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Who am I?

How quickly I've forgotten,
I'm lost and alone,
Who's this intruder, left fallen?

Since when did I lose myself?
Since when did I drift here?
My friends don't talk to me...
But rather I sit and I fear...

I wonder what's wrong with them,
Yet, they're mad at me for caring to ask,
It's hard for me to understand this,
On the opposite side of the looking glass...

Some think I'm annoying...
I wonder what I have to offer....
Constantly depressed... I wonder
Do I make THEM suffer?

I just wanted to see a smile,
And that would make my day,
But so often I find, that
Laughter can quickly fade away...

How much I miss the wonderful times,
When nothing seemed to matter,
And life was not full of all this
Confusing bits of "blibber-blabber"..

I'm sorry...
But are those the words to say?
Please God, help me find something from it all....
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