP to draw, smoke, and drink coffee. Then, we came out to my house to create and destroy. We spent a few hours painting, and then burned some of my old diaries and such. You have no idea how long I could ramble about how happy I am with things between us.... I have everything I have ever wanted in a relationship.

Life is good. I think I'm going to start attending Emerge every Sunday. I said that before, but then I decided I need a break from church, and I probably did. But now I've had one, and it's the only church I don't dread going to. I feel like I actually get something out of it. So, that's that.

What else, what else....um, well, I guess I should probably get started on all of this stuff. Farewell.

i will eat from 12:30ish to 1ish all week long

Tonight is Encounter it is at 7:07pm i invite all who is 18-30 come and bring friends to God bless i hope to see yall there 

a week till my birthday!!!!  can't wait till i turn 16!

Well.  It's class time again for me ladies and gentlemen and i am really excited about my classes.  I am taking some music classes and getting into the program slowly but surely.  You guys pray for me because I'm auditioning for the music program on February the 3rd.  It seems to me that participating in a lot of singing groups there at church has given me quite a big head as far as whether or not I truly have musical talent.  I think that I have a lot of work to do and that makes me sorta nervous about these auditions.  One thing that I don't get though.  Isn't the purpose of the music program to make you better at singing?  Why do you need to audition if you know you need to improve?  I guess they're looking for people who "look"  like they need to improve.  I dunno.  I hope that you understand what I mean.

friday was
just not cool.

    I know you all know that, but He is. Anytime I start to feel aweful, I do my devotions early. I usually start them between 12-2, unless I get tired early and then I so them early, but when stuff is going wrong I'll either do them twice or do them early and spending time with Him makes me feel soo much better. I was thinking the other day about the aspects of the trinity and how I relate to them, and I realized that I usually Pray to God, I thank Christ for what He has done and what He went through, and I converse with the Holy Spirit calling Him Counselor. I am so amazingly thankful that my christianity is a relationship. He has given me so much. And when something is going on that I need to talk out, God has given me the most amazing friends anyone could ever ask for. You all are incredible!! Speaking of  friends, hey all of you if want to play racquetball, call me, I want to play. luv you guys!

hry everyone,

today will be boring.... yesterday was boring but the steelers won so they just to have to win one more and they are in the superbowl so yay. well anyways i am not going to do much today sooo yeah

                meg

It started out this morning when I woke up at 8. We didn't have any milk, so I ate something else, I can't even remember that far away. I might go to sleep soon. Anyway, my mom woke up, or I guess I woke her up, because I wanted to go to Waikele to get something from Borders, since Barnes and Noble was all the way in Honolulu. We got on TheBus, transferred in Waipahu, then got to North Waipahu, aka Waikele. The Outlet Mall of Oahu. We got there, ate at Little Caesers, then went into Old Navy to get my sister some pants, and my mom could exchange something. Then, we went into Big Kmart, which was small, and I got bored, so I went to Borders. We then decided to go home, so we waited for TheBus, for like 20 minutes. We got home, and then my dad went to Kailua to where his "friend" is staying. And he took Chloe, my dog, with him.

That was my day. My feet hurt.

Aloha

I swear I did not drug him.

Hey guys,
It's been a little while.
Thought i'd stop by and update.
Nothings been going on.
School is becoming extremely icky.
Friday was a pretty good day though.
I babysat Saturday night
so my Family could take mi Fadre out to dinner
for his birfday.(which is today)

Birfday shoutouts:
14th-Shane (my cousin)
15th-Jared (my buddy)&& MLK Jr.
16th-Mi Fadre && Nicholas Hawkins

I'm still searching for a soliloquy for Speech.
I'm gonna fail this..oiy.
I hate the stressful assignments.

Well that's all I have to say.
Have fun on the day off!

wow.

gaaah.

there are somenights where i cry myself to sleep...
wondering wtf is wrong with me to where i can't get a boyfriend.

i swear i have the worst luck.

its basically impossible for me to have a boyfriend.
prettymuch.. i'm not appealing to guys or something.

i hate feeling like this.
but  i just always have a constant reminder everytime i look in the mirror.
i feel like beauty is a burden.
[and i'm not being all conceited or anything,
its just people tell me so, so i'm guessing its true]

but i mean.
look past that..
learn about me. realize that my personality > my looks.

bleh. i don't know anymore.

yeah single life is still kinda odd
amber is here and we're goofing off
'AHH THEY'RE COOKING LAMBCHOP!'
and i spilled lemonade on my pants
it was really cold
yah she's cheered me up a lot
we watched a cheesy chick flick
and it ended all wrong
damn them!
i've tried to talk to sean,
ended in tears and fighting
blah blah blah
damn him
but anyways
my five slices of pizza are coming back to haunt me
i think i'mma throw up
hahahaa
yeah so i'm expecting a call in exactly 20 minutes and ten seconds
AAAHHHH

<3

Hello everyone.  It's been quite a while since I"ve posted anything on here.
But for anyone who this means anything to, something miraculous has happened tonight:
I"m full!
But yeah, it's pretty cool.
So anyway, this sememster's looking like it's going to rock for sure.
I'm excited about my classes, I"m making new friends already, and I"m just really enjoying myself.
God is sooo good.  I'm trying to see Him and His infinite reality around me at all times.  How He's in everything, at all times.  That's what I want.
Peace out duuuudes.

so i totally don't remember writing that last post...kinda strange.  oh well.

in the past two weeks, i have slept in 9 different places.  how fun is that?!?

The season premiere of 24 was tonight!!!  finally!!!!!  the rest of it is tommorrow so watch it!!!  i love 24!!!!!

