i love christmas... i mean, i love the whole year, i love every holiday every weekend, but i love christmas the most. every one is in a better mood and i like that. if you know me you know that a majority of my life i've been in a good mood. i've mastered the art of seeing the rainbow behind the cloud. don't ask me how, i just have. and i am a genuinely happy person i'd say 95% of the time... 95% of MY LIFE. so when christmas rolls around and every one else is on my mood level... i love love love it. it's like we're all being nice to each other. we're all happy to be sharing the planet and it's just not a ton of people walking around in their little bubble thinking the world revolves around them and the earth is going to implode if their crush doesn't call or the pot roast doesn't turn out just right. call me crazy... why can't we forget these things all year round? why do we constantly scrutinize absolutely everything. it seems like nothing is ever enough. we let the little things get under our skin and eat away at us until there is nothing left for it to hide under and it has to surface. i just got WAY WAY WAY side tracked by my train of thought...

in a nutshell i love christmas becaue every one seems to genuinely happier than they are the rest of the year.

and i love it because Laura-Anne will be home... i LOVE her.