i am about to attempt to go to bed... amazing. i haven't been to bed this early in forever. but you know what will happen, don't you? i will get in my room, think about some stuff i need to do... do it... and then it will be late... and then i will be asleep a total of, hmmm about 2 or 3 hours. yes i said 2 or 3 hours. why you ask? well, i am meeting everyone at amber's at 4am. yes AM. her flight leaves at 6:18. so gotta get there early ya know. so in the event that i would not sleep well, i took a risk and took some sleeping medicine. yeah, we'll how that works out when i wake up at 3:15. but i will try my hardest to sleep tomorrow during the day. which may be a tad difficult considering i will be anxiously awaiting my next airport visit tomorrow night! *dances* nathan is coming home!!!

speaking of nathan, he remined me i always have a friend in Jesus, even if he was just saying it in a joking manner, because i was crying and he was just trying to make me happy. but i do. and he would always want me around. he would have me over anytime. he won't ever leave me out. praise Him for that!

well, i am really going to try to get some sleep. so i hope everyone has a great night!!!