There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

sooo yeah ive been really busy!!!! its been crazy!

i miss my buddie Jason!!! i know he is haveing soo much fun in college!!!

well im off to eat ice cream w/ jamie and catch up! luv yall!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

i love you for you not for what others want you to be.

soo i cant make up my mind on what i want...o well im waiting for tha Lord to tell me!

Friday night was soo much fun! went to Hodges...Jeff taught me how to play pool!!! i won both times i played!!! YAY!! there is some picture over there if you want to look at them...----->

got a butt load of school work to do and not enough time to do it!!! got to work tomorrow...soo there goes my day tomorrow!!! i got my paycheck....YAY!!! i was excited!

well adios!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

you can call me a goody goody all you want...but tonight i got invited to a FRAT PARTY and i didnt go!!! im sorry that isnt my style and i dont drink soo i didnt go!!! ya know i thought my true friends would understand y i dont go but i guess they just like to talk behind my back!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

well!!! college!! what can i say!! i like it!!! im getting used to all tha work but yeah ill be fine!!!
my classes are great!!! i think my fav is my Math class!!! mrs fisher is a great teacher!!!! im actually learning things that my teachers in high school never taught me!!!! lol!!! which is good i guess!!
college is soo different from High school!!! i went up to blackman today to get something from Mrs Rhome....during a class change!!! i felt old! i was like wow im soo glad im out of here!! soo many memories came back some good and yet some i didnt want to remeber!!! yall ppl in high school dont complain about tha work load....there is more in college!!! soo get used to it!!!
i had to drop a class...and im probably gonna have to cut back on hours at work...i didnt want to drop my class and i really dont want to cut back on hours!!! but i have to keep my grades up and keep my schlorship!!!
im soo happy i see ppl i know everyday!!! i have met some new ppl in each class!!! they are really nice!!
well i have to go to work now! adios!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

AO last night was AMAZING!!!! i cant wait to see everything that God is gonna be doing!!! i met some new ppl!!! im sooo excited...i just cant hide it!!!

well lets see i think im gonna hate Thursday tha most this semster i was on campus all freakin day!!! bored!!! but next week we get to go bowling soo im excited!!!!

i was just walkin to class today listenin to my favorite band Kutless(even though BJ doesnt like them) and God was just showing me things through tha songs!!! wow!!! im just sooo amazed by his works in my life!!!!

Love Through Christ!!!
~Rachel~

I wrote a letter yesterday
trying to explain
couldnt find the words to say
cause your so far away
so far away......

im supposed to be doing my homework in my writting class....i just cant think and want to do it!! i have soo much on my mind right now its crazy!!! God has shown me i havent expected and i didnt know that he wanted that for me!!! but i guess i will listen to him and do what he wants!!!!

i wrote a letter to a friend today...im not gonna send it to him..but it basically tells him how i feel and what he put me through and how it still effects me everyday!!! after writting and putting in all in front of me i feel better about a lot of things!!! im finally over it all and Praise God for that!!!

Love Through Christ!!
~Rachel~

after 6 months of going to tha doctor....2 different medicines.....getting sick a lot....a billion bandages....and 2 surgeys!!!! i dont have to go to tha doctor anymore!!!! WOOO HOOOO!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

hahahah today was fun!!! me and Jamie got to school about 7:00 our moms made us leave early to have plenty of time to get there...and make it to class!!!! well 1st we get out of our cars then tha wind trys to blow us away! our umbrellas didnt like us...they didnt want to work at all!!! jamie kept stepping in puddles and my shoe would not stayed tied(i tied it like 5 times...i offically hate shoes)!!! we have decided we want a motorcycle....they have tha best paking!!! but then we decided wait we could just ride w/ Nate were little! we finally made it to tha KUC to get something to eat b/c i was hungry(im always hungry) and Jamie wanted a water!!! left there talked to Ryan Conley...this time i stepped in tha huge puddle! finally made it to class and met Robin! it was an adventure today!!!!

soo i have to drop my favorite class....which sucks!!! im not happy about it but i know it i drop it i will be able to get through these deveoplemental classes through and passed!!! Bryan Hibdon knows what im talking about! so now im down to 13 hours of school!!!!

off to Math! with Mrs Fisher!!! YAY!!! I miss Matt!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

rain + hair =really curly!!!

today was good day! i have to say! i need more sleep though! i like my classes....Bryan is in my reading class...today was fun w/ him!

i was reading my bible during break at work!!! i love reading his word!!! he is soo amazing!!! this summer ended and i have to say it was tha best one i have ever had!!! God showed up in so many ways and i have learned soo much!

EDIT!!! God is amazing!!! I know why im at MTSU!!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

Everything will happen in Gods time......I just have to be patient!!!

i just want to feel better....i have a fever tha night b4 i start college...joy!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

tonight i was leaving Jennifers...and well i walked down tha stairs and around tha corner and there were these 3 really big black guys!!! and yes i was scared...but by tha grace of God...my mom called right then!!! i was like thank you Jesus!!! i havent been that scared since getting lost in tha bronx in new york city!!!

Love Through Christ!!!
~Rachel~

tonight at tha football game... Terry Spann...i friend of mine was hurt really bad! all i know he that he was sent to tha hospital!!! could everyone please pray for him! thanks!!!

and please pray for me!!! im still not feeling good at all!!! thanks

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

i feel like crap, i probably look like crap to! and i have to work tomorrow!!!

tonight was fun tho!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make joy complete by being like-minded having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose.

