Michelle Nicks


Relationship Status

In A Relationship


Blackman High



Favorite Movies

pretty much all of them


October 10 2006
Yeah...I haven't done anything lately.  I've just been kinda...uggg...that's all.

what do I do now?

September 30 2006
O.K. what am I supposed to do now???  I mean I don't know if I even know what I'm doing.  I have a whole week and nothing to do with it.  how is that going to help me??  O.K. I think I should tell you about it because I'm not being exact with my words.  Well... I found out that this guys likes me on Wednesday and at first I didn't know what to do.  I didn't know what to say or anything like that.  I asked him to go to the football game yesterday but I didn't see him there.  I felt really sad when I didn't see him.  I don't know if I like him or not.  I don't really know him that well yet.  I want to get to know him and everyhing like that but I don't know how to get a hold of him.  I don't know... what should I do...(by the way don't answer this) I just don't know.  That's all my life has been lately and it's starting to get REALLY annoying...


September 13 2006
Pretty sure that I love going to school with Brantley!  I get to see him every day and that's enough for me!!!  I love it!  Yeah, I'm a little worried that I'm going to be looked at different by A LOT of people but I don't care!  He's there and he's there for good!!

I've been having a really good week and I think that it's because he's there.  I don't know why but I'm pretty sure that I'm going to have the best school year EVER!!!  Well...hmmm...I don't know.. you think that it's O.K. for me to be this excited about him going here????  I don't think that anyone could mess up my week.

I'm going to probably change my english teacher.  Well...my mom is going to.  I don't like her and neither does my mom so yeah, pretty sure that it's going to happen.  That's probably another reason why I'm so happy!!!!

I totally don't know what else to say so I'm going to go you guys!!

Love you all,


September 08 2006
WE TOTALLY WON A GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  30-6 BABY!!!!!  YEAHA!!!!!!!!  WHAT NOW?!?!?!?!?!  WOW!!!!!  WHO ROCKS NOW?!?!?!?!

Blackman V. Riverdale...

September 02 2006
Well, you know how it's going to end.  Riverdale won of coarse but we still made one touchdown!!!!!  The final score was 38 to 7 I think.  I had to go but I still had fun because I was in the band with all my friends!  I guess I'll update later!  Love you all!

Just being me...

August 28 2006
Right now... I'm just being me
but that's just now enough for some people.


August 22 2006
Well, rules completely stink.  I hate them!!!  I don't see why I have to go through with this.  I just wanted to be left the way I was and I guess I couldn't have that.  I just wanted to talk and yet can't even do that.  I just wanted to say I love you...what's up with that???


July 31 2006
One Boy
One Girl
Two Hearts Their World

I found this on a website and I loved it. 
I found this one too.

Two Hearts One Chance.

I'm pretty much putting all of the things that I post like that in a different color other than black so everyone knows that they know what they are!

One Dream for me
Just one little dream.
Scared inside
But you never see.
I fell through chains and glass
Things that will never pass.
I felt the pain
It felt so real.

Then I felt like I sleeping on air...
No, wait...I just woke up.

No pain just scared.
I feared for my life
I wondered if I really lived through.
Just the thought of it made me want to scream.
Now, my dreams are back to haunt me.

This poem is about a dream that I had some time last week.  I didn't know how to put it so I put it in a poem.  I don't think that any of you knew what it meant but now you know.  Don't worry I won't do that again.  I don't know how else to put it.  That's just the way I am.  Guess you guys didn't know that hun...

nothing comes to mind

July 28 2006
Well, lately I've been putting poems on here and everything like that.  But today I haven't got one.  Sry just...nothing comes to mind.

One day...

July 27 2006
One day...
I just ask for one day
To be who I really am.


July 26 2006
An angel left in the sky
Fell down to Earth to find out why
People were so mean and rude.
That angel meet you and found that
Not everyone's mean but
There's always one person that can  make your day
If you find them...


July 25 2006
One dream for me
Just one little dream.
Scared inside
But you never see.
I fell through chains and glass
Things that will never pass.
I felt the pain
It felt so real.

Then I felt like sleeping on air...
No, wait...I just woke up.

No pain just scared.
I feared for my life
I wondered if I really lived through.
Just the thought of it made me want to scream.
Now, my dreams are back to haunt me.


July 24 2006
Everything in life comes to an end...
Even life itself.
But love lasts forever...
Never dying...never ending.

Nothing to say..

July 17 2006
Hmmm... Not really knowing what 's going on.  Need someone to talk to.  Want to talk to him.  Want him to call.  Won't 'til he sees this.  Love him so much.  gotta go...
Nothing to say...

So... I love him... is it wrong?

July 14 2006
I don't think it is.... I love him soooooo much!

My b-day's tomorrow!!

July 12 2006
Yup... I guess that's why I'm in such a great mood.  I mean I'm not going to be 13 anymore.  Some of you know how much of a BIG deal that is.

Anyways... I need to know if you guys are coming to my party or not.  My mom is trying to get all of the food ready.  You know how much to get and everything like that.  Well, talk to me or email or something.