Ok people, help me out and tell me how this sounds...

Is Love Stronger Than Hatred?

 

“The value of love will always be stronger than the value of hate. Any nation or group of nations which employs hatred eventually is torn to pieces by hatred...” Franklin D. Roosevelt

        The world around us holds an unseen battle between love and hate, good and evil, right and wrong. Yet we are one in the same. “Loving people live in a loving world. Hostile people live in a hostile world. Same world.” Wayne Dyer

     Hamlet is the ideal unanswered question of true hate and undying love. Is Hamlet truly mad with hate or is he sane and understanding of everything he does. Is he working through the love of his father to get revenge on his uncle, the new king, or is he working off his own personal anger towards his “Uncle Dad?”

In Shakespeare’s famous play Hamlet, Hamlet is completely torn apart by his mothers new marriage to his uncle so soon after his fathers death. I believe Hamlet’s love for his father is much greater than any hatred he could ever express towards his uncle. Although he is very angry with his mother, he does not hate her but pities her for her ignorance in his fathers murder.
                Hamlet loved his father so much; he honored the very ghost of him. He vowed to take revenge for his father’s murder. For Hamlet, hatred truly came when he realized his uncle had unbelievably killed his own brother and married his wife for the throne. His trust and faith in his father was so great that he risked his reputation, his sanity and his entire existence in order to make things right so his fathers ghost could “move on.” Hamlet was willing to sacrifice his entire being for his father, which included the love of his life. His actions of insanity, and the irreversible murder of Ophelia’s own father, drove even her to the point of which she questioned her own sanity and in turn went mad. 

While Hamlet was away in England with friends who attempt to murder him, Ophelia, having lost her mind, kills herself. When Hamlet returns to find he has lost his one true love forever, he is heart broken. Hamlet remains calm and reasonable and continues to pretend he has in fact lost his mind, which so far has been believable to everyone. Though Hamlets death was dubbed a tragedy, it was all for love. Only the love and compassion he held for his father could have allowed him to create such a well thought out and convincing plan.

If Hamlet had turned straight to hatred and revenge, instead of love and legitimacy, he would have died a painful death on his first attempt to murder is uncle. Hamlet died for a cause. He died for what he believed in. He died for love.

“Love is all we have, the only way that each can help the other.”
Euripides

I FOUND MY NYC PICS AND TICKETS!!!
Yea I lost them, but now I know where they are!!!
Ok thought I would share that w/ you

Ends:

school for a few days

my Christmas (all decor in attic)

Continues:

prayer for Redford and the rest of the Tilson family

the leftover cheesecake from Saturday night

the cold weather

Beginnings:

this week

the work to finally finish my xmod

be back soon

- J4(()8

hmmmm...

i like penguins

Alright so this is in concern for my $3000 dollar book.......I haven't actually tried selling it so I don't know how much I would get for it but I already saw it sell for 3000 on Ebay so that is where I get my base price from......but actually I think mine would sell for more because it is an autographed copy of an original printing from his parents printing so this was written and signed long before it hit top sellers list or he was even famous......also I have read the other copy put out of that book and it seems that some stuff was changed such as a few names and such......but yea also that book is being made into a movie so it is getting alot of publicity not to mention that was the first book Christopher Polinie wrote and since has written the second book in the series which knocked Harry Potter of the #1 position of the best sellers list so yea I think I can get 3000+ for it don't you?

The gate is wide, the road is paved in moderation. The crowd is kind and quick to pull you in. Welcome to the middle ground. It's safe and sound and until now it's where I've been. Cause it's been fear that ties me down to everything. But it's been love, YOUR LOVE that cuts the strings.

 

So long status quo, I think I just let go. You make me want
to be brave. I wanna be brave. The way it always was, is no longer good enough. You make me want to be brave. Brave…

 

I am small, And I speak when I'm spoken to. But I am willing to risk it all. I say Your name, just your name and I'm ready to jump, even ready to fall... Why did I take this vow of compromise? Why did I try to keep it all inside?

So long status quo, I think I just let go. You make me want to be brave. I wanna be brave. The way it always was, is no longer good enough. You make me want to be brave. Brave…

I've never known a fire that didn't begin with a flame. Every storm will start with just a drop of rain. But, if you believe in me. That changes everything. So long, I'm gone…



So long status quo, I think I just let go. You make me want to be brave. I wanna be brave. The way it always was, is no longer good enough. You make me want to be brave. Brave…

This says absolutely everything... the pictures are random, but they fit perfectly. So long status quo, i think i just let go...

What is your status quo?
What is it that the strings of fear bind you to?
What if someone cut them, and you were free?

I ride on your prayers...
JV

soo im doing better....i just needed to talk about what was wrong!!!!
thanks for all the amazing coments!!!!

God really has been teaching me a lot! its kinda crazy amazing! ya know!

school starts back....im excited i want to go back but then i dont want to go back...at all!!!

well im hungry, and sleepy adios!