Philippians 2:1-2

Love Through Christ!!
~Rachel~

not feeling to well today!!! im really happy i have off tomorrow!!!

got my books for school....over $300 soo i did pretty good.....tha only book i wanted was my music book...b/c that tha only class and bowling that i care that im taking!!! pretty sure my math book weighs like 20 pounds!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

soo my dad isnt to happy at tha moment....and he isnt even in town...at a couple of my friends!!! i could see y he isnt happy w/ them!!! ya know friends are supposed to support you if they feel like your doing tha right thing....well they thought i was but yet they stabbed me in tha back...soo yeah please pray for me

work was long but easy today! got only a 5 hour 4 hour shift tomorrow im excited!!!

goin to Elizs house to help her pack tomorrow!!! man im gonna miss her!! but were gonna have fun tomorrow!!!

i really need to go to walmart!

AO thursday night....im excited!!

well im off to beddy!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

I Pray for the Day when you dont have to worry about me anymore......

today was good....i like working at a clothing store...i found some things that i liked...soo Densie told me how to put them aside for me!!! i was exctied!!!

tonight....after i went to tha tanning bed....i just decided im gonna just go for a drive!!! it felt good to blast Kutless and really have time to myself to think about a lot of things!!!

Eddie got baptized last night!!! YAY!!! went to Robins apartment w/ Jamie Whitney Lauren Crystal, AJ, Shaun, Alex and Eddie!!! had a blast!!! me and Jamie sat and just talked while they were gone gettin food!!! o i hate tha movie American Pie! i hope to never have tha chance to see that movie again!!! i learned some new things about cars last night!!!

i got a book from MTSu GREEK LIFE.....okay nope sorry i dont want to join you!!!

well im out!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

truth, trust, wisdom, guidance, patteince, tha one, love, friendship....and many more...are things you recieve when you WAIT FOR THE LORD!

well last night was fun!!! went up to Nashville!! to hear Justins friend sing! w/ Jennifer, Nate and Amy! we met Justin, Kayla and some other ppl up there!!! tha music was by far tha best part of tha night!! tha lyrics were my favorite!!!

church was amazing this mornin!!! i was having some problems staying awake but i made it and Brother Deans sermon was great!!

slept when i got home after church! and i think im about to go back to sleep!!!

yall pray for me!! im workin 38 hours this week! and i have to wear closed toed shoes well w/ just having surgey on my foot...it kinda uncomfortable!!! soo yeah!

i REALLY MISSS....Jason Patrick Kyle and Dena!!! this morning at church wasnt tha same without Patty Boy and Jason!!! ill be okay tho!!! I guess i better go ahead and read Denas letter! i havent gottin tha guts to! i guess its time!!!

luv yall!

Love through Christ!
~Rachel~

things are insane right now...but i have to say God is turning tha insane things into wonderful things!!!!

i told myself i would never like this certain type of guy again! well God slapped me in tha face!!!!

goin to church late tomorrow!!! Eddie gets baptized tomorrow!!! YAY!!! im soo happy for him! i remeber when i got baptized i got baptized w/ Ellen!!! i think that is my favorite memory of her!!! i miss her and Bruce!!!

well im off to see Justins Friend play tonight!!! wooo hooo!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

wow...i really dont know what to say!!! God has shown me soo much! now i just have to wait and see what happens w/ it!!! im soo thankful to have him part of my life!!!

work was a blast!!! i have to say i had fun!!! i went through some crazy things today!!! if anyone has any clothes they would like to get rid of they need to donate it to the Outreach Thrift Store...over by Jackson Heights Movie Theather!!!

im off to bed....im exhausted!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

its crazy!!! but i have to say i like it a lot!!! i only know a couple ppl that work there! b/c i have only worked w/ 2 ppl soo far!!!
this afternoon should be interesting!!! but i like this job a lot!!!!
off to work!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

no more ice cream for me!! even tho i gained a lot of weight...i finally got sick!!!

goin to bed!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

well someone finally got my car...w/ tha car chalk stuff!!!
to tha ppl that did it:
i laughed sooo hard when i saw it!
my mom thought it was funny!!!
next time it happens do it better!! lol!!
my dad didnt like tha idea that we have red paint on tha driveway now...since were trying to sell our house...he said it looks like someone was shot on our driveway!

this morning was interesting!!! i had to wash my car at 7 this morning b/c tha stuff stuff was running and my dad didnt it to ruin my car but i have pictures!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

well today i was going through some thigns in my room.....soo many memories came back! i got angry and started crying through tha whole process!!! some of tha things i was sooo angry i ripped it up chunked in tha garbage! but then some things i just looked at and started crying...but then it hit me that i had to throw it away...i needed to do it tho! some of those things had to be thrown away or ill never move on! but i am!

i really need to start gettin ready! but i know if i actually get in tha shower and dry my hair and straighten it...it will just go curly again! soo im just sitting here watching Gilmore Gurls! wasting time!

wow...it hit me that this fall semeter..i have 16 hours...2 jobs...church...family and friends!!! its gonna work! lol!!!

well i think im gonna go get ready now! lol!!! luv ya!!!

o yes my IPOD will be here Wednesday..im excited! it came from China! wooo hoo!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~