Confusion surrounds all around me.  Others can't see it, but I surely can feel it.  I search for answers and I found....none.  I search for something to make a little bit of sense and I found... none.  Yes, I'm looking in the wrong places but I'm confused where to step.  The answers are right in front of me and still it seems too confusing to understand.  Confusion is like a ball, the more I let it surround me, the harder the bounce.  ( think about that one.)  The question Why is all up in my mind boggling thoughts.  Why can't I...  Why is everything...  Why, why why...