Love Through Christ!!!
~Rachel~

My family all talks at one time.  You cannot get a word in edge wise.  What the heck does that mean anyway?  I baked a beautiful pound cake today.  Adam did the dishes.  Wow and it's not even my birthday!  He also made the house smell really bad.  When I got home he had two scented candles burning to try and cover up the smell of the oven.  He turned it on the cleaning function.  It smelled like nothing I had ever smelled before mixed with granny smith apple candle and sugar cookie candle. 

so i know i updated just a few days ago... BUT.. i thought i should update on my wreck i had today...

sooooo.. i was on manchester hwy. turning left onto irby ln. to go to my house & i was stopped because traffic was pretty heavy & out of no where i look in my rearview mirror & i see this old grandma with 2 children & 2 other old women in the car & shes going like.. 40...  & she doesnt look like shes going to stop anytime soon... so i yell "DON'T HIT MEEEEE!" & then  she hits me.... going 40.. she didnt even attempt to slow down! AHH i was SO mad.. because it was in MYYYYYY car.. the car i got just 3 months ago... & its mine & i was SO mad... so the police came & i was crying & it was just bad.... & not to mention in the car with me was my dad & sister & storey.. oh goodness it was scary though... & then the old lady didnt even say sorry or anything! she didnt even ask if we were okay! ugh.. & now my car needs a whole new license plate ( you cant even make out what mine says anymore) & the light that goes above the license plate.... & there are some pretty noticeable scratches on my bumper....

ugghhhh.. but anyway... i just thought you would all like to know about my first wreck while i was driving.. haha.. even though it was just a fenderbender.. nothing serious.. it was still scary... & i'm not hurt or anything.. just extremely tired & my back hurts a little... but nothing serious..

anyway! everyone enjoy their day off tomorrow!

Storey & I

This could be the next internet obsession.....spread it like wild fire.

http://www.purevolume.com/jroandthekid

and that is The Kid himself on the guitar and hitting Louda in the second verse. Let me know what you think...

he's the kind of boy
that blue eyes are made for. <3

"I can think of a million reasons why we shouldn't be together, but you know what? I don't care..." ~~Guess Who.

I'm liftin' you up,
I'm letting you down,
I'm dancin' 'til dawn,
I'm foolin' around,
I'm not givin' up,
I'm makin' your love
this city's made us crazy & we must get out<3

Sean got a ticket yesterday.
88 in a 70.
pssh.
school was yesterday,
& yesterday was great.
I love you muy mucho.

"what have I become?

my sweetest friend

everyone I know

goes away in the end"

...

"if I could start again

a million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way"


I know that growing up is a tedious, torturous and trying experience. It's a drag. It's not that I don't want to grow up, it's that I don't like going through the experiences that make growing up occur. This past semester has been full of growth experiences. And true to form, I'm sure I won't even realize that I have grown until the next time that something happens.

I turned 23 this past November and it was the first time I actually felt older when I woke up on my birthday. For once in my life, I felt like an adult...

Take that to mean what you please, but it was slightly unsettling. Too many things have happened over the last few months for me to smile the smile that I was created to wear. With the hurricane erasing  much of what held my memories of growing up to people leaving either physically or emotionally, the world has begun to look sadly grey and drab.

Add that to the fact that I am living in a town and seeking a degree that I'm not totally convinced God has for me and there's a small amount of questioning occuring.

There is a Life I know that is to be lived. There is a Sun's Light that is to be basked in. I want that, but everything now seems like that is on hold.

A few years ago I felt things were in order: there was Love, there was Purpose, there was Comfort. Those are gone and I know that it does not mean God has gone. I know it means He may be even closer.

I want to hold a hand and go live life in abundance with abandon and with Love.

i don't even know where my title came from. ya know, being a teenager is like being a big bowl of garbage. there's way too much going on in there, and no matter how you look at it, it's really gross. ha. kidding. on a more serious note...what is it with Fridays? ya'll keep the tilson family in your prayers..yes, prayers, not thoughts...so i went to the Riverdale game on friday night...it was pretty dang boring. oh well. at least no one got shot. saturday was the DBS Fashion Show...fun times. if can manage to stick with the whole weight loss thing, i might model next year. my mom also sang at the Bluebird Cafe in Green Hills last night...woot woot. tonight she's doin a concert at LBC. I went there for church this morning, and i'm pretty sure i loved it. but i still love BABC. i also went to Red Lobster for lunch. ha. that brought back some memories. and man, coconut shrimp is GOOOOOOOOOD. so yeah. anyways, i think maybe i like someone a lot. but that's not good, cause i'm pretty sure the feelin's not moochal ..(mutual)...w/e. life goes on. i loves you all. ---Curi

hola como estas  I am so bored right now so talk to me

Hello Everyone!!

Soo...how's everyone been doing...good I hope!Well I am soo tired I just got back from Chattanooga!It was alot of fun....but I didnt sleep at all!Umm life is good right now I guess...nothing really new in my life school-good I got grades((I guess to me they are)).church-I miss it sooooooooooo....... much but I just dont know if I could come back,I want to though!Boys-same have a *crush*I guess you could say,but the persons name will be left**nameless**!!!lol.cheerleading-good,hard work,fun ((nothings changed))family-I am a teenager nothings ever perfect((but thats life))Phusebox-I have like 3 remarks ((whats up with that???))Xanga-I dont know,justleave me some commentys...kk..Well I guess I will go...I <3 Yew..O Yeh...How do ya like my new profile pic???

                           **Ash**

Innocuous means harmless..... but, it also means not offensive or hostile.  My new years resolution to myself is to be more innocuous.  To consider what is going to come forth from my mouth before it actually comes forth from my mouth.  Sound good?  Mustard and Ketchup is what the oldest of my two sons decided to nick-name his-self and his brother.  Which has worked out to my favor since honey doesn't want me to put their names or pictures on here.  I can still talk about them but I don't upset their father. 

well.  it's been a month.  i don't think i could begin to update.  how bout a top ten list...

TOP TEN HAPPENINGS SINCE DEC 16... (creative, i know)

10.  finals ended!  5 As, 2 Bs for the entire semester - pretty good for my second toughest semester ever! 

9.  spent 3 weeks in tennessee - the much-needed break i've been waiting for!  and much-needed warmth!

