June 15 2006
"We are beautiful fighters
To be honest
There are some terrible days
But the girls who live
Without stopping nor giving up are
Beautiful fighters
The unhealed wound
Sometimes opens
But shuts again in time"
-Ayu (Beautiful Fighters)


June 15 2006

Last nite at Bible Study. Eric led a little lesson on Ephesians 6: 10-20 and it was pretty cool.


June 14 2006

I have a secret w/ a couple of my friends... and i'm excited about it. I dreamnt about it last nite.


June 13 2006
"I even wonder like the word 'love'. How many times has it been erased or deleted or burned? And there are some words that we should get rid of! like... 'goth-tard'...
Just because I'm introspective and I walk among the shadows, it doesn't mean I can't hear you..."


June 12 2006

So who watched the Tony awards? I did. Alot of great performances. Alot of surprises.

gotta love Sutton Foster!


June 10 2006

Happy Fart Day, all! i wish i could've done something to celebrate this fun-filled glorious holiday but i had to work (last nite til 9am and today from 11am to 7pm). and i have to work tonite til 9am tomorrow... 
and then i have church.
and then lunch
and then help out at Scott's for our youth garage sale thingy
and then to Brady's to watch.... *drum roll please* THE TONYS!!!! ^^ can't wait!
i am such a nerd!


June 09 2006

Jackie, Brady, and I are drawing up a contract to pomise to move to New York together in 2-4 years.


June 05 2006

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June 04 2006

Dude, check out this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CunJcv89wuk&search=Myspace%20movie

Itz MySpace the Movie.     "DO YOU WANNA SEE THE ANGRY BEAVER?"


June 01 2006

I am in New York.

I am going to see Wicked.

Go ahead.                      Take a bite out of my Big Apple.


May 27 2006

I leave for New York tomorrow.

Wish me well.

 I'm really excited.

I'll miss you all.


May 26 2006


pick up Elissa


Pizza (@ Mellow Mushroom)


getting locked out of my car w/ the keys inside

Moe's for dinner

Barbie and the Rockers

Power Rangers the movie

Sleeping Beauty


sleeping in

making a fruit pizza ^^

OMG!  WATCH THIS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8KKIsJYIk4  (WARNING: some foul language but funny and Drake Bell is in it!)

"I don't particularly feel like
walking in front of anyone.
But I don't feel like walking
behind anyone either."


May 23 2006

Currently Watching
Ferris Bueller's Day Off

Bosly's sick.

High School Musical is out on DVD. and i bought it.

i just finished off a box of croutons.


May 21 2006

Graduation went well.  itz very surreal...

Singing at church this morning was way more fun than i thought it'd be... (some moshing was involved lol)

The Arthritis Walk was successful. We did a 5K walk! w00t! so i am exhausted...

The Graduation party at Scott and Debi's was AWESOME! ^^ great food (big cake ^^ lol), trampoline, ping pong, numerous other activities, music, and very very interesting and fun ppl!

Tomorrow is the End of the Year recital for all of Donna Shearron's Senior (now graduated) students. It starts at Bell Aire at 6. be there or be L-7! lol

"Choosing only the things you like
isn't irresponsible.
If you can't find anything you like
then why accept the responsibility?
I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept."


May 20 2006

Ayu is the shiz.

Happy Graduation to me... and my fellow classmates...


May 19 2006

i went to Blackman's graduation yesterday... Congrats to Jordan, Garrett, and Eric for making it.

I went thru all the clothes in my closet today... and wow... i can't believe i still have some of that stuff! i used to wear some very "interesting" things lol

"We dreamed fantasies
In our infancies
They are now unfolding surreally before our eyes"
-Ayu (Replace)

that quote seems fitting for graduation...

"I’m ready to take a bow,
I’ve taken a solemn vow,
My destiny here, and now!
I’ll astonish the world!"
-Jo, Little Women the musical


May 16 2006

I love my dad SO MUCH. without him, i would be in hell (literally). I cannot thank God enough for him...

John 14:27 is really really nice...

I wrote a song today called "If I Should Die"

maybe i'll post it sometime but i'm too lazy at the moment.

and i'm putting together a list of my favorite love songs. (too lazy to post that either lol)

but one love song i adore is "Let Me Be Your Wings"! (itz from the Thumbelina movie)

"Let me be your wings
Let me be your only love
Let me take you far beyond the stars
Let me be your wings
Let me lift you high above
Everything we're dreaming of will soon be ours
Anything that you desire
Anything at all
Everyday I'll take you higher
And I'll never let you fall"
-Let Me Be Your Wings, Thumbelina



May 15 2006

I left school after 2nd period today cuz i rock lol

no more school for me...     well, except for my voice lesson tomorrow...

i have some goals for this summer.

and here they are:

-get another job
-have a camp-out in my backyard
-go to New York (see Lestat and Wicked)
- go to Cornerstone 2006 music festival
-audition for and perform in a show
-write a song
-learn all the choreography from High School Musical
-make a new friend
(i'll add as i think of more...)

"It would be nice if
we could throw away everything
but what is most important;
Reality is just cruel"
-Ayu (Dearest)

Happy Mother's Day!

May 14 2006
"What you offered straight to me
With a smile for the last time
Was just so beautiful
That I gave way to tears

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love

We sought for each other
Lost ourselves at times
And found each other at last
So whatever result may be waiting for us

It's nothing but

la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la

In the sky you set out for
Stars are shining tenderly upon me

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
You see? The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here like this

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here

Trust me, my love
You live within me
So I'll never
Say good-bye to you

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love"



May 13 2006

Mother's Day is tomorrow.

I got my mom some pansies and a cute crock pot.

I love my mom.


I love my dad.                          He and I went to Sushin for dinner and shared a Salmon Teriyaki Bento Box. it was amazing! i love veggies, fish, and exotic food! i also bought some Morinaga Hi-Chews while i was there (itz a candy Ayu endorses)

"It's true, isn't it? It seems as though
we're headed for a new century. It's miraculous:
This is something you can only taste once."
-Ayu (evolution)