That's all I have to say...

No one seems to know what's going on right now in my family.  I guess that's why I don't update.  My great grandmother is dying and they aren't going to do anything about it.  I just need someone's shoulder to cry on...

Tell me, when will all this end?  I want to know.  I just can't take much more of it.  It's going to drive me crazy!!!!  I can't help but wonder why I try to make everything seem fun and exciting when all people try to do is pull you down.  I just don't know what I'm going to do.  I just don't know...

Why...

I can't say that I haven't been doing anything because I have.  I have been doing EVERYTHING that I can and I don't know how I can do all of this.

I tried out for MYO ( Murfreesboro Youth Orchestra) and I made it with the power of God!!!!  It totally was Him.  I know it.  I didn't do very well in my try out so I know that it wasn't me who made it in by myself.  No, He helped.

Next, I had my Band Banquet and I cried.  I didn't think that it would be this hard to leave my middle school band directors.  I guess that I will have to go and see them all the time when I'm in high school.

Then, I had this meeting last night which lasted FOREVER!!!!!  It was sooooooooooooo  boring.  I really don't know how I sat there for that. 

Yes, my life is crazy and I don't know how I put up with it all but I do.  I guess that's about it for right now.
Love you guys...

P.S.  Qoute of the day
       "  don't tell me you love me unless it's true"

Well, not really doing anything right now.  I'm waiting for us to leave for graduation.  It's really sad because most of my friends at the high school are leaving and I don't think they will come back to visit me.  It's O.K. though.

Qoute of the day
" Don't feel like you haven't done anything when you have the rest of your life infront of you"

Nothing seems to be going wrong right now.  The girl that was making fun of me stopped and that made me REALLY happy because it was going too far.  No, it won't happen again (I hope). 

Well, must be going now...

So yeah I'm not really doing anything right now but sitting here on the computer.  I really haven't done a lot today but sit.

I guess that I will tell you all about my weekend.  On Saturday I went to Solo and Ensemble.  Came out to be that I got four 1's which is totally awesome!!!!  Then on Sunday I went to a friend's house to celebrate Mother's Day and stuff like that. 

I think that I'm going to start a qoute of the day thing and I'm going to start on this day.

"Qoute of the Day"
I hate it when you try to help but all they do is push you away...

Yeah that's really sad when it ends up like that.  I don't know how in the world I put up with this stuff!  I just don't know.  I guess it's God that helps me through all of it.  No, I know that God helps me through all of this.  If He didn't help me through it all I wouldn't be here on this Earth right now and that's a fact.

I don't know how to put everything into words anymore so just go through my mind if and when you need anything guys.

Love you all,
Your amazing friend,
"alive and well"  Daffodil~

Ok not really anything going on today, but I did go out to eat with my family (which is like the craziest thing you will see in weeks).

I haven't been doing much at school lateley so yeah that means school's almost out!!!!  Yes!!  That makes me sooo happy except that I have to be a freshman and that's means back to the bottom of the food chain...oh well, that's Ok.

Today was crazy in band.  I almost passed out because I had a headache and still had to play which was really bad.  I didn't do very well today if you know that passing out during that class is deadly!!  But I still made it through the day so yeah that rocked I guess...

Love you all,
Bubi~

Well, I guess that I did something today.  Ok Ok I guess that you got me I didn't do anything really.  My friends were mad at me though for not sitting with them at this pep rallt thing yesterday so yeah bummer.  Uuuhhh... that's pretty much all I did today.  Nothing else interesting to say but that I'm really bored right now.  g2g!  Bubi!

Ok, I really didn't do anything today.  I went over to the high school for the pep rally and didn't see anyone I knew so it stunk really bad being over there.  I did get out of most of my classes for it though.

I haven't been doing anything lately like going out somewhere with people but I might go somewhere on Friday I don't really know.

I guess that I will go...
Bubi~

Well... well... well... what happened to me today.  uuuhhh... I don't know really I did go to this cookout thing and saw all of my friends.  The only person that I didn't see was the one that I really wanted to see today. 

Yesterday I went to the youth cookout and saw Brantley (the one person I wanted to see.)  I played pool at the youth cookout and totally lost ever time.

I guess that I will go now.

Bubi!