8.  got to see my incredible little brother and his gorgeous girl in their homecoming presentation and basketball games

7.  hung out with some of the many greats of my murfreesboro past... man, i miss y'all.  i love my old roommates more than i can describe.  i miss the days when i could just crawl on their bed and pour my heart out.  but it always amazes me how easily we slip back into comfortable conversations.  those are true friends.

6.  booked the best reception food EVER.  and had lots of fun with flowers, cakes, chairs, dresses, tuxes, chicken salad, music... :)

5.  spent Christmas with my mom's entire family - it's been a while!  and it was great to catch up

4.  extra time with darin and the family is always fun!  not to mention showing off the fiancee more than usual around town

3.  spent almost 20 hours with laura!  less than one day in the past 6 months is sad... but it was an incredible 20 hours!

2.  PASSION.  different than any other thing like that i've been to, especially last year's.  i've never had an experience like this time before, but i sure needed it.  and it was also great to have kevin and emily drive down and join us! 

1.  found the PERFECT dress.  i mean PERFECT.  which is great because i have the PERFECT man.  i cannot wait for 173 days to pass!

there you have it!  and now it's back to real life... but this semester is going to rock.  i just know it...

and by your great mercy//we come before your throne

by your great mercy//we come before your throne

we come before your throne//laying every burden down

we come before your throne//laying every burden down

because you love us//and we love you

you love us//and we love you

we cast away our cares//knowing you Lord care for us

we cast away our cares//knowing you Lord care for us

because you love us//and we love you

you love us//and we love you

so, yesterday, i went to world outreach w/ elizabeth. not the greatest idea. now, susan, b4 u yell @ me,i really liked hanging out w/ u and ur fam,but i mean b/c of my foot. yesterday, i twisted my ankle, and susan invited me to go to church w/ her. decided to go, but it was difficult, for i had a SWOLLEN ANKLE! could barely walk, but i wasn't about to make a big deal out of it. service ends, and then we went to fazoli's, btw, susan, aren't u glad i was the one to do someting stupid? still embarrased 'bout that. that and something else i didn't do... finally got home, and i could barely get my shoe off. but it was worth it. pretty sure i got the thumbs up by deborah, and also sure kids love to throw paper @ me. elizabeth this one's 4 u.corny joke in 3...2...1:  "two peanuts were walking down the street, one was a salted." man, pretty sure susan's fam. thinks i'm a mental runaway. i translated my last entry, so check it out if u want.

ttyl,

ben ,aka larry, aka the mexican, aka benny, aka j-man, aka bobby, aka crazycoconuts351, aka the joker, aka bullitt. (man, u ppl need to settle on one nickname)

MW: I have a break from 11:15 to 12:40. I think at this time I'll eat with whoever is avaliable and probably work on homework and such. I think the library and I will advance our relationship this year. It just seems like too much to rush back to work somewhere in this time period.

TR: I am avaliable after 12:45, and I'll probably take an hour (or less) break before I go back to work.

F: I'm avaliable after 11:15 and I'll probably take an hour (or less) break before I go back to work.

Let me know if you're avaliable at these times...

I wish I had something more interesting to post. I guess it's a good thing I'm not in an English class this semester considering that I have had severe writer's block: on here, in my novel, and even in my journal. How sad...

Anybody who wants to come to my house for the season premiere of 24 is more than welcome. Just message me or call me (678.524.7372)...they should really make the CTU ring for cellphones.

    Ok I finally posted some pictures of my vacation. When I was in New Hampshire and saw the ones with me in them, it made me decide to lose some weight. Since then I have lost 7 pounds YAY! I have such a good looking family. I have a gorgeous sister, two cute little brothers and 3 hott brothers... can I say that? Haha anyway jeff is getting married this spring and there are some pictures here with him and his fiance. She's really pretty. Doesn't seeing others really happy with a special someone make you want one... sighh... haha ok enough, someday.... someday, I will meet an amazing guy who's perfect for me, untill then I'm fine just knowing God' in control of it all... talk to you all later

As I rest against this cold, hard wall
Will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war has just begun

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there anyway to be made whole again?
If I'm healed,renewed, and find forgiveness find the strength I've never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God's plan?

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

He took my life into his hands and it turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance
It's there I've finally found

That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh Thank You for my chance to start again

well lets see whats been happenin lately... well yesterday was
homecoming... then ate and saw glory road... crashed a party and me and mr mitchell went muddin in the ole honda accord she's kinda dirty now whoops... other than that lately has been alot of thinkin... college
soon and i am kinda scared i haven't been the new kid since feb 7, 1988
(my b-day) always the same town, same school, same house, now a whole new city is exciting but scary too. that also has brought questions
like where is my life headed will i be happy get my dreams and goals.
that also scares me cause what if i fail or dont get exactly what i
want. lots of times i cover this stuff up with comedy but here its i me
letting it out i am scared and need to figure things out.

Ben

so i'm sitting here at work on my lunch break contemplating the greatness that is offered through Jesus.  i know my last update sounded like a little emo kid but mow i realize that no matter what is going on in my life, wether i am happy or sad i still have the joy of the lord.  so i am now energized to finish the day nad make it through another day at work.  but tonite is the lockin and there is no school tomorrow so it is gonna be awesome!!! cause i get to see all of my cool friends!             

-ATown

I never really update this and when I do.. I'm cryptic.. but yeah.. after several months of friendship.. I have a boy and it's a boy that God brought me.. and it's amazing to see how God has been preparing both of us..

