it's the end of something simple & the beginning of everything else

April 16 2006

well, it's been over a month.

all-state orchestra was beyond amazing, i believe that's the first time i've ever felt accomplished with my music. this week is senior week, then prom. my brother leaves for boot camp two days afterward, then it's my final blackman band concert ever.

(( the nostalgia is suffocating yet comforting in its own absurd sense ))

i have had alot of time to think about my brother leaving. the only certain thing i know about it is that it's the same day of concert dress rehearsal & all the freshmen are going to be wondering why their drum major has no emotion.

i am going to get over it, i just don't know if things will be the same.

i know they won't.


Ben Moser

April 16 2006
i honestly cant wait to get out of that. i mean i enjoy playing. but i really dont like blackman anymore. no one seems to care. after "feels so good" at jazzfest, i wont put much if anything into blackman band, because no one cares whether i'm even there or not. im glad i made friends with ashley in mexico, cause otherwise, every day would pretty much be monotonously boring. anyways thats my rant on bhs band. the directors are great though.


August 02 2006
hey blackman DM chick! thaks for the comment. im so excited about being DM its an awesome feeling. you said that i dont know you.... but i may. you go/went to blackman and your name is sara. did you happen to go to the tech clinic at tech with oakland?? do you play clarinet? if so then i do know you. i went to the clinic too. lol well good luck at tech. (my sister is going there too and majoring in music)