I wish...

"in all the big shows lately all the leading ladys have to fly!"-Forbidden Broadway

these make me really happy:

Drake Bell


Ayumi Hamasaki

so on my way to 4th period i met the amazingly magical Elizabeth (who has very cool taste ^^). how exciting! ^^

Rae and I went shopping but ended up buying only some Frappichinos from Starbucks)


we also rented Drop Dead Fred which is a magical movie

look! a pic of Drake from yesterday! (after his accident.... notice the only thing really different is the lil scar on his chin which is kinda hot... lol)

Happy St. Patty's Day.

today totally sucked.

i had to go to school while the majority of my school friends went to New York.

bleah

i think the worst feeling i've had today is the feeling of "what am i doing? what can i do? what should i do? WHAT SHOULD I DO???!" i feel like i should be somewhere and i'm not there... i wanna do something fun and productive that means something...

why do i feel better when i'm on the computer?

"Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's weak self, tomorrow's strong self.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?"
-Ayu (Trauma)

so... i went and saw Damn Yankees last nite. it was pretty good! my lil sister was in it! ^^ everyone should go see it...

this morning feels like the worst morning ever... i'm here, in M'boro, TN, and the majority of my school friends are in New York... this is not a good day... so i'm at school, feelin' sick and prepared to do nothing all day but be bored... >.<

At least i got to see Kaleena yesterday and spend some time w/ her...

"Why am I so powerless and stupid?"
-Ayu (criminal)

I am working on my term paper thingy on Andrew Lloyd Weber. so if anyone has a book or magazine or something about him, it would be greatly appreciated...

i helped watch babies Sunday at church. here's some pics:

cute lil Taylor ^^

adorable Joshua

AWWW! ^^ Noah! ^^

Joshua and I ^^

"You see? We will get to that place some day
I want to show you a superb view
That's the sign for tomorrow, our future"
-Ayu (criminal)

so blocking rehearsal last nite was pretty much pointless for most of the ppl there... like we couldn't tell all the girls to come in from stage right during class...

"Am I just waistin' time
Trying to lose your mind
How do these things get done
So do you think it's true
When it comes out of you
Aren't we the lucky ones"
-Drake Bell (Telegraph)

I saw Ax of Murder last nite and it was awesome! ^^ Jackie is soooooo magical! lol tonite is the last nite so go see it at 7pm.

"everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
I go my way
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
Humming a song
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
If it makes no difference whether I may cry or smile
everybody GO! everybody JUMP!
I smile"
-Ayu (Humming 7/4)

"We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come
We're all in this together
When we reach
We can fly
Know inside
We can make it
We're all in this toghether
Once we see
Theres a chance
That we have
And we take it"
-High School Musical

Monday... blah...

"You shut the door of your heart with a violent noise
And lost the key to open it
A long time ago
So please tell me
Exactly what you feel
Just with common words
And with common expressions
Please let me hear"
-Ayu (About You) <--- one of my favs ^^

(pics from one of my fav Ayu performances of this song)

Today was pretty good.

the weather is sooooo nice and warm ^^

i went to church this morning and helped watch babies ^^ i got some adorable pics but i'm too lazy to go out to my car to get them >.< lol

then me and my family went to O'Charley's for lunch ^^

came home, took a nap, went and bought some frozen fruit (strawberries and peaches! ^^)

now i'm on the computer

later, i'm going to Northside to see Weston sing in worship ^^ i love that kid!

p.s. still on the look out for a prom dress >.<

My sister and I went shopping for my prom dress today.

No luck.

The ppl at The Bridal Storey are stuck up.

but i met a really nice Russian lady today.

the cook at China Wok is hot... i shall call him Xiou Lang.

and my car Margery is upsetting me cuz she's being retarded.

i feel like i'll never find a dress! >.<

Elissa w/ a pimpin' leprechan's hat on

me being retarded in my car

again, me bein stupid

lookin at prom dresses on ebay...

how awesome is that! ^^ Rachey likey! lol

oo ^^ pretty

not exactly what i want but RAINBOW ^^

i want either a red, purple, or rainbow dress ^^

I want someone I can say this to:
"There is something I want to tell you.
I could spend the fun times with anyone,
but when I'm sad, yeah,
no one else can take your place.

Even just in your dreams,
even in troubled times,
I don't want you to forget me.

Freedom in the right hand, Love in the left
We'll walk on, embracing both, and stumbling from time to time."

they are lyrics from an Ayu song called UNITE!.

Ayu's new single is in stores now (in like Asia lol)

and this is the cover of Ayu's next concert DVD:

I want it... >.<

today today

won't be just any day

today there will be no drama crap!

WSS rehearsal after school.

Ayu's new single is out today.

Today. Today was ok.

We're out of school Friday. w00t.

I need to go shopping for my prom dress.

I LOVE you all.

Hey ppl! ^^ today is a new day!

no rehearsal today ^^ which is good cuz i'm tired but bad cuz i like rehearsal and we need to work on stuff...

Freshman Orientation tonite and Chamber Choir has to be there to sing... then i can go home *sigh*

"When we chose our ways to set out
You and I still looked like a child with unprotected smile
Though it has become difficult
To smile in complete innocence like we did at that time
We can realize more now
We can see more now
So I remember my promise to you
That I wouldn't easily give up"
-Ayu (Born to be...)

I stayed after school for West Side Story rehearsal... which went pretty well... minus some girl drama...

I have a voice lesson tomorrow! ^^ w00t!

Check out Ayu's new Panasonic commercial: http://panasonic.jp/dc/gallery/cm/fx01_30sec/512k.html
she is so magical!

i watched the Oscars last nite.

itz so ironic that the only ppl that thanked God/Jesus was 3/6 Mafia from TN, who, after performing a song called "It's Hard Out Here for a Pimp" and thanking Jesus for winning an Oscar, promptly said the F-word...

ironic...

I stayed after school for West Side Story rehearsal... which went pretty well... minus some girl drama...

I have a voice lesson tomorrow! ^^ w00t!

Check out Ayu's new Panasonic commercial: http://panasonic.jp/dc/gallery/cm/fx01_30sec/512k.html
she is so magical!