i'm doin some hardcore work on my term paper thingy... bleah >.<

i stole this from Rachael Vance's phusebox cuz i love it:

i saw this on a random girl's myspace. haha i like it :)
----------------Girls----------------------------
------- -----are like apples-------------------
--------on trees. The best ones-----------
------are at the top of the tree.--------
----The boys dont want to reach------
---for the good ones because they ------
-are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
Instead, they just get the rotten apples-
---from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
-something is wrong with them, when in
--reality, they're amazing. They just
---have to wait for the right boy to-------
----- come along, the one who's-----------
----------- brave enough to-----------------
-----------------climb all----------------------
----------------- the way---------------------
-----------------to the top--------------------
---------------- of the tree.------------------

w00t.     tru dat.

"Will I be inhuman?
Will I be invisible to everyone?
I find nothing I want in a place like this
Which I escaped and tumbled into
I rip my feelings off my heart
And stick a smile on the mask
Please take me away from here
Before everything becomes a memory"
-Ayu (Happy Ending)

name: Rachel Chase
age: 18
birthday: Nov. 19, 1987
gender: female
weight: bleah
height: 5' 3"
location: TN, U.S.
land terrain: uhh... hilly... mountainous..? *shrugs*
favorite thing to do: sing, act, dance, internet blogs and forums, cooking
dislikes: ppl that don't shut up, ppl that think they r never wrong, ppl that waste time, zucchini, guilt
special talents: singing, acting, computer stuff
strange things i can do: i can touch my tongue to my nose
currently studying: Music Theory
allergic to: amoxicillin
fears: underwater, big dogs, big bugs, getting left behind, sharks, dinosaurs
favorite color: RAINBOW

interested in: Asia, musical theatre, computers, cooking
reputation at school: Christian girl that can sing
charm point: eyes, hair

hair color: brown
favorite word: topography
least favorite words: fag
best subject: Recess j/k lol lunch j/k lol choir j/k lol *shrugs* anything u can guess at lol
worst subject: math

nickname: Raye
pets: NONE
favorite food: veggies, chocolate

favorite drink: green tea

has a tendancy to: whine, worry

favorite dessert: fruit

favorite sea animal: blowfish

favorite land animal: koala

favorite fantasy creature: unicorn

fantasy: being a b'way star and/or pop/rock star- get married- have 2 kids and adopt 2
spends most of my time: on computer, singing

sneeze: energetic jolt of a sneeze

cant: see thru someone else's eyes easily
secrets: never sure of myself completely

favorite fruit: banana
favorite vedgetable: squash
dreams of: meeting Ayu and singing w/ her, meeting Drake Bell and singing with him

DONNIE'S HOME! ^^

she came over w/ some stuff to help me get well

these past few days seem so meaningless... i don't kno what to expect out of them... and i kinda sorta don't care... Ms. SHS pageant rehearsal tonite. lord no i'm not in the pageant. i'm just singin at it.

my mom and i (and hopefully Rae) are supposed to go prom dress shopping tomorrow... yeah, i'm still not sure... that dress is just SOOOOO BIG! >.<

if you think i should get this dress for prom, remark and tell why.... (it is too big so if i get it, i'm getting it altered [taken in and hemmed])

"When time passes by
What will be left for me?
My heart going on wishing for a miracle?
Or just

A scar?"
-Ayu (HOPE or PAIN)

WSS rehearsal was pretty good tonite... but i sleepy... my preparing for from adventures continue...

yeah, pretty dress but a negative! my boobs don't fit! >.<

I love my family (Dad, Mom, Bos)

I've started writing my Senior wills to my underclassmen.

"Yes, I stand up again and again
If there is a wall, we can break it
Don't you think our lives have only just begun?
So long as there is a way, we can open the door"
-Ayu (INSPIRE)

I went to Starbucks w/ Rae Rae this morning before school.

I love my Starbucks guy ^^ lol he is so cute

"You can start your plan whenever you like
And you can end it
When it's ready
It's up to you"
-Ayu (Startin')

so... i feel pretty crappy today...
Spring Forward one hour...
I'm so sleepy...
I'm wondering wether i'm gonna even go to prom... lately, i've been feeling really left out not having a date and i'm worried i won't have fun...

"I can't remember when it was good
Moments of happiness elude
Maybe I just misunderstood"
-Muse (Falling Away WIth You)

Yesterday, the Car Wash went pretty well

Rae and I left early and hung out.
We watched the Kids Choice Awards on Nickelodeon.
Drake & Josh won Favorite TV Show and Drake won Favorite Male actor! w00t!

Well, i had a pretty decent day today:

I spent the nite at Rae's last nite


we went to Bible Study at Chik-fil-A and met up w/ Debi, Will, and Elissa.