I think I've found my number two.. hmm

im single again yay!!

so yeah i thought last night was gonna be a bummer staying at home all by myself but then someone who i haven't talked to in awhile gave me a call so it ended up being really fun. we need to do that again. =)

so i just got back from work! and i took pictures! here are "my boys" lol

Caleb doing a scary face

Caleb's funny face

the funny face i made when Caleb took a picture of me

I finally got Caleb to smile lol

Austin playing video games

Brenan cooking

the pancakes Brenan made

i finally got Caleb to put some clothes on lol

Caleb in his Spiderman costume

Caleb w/ his mask off

Austin still playing video games  (look at his cute lil freckles! ^^ lol)

so there they are ^^ and they're such good boys too! well, gotta go to church -ciao!

Haven't been in school since Thursday, the week tends to fly by faster when you aren't in class for two days. Though it is a little sad when you go back to your teachers and learn you haven't missed much. I wish school would be interesting again. At least AP government is interesting this semester.

I am a bit happy the holidays are over for awhile; so I won't be asked what college I am going to. I haven't even had the chance to visit the schools, none the less decide. Also, is is really that bad to have not decided a major yet. I just have alot of interests, and I need to decide which one to dive deeper into. I want to do something with my life that I will enjoy.

So far this year I have read three books: Memoirs of a Geisha, Life of Pi and The Historian. I enjoyed them all.

So far this year I have been listening to three CDs constantly: Picturesque by the Decemberist, Digital ash in a Digital Urn by Bright Eyes, Too Tall to Hide by Halloween Alaska. I love the first two, and the last one is a little to techno.

It is odd to think that this time next year I will be in a completely new stage of my life. I'm a little scared and a little excited.

Cara

Yeah, I'm in deep and coming up too fast.

    So I was getting ready for church this morning and I got the call that we did not have church today because of the snow and ice that we have today in NJ. I like the sonw when I don't have to go out in it. My roommate just left to go to her church because she has to sing today.
Oh did I mention that I am typeing on my new iBook G4! I got it on Friday, and I love it! This is not my first Apple but it has been a while since I had one like 4 or 5 years. I had another Apple lap top but I fell down the stairs with it and it broke. So I am hopeing that I have better luck with this one! So now I am going to have a little Jesus time and then take a nap! I love Snow Days!

Some high school boys decided to dress up-one as Snow White and the rest as the dwarfs-and act out a gang rape during their school's pep rally.  These boys spoke with the principle and admitted that they did not realize this might offend somebody.  These boys went unpunished.  "Boys will be boys."  These boys admitted that saying, "I love _____; or anything associated with love is emasculating especially for athletes who need to be fierce and tough during the game/match. 

No matter what somebody says, men can show emotions.  Better than that, they should and must show emotions.  Jesus showed emotions and nobody can question his manhood or his toughness.  He endured more than normal men during his scourgings and beatings before his death.

If we, as future dads, begin now, then our sons will notice and they will know that it is not only okay, but necessary.

yep..im so new to this! its not even funny! so help me1

i dyed my hair!!

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with a 1 and a 2
i'll write a song for you
and tell you that
i wish to be there
by your side in the dark
where there's quiet and
love in the silence
and our love can start
with the panting and breathing
of all that is ours
and we can lie outside where we
can both watch the stars
------------
there's a girl on my mind
and she's not here
as in, not in the room
or of this earth
but i will settle for the one
who also settles for me
and then that common ground
is where our love will grow
like glowing green
blades of grass
--------
i wait for that final day
where who i tell will understand
and take my hand, because
they feel the same

and there're days i wish
not to try and just give up
there's not enough to offer
the one i ever find
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So yeah, that last post was one of those I hate life  moments, but gracias to Hannah for showing me my errors.

Sorry if that made anyone mad, but hey, we all have to let off steam, I guess I just didn't choose the correct one.

:runs and hides in the corner:

Anyway, the concert went well. I was pleased.

im going back to school tommorrow.  sashsa skated wonderfully!  24 comes on in 18 hours and 36 minutes!!!!!!  and i will definately be watching!!!  o and if you feel compelled to, theres a fun little bloggy thing on my my myspace that you should comment on!!

"some people have to be drug through life

others prefer to skip"

- blue like jazz

sweet quote

life is good .eternal life is better.

-milly

*skips off*

this is from an SNL skit i saw tonight. it's so true. i think i remember telling someone how people dont like kenny g. and this proves it.

"Kenny G. has a new christmas album out this year...
merry christmas jesus, i hope you like crap."

it's so funny. i love it.

today was cool. hung out with sarah, lauren, emily prevost and tyler. we saw shannon and matt at hollywood video.

the basket ball team that whitney and i coach won this morning. it was so cool.

piece

New Orleans was amazing!! I had such a great time with my sisters!! We ended up staying in a homeless shelter on the 6th floor..And the steps were super steep but it is okay..I have a blast!! We got to work on 3 houses... 2 the first day and then 1 on the last 2 days.... The first 2 houses we just cleaned the back yard of the first house and then the second house we cleaned out the inside and then did some work in the shed and the yard behind and beside the house. Then on the last 2 days we stripped out the walls and drywall in a house and took out all of the furniture that was destoryed by the storm. I got closer with some of my sisters!! It was soo much fun!! i am really glad that God told me to go and help others out. I might try and put pictures up and show ya what we saw later on when i get them off of the camera. The last night about 6 of us girls and the dad that went with us went to Burbon street and hit a few bars (no i didn't drink anything) and just danced at a few of them and just had fun. We then went to Krystals and ate at like 11:30 and then went back to the shelter to sleep!!! Came home yesterday from there and it was about an 8 hour drive. Went to Amy and Jordyn's apartment to pick up my dad from dropping amy's car off and then we headed to Paris to see my Granny and Pap and then we came home..So I was in the car for about 10-11 hours yesterday..not fun at all!!! but yeah..