O.K. off of that subject.  Yes, my birthday is tomorrow.  I'm soooo excited!!!  I'm going out to eat for my b-day and going bowling too.  Yeah, it's gonna be fun. I don't know what else I'll be doing tomorrow.  I guess that I'll find out then...

Hmmm... I kind of need some help here... I need some advice.  I've seen him almost every single day since July 6th.  Do any of you think that we are seeing too much of each other???  I mean I'm not saying that I don't want to see him I just don't want people thinking that I'm obsessive over him (not saying any names).  I just need a little courage about it. 

Well, I guess that I'll go for now but I'll up date later...

                         Qoute of the day
       "Try not to get caught doing something stupid..."

by the way... Happy Late Fourth...

July 05 2006
Well, yeah.  Can you tell that I'm a little crazy???  I know that sounds like a stupid question only because it is.  I have nothing to say but that my life is going great I love it!!!!  Well, see ya around.


July 01 2006

Starting to Die...

June 29 2006
I feel like I can't go on.  I mean he's been gone since Monday.  I have never gone that long without seeing him!  I don't know... there's just something about him that makes me want to go crazy and other times just sit there and think.  I don't know.  The only reason I could think of is that I'm in love...

They left...

June 27 2006
Well, what can I say.  They left for camp yesterday.  I felt like I was being left behind.  I didn't like the feeling, but hey what can I do about it... NOTHING!!!!  AHHHHHHH  it makes me sooooooo mad.  I wish that I could've gone.  I don't even think that I can go next year.  Boo-Hoo!!!  O.K. I'm over that... I think.

Anyways... nothing else has really been going on.  We cleaned the house today and that's about it.  I have no life.  Really I don't...

The Qoute of the day...
"I hate being young!!!!!"


June 23 2006

Heyy!!!  Well, I guess that you know what that means... yup going with a bunch of friends.  Yeah, it's going to be really boring and everything...lol.  But anyways... I love doing things that make me feel special...

That's really all I have to say..
Love you guys always and forever plus a million years...

What you can do in a day...

June 20 2006
    Well, I know that it may seem weird, but you can do a lot in one day.  I don't really know how I can do all of this.
    I'm going bowling later today with some friends from school.  Yeah, I know... I know... I should have told people about it.  It's not like I didn't want you all to go; it's jsut that I didn't plan it.  It's kind of for band stuff.  Ya know, to get to know the people in your section.
    Anyways... My friend is coming over later like around 5:30 or some where close to that.  I had to clean up my room for her so she better have a great time over here... naaaaa just messin' around.  I had to clean my room anyways.
    I've got to vaccum my room before I leave to go bowling.  Yeah, I hate cleaning my room, but it has to be done.  Then, I have to put away all the clothes that are on my bed.  I know... I know... I shouldn't let my room get that messy but I did.  I promise to all the neat freaks that it won't happen again.
    Well, I guess that I will go for now, but before I go...
                           Qoute of the day
        "never let your sister go to the movies with you..."
    O.K. I'm going now...
Love you all even if you were pieces...

What a day...

June 19 2006
WOW!!!!  yesterday was sooooo amazing!!!!!  It was two months and he got me a rose.  I felt like an angel! I was sooooooooooo happy!  I can't really explain how I felt inside.  You just have to believe me.


June 16 2006
    Well if you haven't noticed I haven't been updating as much.  It's not because I don't want to it's because I've had so pretty bad stuff happen lately.
    My great grandmother, as most of you already know, pasted away.  She was ready to go and I knew she was.  I was planning on going to the drive-in movie on Monday night when we got a call saying that we had to go down for the visitation, so I didn't get to go to the movies.  I cried a lot but that was going to happen.  I was realy close to her.
    Then, I'm kind of sick over all that!  I haven't got my voice back fully from camp.  My head is all nasty!  Like, I have a headache all the time and my nose is running or it's stuffed up all the time.  Yeah, it totally stinks.  I'm going to go crazy if this doesn't clear up soon.
    Finally, my dad and my boyfriend are going camping with the Royal Rangers tonight and Saturday morning.  I think that it would be fun, but I don't know why my dad asked my boyfriend to go.  Well, he didn't ask him like, "Hey!  Do you want tol go camping with the Royal Rangers Friday and Saturday??"  No, it wasn't like that.  They were painting the church and Brantley said how much he loved to go camping (don't really know how they got on that subject).  Anyways, my dad said, "Well, if you love camping so much why don't you go with the Royal Rangers?"  Yeah, not the best thing to happen to me.  I know that my dad likes him and everything, but I don't think Brantley thinks that.
     Well, this is really all that's happened to me that I fell that I should put on here.  So, I'm going to go

~Love you all...

TOTALLY forgot something...

The Qoute of the Day
" Love me until the last petal falls..."

Nothing is wrong with life..

June 15 2006
Well, nothing is really going wrong in my life.  I just thought that my world was ending.  I think that my life is going GREAT right now.  I love it!!!  Everyone seems to be talking to me that needs to talk to me.  I have a boyfriend and he's amazing!!  I just love him to death!!!  Well anyways... I guess that I was a little under stress so yeah that might have been the problem.

Talk to you guys later...
Love you all,
~the amazed person~