Wes went to Debi and Scott's house and made posters for our youth group's car wash tomorrow

I went home and ate lunch, watched the Nanny, took a nap, and went and got my FULL FLEDGED UNRESTRICTED REGULAR DRIVER'S LICENSCE! w00t! now i can drive w/ a butt load of ppl in my car! lol j/k lol

I cooked dinner tonite and it was amazing ^^ (stuffed shells)

so... that was my day... no drive in movie tonite... cuz itz all rainy...

but tomorrow, RIVER OAKS COMMUNITY CHURCH YOUTH GROUP CAR WASH!!!! 10am-3pm @ Hackett Bro. FREE!
DONATIONS ACCEPTED ^^ come help contribute to our Cornerstone fund!

anywayz... gotta go... i gotta work tonite... >.<

"So whatever result may be waiting for us
It's nothing but
Destiny"
-Ayu (HEAVEN)

so.... Elissa and I went to The Bridal and Formal Shoppe to look for me a prom dress. and we found this beauty:

itz even on sale! it was $238 but itz HALF OFF! >.< how great is that?? the good Lord DOES take care of you ^^ lol AND it matches this really pretty mask i have... and the prom theme is MASQUERADE!

oh, i got accepted into the school of music at MTSU w00t!

and i got in my tickets to see Wicked! ^^ double w00t w/ a whamy!

hmmm... wanted to go to the drive in movie tonite but... itz only Friday, Saturday, and Sunday nites.. >.<

last nite, i pierced my ear (safely w/ a do it yourself kit that Linda and Jackie got me for my birthday)

My brother and I are spending the nite at the Weber's tonite. Elissa and I are gonna cook dinner ^^ w00t! and we're gonna watch Memoirs of a Geisha and The Pest ^^

I hope today is a beautiful day!

"What journey will you make
in your limited time?"
-Ayu (Beautiful Day)

P.S. Happy 20th Anniversery, Mom and Dad!

I had a pretty good day yesterday:
Church
Camino Real
Will's Salvation
VTR (Voices That Rock) practice
nap
TV
Grocery shopping w/ Will
watching food network til 11:30 at nite lol

i realized i love to cook. i want to cook. who wants to come over and cook w/ me sometime over this lovely Spring Break?

If I were a month, I'd be: November
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 11:00 am
If I were a planet, I'd be: Saturn
If I were an animal, I'd be: a bird
If I were a direction, I'd be: Right
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: a love-seat
If I were a historical figure, id be: Eve
If I were a liquid, I'd be: green tea
If I were a tree, I'd be: dogwood
If I were a bird, I'd be: a cardinal
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: a fern
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: sunny w/ some clouds
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: a unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: a piano
If I were a wild animal, I'd be: a lion
If I were a color, I'd be: RAINBOW
If I were an emotion, I'd be : moody
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: squash
If I were a sound, I'd be: a sigh
If I were a car, I'd be: a  rainbow hippie van
If I were a song, I'd be: everysong on my iTunes lol
If I were a movie, I'd be: RENT
If I were a book, I'd be: Psalms
If I were a food, I'd be: artichoke
If I were a place, I'd be: Japan
If I were a material, I'd be: cotton
If I were a scent, I'd be: coconut
If I were an object, I'd be: a computer
If I were a body part, I'd be: a knee
If I were a facial expression, i'd be: a funny face
If I were a subject in school, I'd be: recess
If I were a shape, I'd be: triangle
If I were a number, I'd be: 777
If I were an article of clothing, I'd be: a skirt
If i were a pizza toping, I'd be: a mushroom
If i were a steet sign name, I'd be: Raye Ave.
If i were a painting, I'd be: Van Goh's Starry Night
If i were a pleasure, I'd be: eating!

ok... so nobody is gonna understand... so i'll explain:

itz Rachael Robertson's Adoption Birthday today! ^^ w00t!

so i slept in this morning for the first time in forever: weekdays i have school and weekends i babysit so i never get to sleep in!   it was pretty nice... nice dreams...

But i did forget our girls Bible study @ Chik-fil-A this morning...>.<

and i meant to go shopping and stuff today but i got a late start and was lazy...

i did finish making egg salad for the Tri-M Cabaret. which everyone should come to tonite.

Tri-M Music Society Cabaret @ Siegel High tonight @ 6-8
$3 for food and music!

P.S. I saw Pirates of Penzance last nite and it was pretty good. good singing, amazing set, very funny.

http://www.maninthedark.com/ haha yeah, wow. lol

I had a good idea today but i shall not act on it yet... too early...

so... i am SUPER tired! >.<

Drop Dead Fred is magically delicious ^^

"Troy:
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

Gabriella:
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free"
-Breaking Free (High School Musical)

the other day i was thinking "what are my Pet Peeves?" and i couldn't think of anything. but this morning, i discovered one.

I was running late getting out of the house to go to school this morning and my mom needed change for a 5 to give my brother and i lunch money. i didn't have change for a 5 so i just gave my brother 2 dollars cuz i had my own money for lunch. then my mom made us trade out money (him give me my 2 dollars for lunch and my mom gave him the 5 for lunch) WHY DID WE HAVE TO WASTE TIME BY EXCHANGING MONEY WHEN SHE COULD'VE JUST GIVEN ME THE 5! >.<

so i went out to my car and my mom had already started it w/ her key so the car is warm and we can just jump in and go. but no... my brother TAKES OUT MY MOM'S KEY TO PUT MINE IN! >.< yet another waste of time!!! >.<

so i don't like it when ppl don't hurry and do stupid things that waste time...

"Flowers are surely waiting for us
In a place we haven't yet seen
Before we are used to being bored
And our time passes quickly"
-Ayu (Pride)