This trip was something that i needed to get my mind of some things and just help me get focused!! I am still struggling with my relationship with God but it is getting better. I know that I have Him along with some pretty awesome friends to help me get through it all..

Went to Fuji tonight with my family to celebrate my mom's birthday!!! That was fun!! Then I went with my sister lauren to her mother-in-laws house to visit her and pick up beau and then came home and just relaxed... got to hang out with Dena today and hanging out with ashley tomorrow!! then back to school on monday!! starting a new semester!! Wish me luck!!!!

Well i am off to bed!! church is in the morning!!!

well life is good, except for certain things.  but i guess thats life.  it doesnt really make since to me, just some things.  its all rather confusing.  ive tried to let things go, and it seems the harder that i try to let things go, the more they get to me.  im really not sure what to do with certain people.  everything is going on right now, and that just seems to add on.  and it seems like ive made a promise to myself not to let that kind of stuff add on. but i dont think that really helped any. but  o well.  the only cure is christ and time.  we may be praying about it, but we may not be listening to God.  he isnt ganna give us an answer, or show us anything right after we pray.  sometimes he does, and sometimes he doesnt.  thats why he is God.  and we are the ones that wait for the answer.  it may take a week, it may take a few years, but over time, the problems are either going to solve, or just die out. and then whats left?  the scars?  i just dont understand why we as people want something, but we do nothing to get it.  we pray and pray and pray, and wait on an answer, well maybe the answer would be for us to go and try to make it correct.  i dont know.  i do the same thing, i pray about something, but then i dont do anything to go and get it.  That makes no since.  i guess that sometimes shows the true character and colors of people.  wow, i really love my friends!!!   

in christ, only in christ.

Target is the greatest store ever!  I firmly believe that Murfreesboro needs a SuperTarget.  I would never go into Kroger again if that were to happen.  I also think that I have the cutest husband in the world.  He brought me flowers from the wedding he played at today.  They are white gladiolas.  They are freaking beautiful.  We had some at our wedding.  Well anyway the funny part is, I have no idea what to do with them.  They are gigantic and I don't have a vase big enough.  Oh well

well dang. here i am.
here's some photos from today.

there.

maybe a update later.. but sleep for now..

I thought it would be quite interesting to attempt to match a famous actor or actress with my friends.  So here goes:

Brian King:  George Clooney.  Smooth as silk in Ocean's Eleven, and skilled in doing so many different things.

Sarah Moore:  Rachel McAdams.  You and I always seem to be able to talk about anything.  And if you think back, her position in "The Notebook" is applicable.  Beauty combined with grace…with a hint of reality.

Rebekah Minor:  Elaine from Seinfeld.  Subtract all the sex she has, her personality of always being honest and still very                            witty.  She can hang with the boys--and beat them                            at their own games.

Cameron West:  Kirk Cameron ("Growing Pains").  Tall, funny, and a strong Christian.  Not to mention the same name.

Brittany Nichols:  Scarlett Johansson in "The Island".  Sometimes out of it, yet always involved.  You are naturally pretty and can always liven the screen…or the room…with your smile.

Sarah Wilson:  Jessica Simpson.  Simply because you couldn't get the door open that Sunday School morning…when the instructions were on the handle.  Very much a "Jessica" moment.

Rachael Vance:  Sarah Jessica Parker.  Classy and elegant.

Aimee Davis:  Julia Roberts.  Multi-talented and beautiful.  Can entertain you with anything.

Lauren Barber:  Jennifer Lopez.  Easy choice.

Jeremy Crook:  Bruce Willis.  No your not bald…but I can just see you saving the world come Armageddon.  Or come shine.

Brian Ponath:  Peter Griffin from "Family Guy".  This one was pretty simple. 

Joel Grissom:  Stewie Griffin from "Family Guy".  You want to take over the world and you don't care who you offend.  Perfect.

Zach McCain:  Colin Farrell.  You have style, wit, and charm, and you are a good actor also.

Ashley Orman: Kirsten Dunst.  She had red hair in Spiderman, and she isn't Nicole Kidman. 

Graham Wells:  Sean Connery.  A genius at what he does, and he does what he does right.  If that makes sense.  Plus, he was James Bond.

Garrett Shaw:  Ben Affleck.  You are a great person with a great mind, but you probably shouldn't be acting.

Nathan Moore:  Denzel Washington.  Always interesting, can do just about anything, and creative enough to do so.

Rachel Meyer:  Audrey Hepburn.  This was a hard one, but the classy and talented Hepburn won.  She was creative, interesting, and unique, and she had many people who loved her.

Nemanja Cavlovic: Tom Hanks in "The Terminal".  Enough said.

Clint Nadeau:  Ben Stiller.  You just look soooooo good.  A natural Zoolander.

Chris Madison:  Robert Redford.  Baseball lover, "The Natural", and a great personality.  Very kind.

Amy Bonin:  Michelle Pfeiffer.  Beautiful and talented.  Never forgotten, always interesting.

Amy Powers:  Sandra Bullock.  Classy and interesting. 

Rachel Bonin:  Whoopi Goldberg.  Crazy and funny.  Always in for a surprise.

Anna Miller:  Angelina Jolie.  No, you don't have big lips, but when you want to, you can pull off some interesting stunts, even if it's just for fun.

Andrea Yohe:  Norah Jones.  I know, I cheated with a musician.  But who better to cheat with it on.  You are a natural musician with a refined taste for music.

