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January 03 2006

is it wrong that i will take tons of pain for someone and still look at it as I want to help them so much that it's all worth it?
  If someone means something to you, I feel you can not give up.
Someone's struggling, just saying you're there i don't think is enough
And I don't like people denying help, when those that care come of the woodwork.  They come out and they try and save you from defeating yourself. 
I've seen so many people try time and time again to fix their own problems, including me, and have nothing to show for it.
I don't like how people change.. I know it happens, but i don't have to like it. 
Also it hurts most when someone once says that you're one reason that they stop doing something, then change into someone that seems like they don't want your caring...
why do people do this!?  i just wanna know.. really.. i just want to... then i'll be satisfied...

Jessica Jo

January 03 2006
It's one of the most complicated things in life. I know because I am going through it myself. And no it's not wrong to take a lot of pain from someone and feel it's worth it. You obviously care for this person a great deal and you obviously want to help them. The only thing we have to watch out for is when their pain is changing who we are. I know that I can get so wrapped up into helping other people and carrying their pain that I forget who I really am because I let it overwhelm me. I'll be praying for you.