When i woke up this morning after hitting the snooze button about 2 times, i opened my eyes and looked around.  i began to analyze my thoughts asking myself, "am i over it?  is my heart healed completely?"  i sat up in bed and pondered for a few more minutes.  Then, all of a sudden an overwhelming feeling of Joy began to fill my heart.  God's Love covered me.  I sat in bed drenched in God's spirit.  The feel of His arms tightly wrapped around me.  The sound of His voice that was harmony to my ears softly spoke " I love you more than words can say.  I love you more than what actions can do.  I love you more than what you can understand.  I love you so much that your broken heart is no longer broken.  The joy you feel is ME patching your brokeness of your heart.  When you cried your very last tear, without you noticing, while you laid down to sleep, I held you in My arms.  As you curled into my arms, I watched my tears fall unto your face as you slept peacfully.  My tears were not tears of hurt but of Joy that you now feel in your heart.  I have seen how your brokeness drove you into depression.  I have seen how your brokeness kept you away from me.  It killed me watching you weap by your bedside.  I could not do anything but to weap next to you.  I desperately wanted to hold you in my arms and take care of your sorrows, but you didn't let me.  When you gave me permission, the Joy that I felt, is the Joy you are feeling now.  I heard your cries from day one.  I tried to take your hurt and I tried to wipe your tears.  But you took it away and told me that you could do it.  My love, remains in you.  My spirit remains in you.  My joy remains in you.  I live in you....."