Amy Dent: Kiera Knightley.  Long, light blonde hair and beautiful.  You are always someone to look forward to seeing.

Holly Morris:  Uma Thurman.  You can be soft and quiet, and you can be friendly and loud.  You are good at both, and you surprise everyone.

Kaitlyn Robertson: Lisa Kudrow from "Friends".  Wild, random, and sometimes odd.  But always enjoyable.

Lauren Beasley:  Meg Ryan.  Can be classy, can be modern.  Always intriguing.

Kelly Sullivan:  Doris Day.  Classic and enchanting.  Almost a Marilyn Monroe, but not as suggestive and more comedic.  

Xavier de Castor:  Kevin Costner.  Well-rounded and talented.  Kind, soft, and very respectable.

Sara Johnson:  Hilary Swank.  Tall, yes.  But she has a strong sense of independence and a strong personality too.

Kelsey Johnson:  Kate Hudson.  You are beautiful and you have a great personality…sense of humor…all that.  And I'm not trying to butter you up.  Tall, blonde, etc.  You get the picture.

Jason Thacker:  Heath Ledger.  Always playing a big role, and most people notice.  A great person who is even better when you get to know him.

Shannon Murphy:  Katie Holmes.  I don't exactly know why…but you struck me her.  Maybe it's that you look similar.  Maybe you like Tom Cruise.  Who knows.

Lauren Moser:  Jennifer Aniston.  You are wild, unorganized, and intriguing nonetheless.

Bethany Moore: Kate Winslet.  From Shakespeare to J.M. Barrie (Peter Pan) to Titanic, you are always wonderful to see and always good at whatever situation presents itself to you.  Classic beauty and character.  And very fun.

Jonathan Moore:  Will Ferrell.  You are funny in whatever role you want to play.  Always entertaining and fun to be around.  "Stay classy San Diego".

If I had to pick one for myself, it would probably be Matthew McConaughey. 

There were a few of you who I couldn't pair up tonight.  Amy Amonette, Stephen Hamby, and Jonathan Stewart are ones I couldn't match.

If you weren't on the list and you want to see what actor or actress most resembles you, let me know.


::b
   

P.S.: Monday, January 16, 2006...

In observance of Martin Luther King Day, we will celebrate with a picnic luncheon (potluck) at the Old Fort Park at 11:30 a.m.

From there we will proceed to Carmike, where we will enjoy a showing of Tristan and Isolde at 1:40 p.m.

Everyone is invited. 

well maybe not for me but seems like everybody else did in m'boro. i see picture's of a freakin 3 foot tall snow man and me not even a snow flake on the ground... i was pretty dissapointed. well its late and i got church in the morning see ya.
Ben

I have "Baby One More Time" stuck in my head.

*Starts trying to slit wrists madly*

So yeah.  It snowed last night -- well, this morning, technically.  It was beautiful, really, to step outside the movie theatre, fully disappointed in human cruelty by Steven Spielberg's Munich, and you're bombarded with a gusting torrent of white winter flakes.  It was.... Wonderful, really.  I say "really" entirely too often.

Today was quite productive.  Yay!  We can pull this off, kids.

go seahawks.

long weekend

and i got nothing.

so i went to Alabama today. it was awesome. turns out they sent my granny home last night. my grandaddy seems kinda weak... but he's still a nutt. lol. he makes me laugh... they were trying to give him some potasium in his juice... and he kept going on and on about how it was the worst stuff he's ever tasted... and he was like "and buddy... i have had some baaad moonshine... but this stuff is aweful." haha... and my daddy looked at the nurse and replied "he's not kidding either" haha... so then we went to go see my granny... she's okay... she just seems really wiped out... but i can't blame her. and i saw my aunt and uncle... and i haven't seen them in ages. so yeah... today was pretty awesome... hard to seem them sick... but it's better than not seeing them at all... right? ~Hope

p.s. so here's my reselutions for the year... 1. become a better listener... and 2. stop bitting my nails... sound good? i think so... i got a long ways to go on both. lol. :)

hey yall well im finally updating since i havent since thanksgiving like 3 months ago! well ill start with christmas! chirstmas was wonderful i got loaded with alot of good things likean ipod cds dvds jewlerly shoes and clothes! then school came back :( and life went from great to ummm. Well im having certain problems with a certain someone and idk wut to do bc as much i try to right it seems to be wrong idk it pisses me off big time and iv prayed and prayed and i still dont kno wut to do but i guess im gonna have to get ova the fact iv lost a freind and it makes me cry to write that but i have im still gonna pray and pray until it works out for God...then today i went to abis house and played w/ dogs and playstaion games and just a lilttle poker! but now im off to bed bc im tried and sad! hope yall have a great day tommrrow and a wonderful day off on MOnday

In Chirst

Much lOve

~* Olivia*~

BOOOOYAAAAAAA SKEEEEDADEEEEEEES!

yay! hey everyone...hows it going? im good...lol. I havent been on here in a long time sorry...you all should go look at my xanga...i use it more lol...well..you all have a great weekend! *peace*

<3

Aloha, all

Today has been pretty good so far. My dad flew in from San Diego today, but then he went straight to North Shore.

We got on TheBus to Waipahu, then transferred to another bus to get to Wal*Mart. We had to wait like 30 minutes for a bus to pick us up to take us to the Transit Center, then we had to wait 20 minutes for a 42 to Ewa to pick us up. On the 42, some lady scoffed at my sister because she was in the way. My sister couldn't move, the bus was packed. After that, I told my mom that I wanted to get away from her. Then, this ten year old was acting like a hoochie, pulling up her shirt because she was afraid that her flat chest would be exposed. They laughed at my mom's and sister's nails, and my mom was all like, "At least I don't look like a hoochie."

Then we walked home.

Bye.

I'm sick for the first week back from a semester break. Seriously, this has only NOT happened once. I guess this is just MTSU's creepy way of welcoming me back. I guess you could consider me sufficiently at home now : )

-James

hello!

me again. my family is in town for the weekend. when i say family i mean.... both grandparents, anut, uncle, cuzins the whole family. so my house is full. but it's nice to have so much family here.

just for your f.y.i 

WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS ABOUT WITNESSING! 

dictionary definition: witnessing- to see hear or experience something and to testify to its occurrence.

alternate definition: witnessing- telling your friends about god and sometimes having them laugh at you.

    BIBLE VERSE: Romans 10:14

" how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard" 

3 THINGS WITNESSING IS NOT!

- grabbing your friends shirt and yelling " your going to hell!"

- letting kids with bad reputations know you think they're scum

- carrying a great big bible on top of all of your school books.

ANOTHER BIBLE VERSE: matthew 10:19-20

" Do not worry about what to say or how to say it. At that time you will be given what to say, for it will not be you speaking, but the spirit of your Father speaking though you" 

( more " what the bible says about..." comming soon)

have a great day!

yo yo,

my friend(as in kaylah)  are acting stupid...

and they(kac and kaylah) are checking how is on soo i am out

        meg

Soo, last night was fun. "Chaperoning" little kids was pretty entertaining. lol. I'm so tired though. I stayed up and watched the snow, and wrote a little bit, which was nice, since it was 2 in the morning, and I was the only one up. I had some "me" time.

Sometimes I feel like I'm overly timid. In most situations, I'm the one who takes control, speaks out, dominates. So why can't I do that now? Am I afraid that I'm going to mess things up? Am I afraid that I'm going to lose everything? What's holding me back, and why can't I just let it go?

Sorry, I doubt most of you will understand that, but it's just the thought process I've been having today. Maybe one person will understand, and can accept my lacking explaination.

Have a great weekend. Enjoy your extra day off!

        Lindsay

well, i worked last nite and i work tonite as well... i forgot my camera yesterday but i will remember to take it w/ me tonite so i can get a pic of my boys ^^ especially adorable 4 yr. old Caleb ^^  my mom and I went and got coffee together and we drove around some and went to Hastings cuz my bro had to read it for Eng. now, my mom and i are cooking some amazing green beans! w00t! i love being a vegetarian! i feel better ^^ but one thing i'm not happy about is that my Ayu CD didn't come in today! and the mail isn't running Monday so it'll be at least Tues. before it comes in >.< oh well... I LOVE YOU ALL!!

"everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
You can fly higher
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
Because you have wings
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
You don't have to be afraid
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
I'm just the same"
-Ayu (Humming 7/4)

Mmm.
I had a wonderful time last night : 
baking cupcakes and watching the Lord of the Rings.
(I've given up pretending I maintain a social life.)
Also, I'm reading Til We Have Faces again,
because it is so good, and because reading it
reminds me of eating a hot fudgy brownie -
it's that satisfying.  I highly recommend it.

There are people I wish I knew better.  I could make a list.
I wish I could just stop them one day and say,
"Let's be friends," and then we'd be friends.
But we can't really do that.
We used to, way back when.
Circa kindergarten.
Then we started judging people based on
clothing, music, intelliegence, interests,
we began dividing into social groups,
and we became afraid of rejection
and we learned that you just can't be friends
without some common bond.
I guess that's true.
But I still wish I could know some people better than I do.

This society kills me.  I want to get away.
Life is so comfortable.
You can hardly call it life.
"Existing" maybe, but not really "living."
I'm not complaining.
I'd just like to live somewhere
where there wasn't all this noise.
Where people weren't so sarcastic.
Where beauty was appriciated,
and not exploited.

But that's just me being selfish.
I'm so incredibly egocentric.
It's a huge fault.
One of many.
I know that God is great,
because only someone much higher than man
could know everything about me
and still love me and want me with Him.

It's funny.
Sometimes I'm serious on here
and sometime's I'm completly shallow.
But I guess that's just how I am.

Next time will probably be fluff.


Till then.

"It infuriates me to be wrong when I know I'm right." -Moliere

wow, it's been a while since i've written.

i just woke up actually. but, i get the house all to myself today since my mum is out of town and she won't get home until very late in the evening.

i've been nominated to go to washington d.c. to represent my school and my community in the National Young Leaders Conference. as it says in my nomination letter: "less than 1% of all high-achieving high school students are presented with this opportunity, and many alumni of the program report that it is a life changing experience." i'll get to meet with high-ranking government officials, leaders from congress, the executive branch, the national news media, and the diplomatic corps. i'll also get to stay in a nice hotel for 10 days, tour monuments and museums, participate in debates and model congress, etc.

i can't even articulate how excited i am to go. but for now, i'm still focusing on earning some sponsorships since it'll cost about $3,000 for me to attend.

new pictures.. what do u think about them???

I absolutly love this picture

single....again.
why am i so damn unloveable?
i thought i was a good person
but no one ever sticks around long enough to see
or even give it a chance

so this means:
no date to military ball yet
no escort down the attendant line either

i think i fail



i miss those days
and him

:-(

http://www.christomlin.com/2004/charts/amh/default.htm

Theres a guy out there who goes by the name chris tomlin and he just put out a new cd and here are the guitar chords for his new cd. These were exclusive to email subscibers only but i was like hey why don't i share these with the people of phusebox. so enjoy!