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July 01 2006

New musical artist I've been listening to
Tim O'Reagan
Wow


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June 26 2006

well if there is one thing that I've learned from dating Nathan it's this:


Smiling&laughing are wonderful.

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June 24 2006

[he gave me something to fall for]



good for you, young man

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June 18 2006

"life ain't always beautiful,
but i know i'll be fine"


hope is beautiful
i have hope
[iloveit]

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June 13 2006

EsSkat3r49: hotness
oh ohxoh: what?
EsSkat3r49: u
oh ohxoh: haha
EsSkat3r49: u are
oh ohxoh: no. but thank you
EsSkat3r49: ya
EsSkat3r49: its crazy how u are
oh ohxoh: what do you mean?
EsSkat3r49: like a goddess call me what u want but ive thought about u all summer (im not crazy)


i think i love this kid now....
haha. riiight.

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June 11 2006

*sigh*

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June 10 2006

i don't think my daddy likes me anymore
:/


hahaha

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June 09 2006

am i not allowed to be happy?
this is best for me&him
but instead he gets all dramatic and asshole on me


i just wanna scream


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June 08 2006

this one is calling me out of my shelter, to face the truth.


kids. ew. babysitting. double ew.
i'm here, letting reice distract hanna and caleb
ugh


i am so confused
do i love him?
but i really wanna date him..
but the guy i "love"....
ugh. how does this work?

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June 07 2006

i am definately crushing on a certain young man
        w0w the past two days made it worse
& sitting on the roof until two in the morning doesn't help anything
        well yeh it does. but it made other things worse


yum.
wheat thins...


some guy31689: he needs to get high with trent


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June 04 2006


i got bit by the footlights
i got caught in the headlights
in any place but here

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June 03 2006

is anyone really worth it?


i vote no.


 have hope for that world that reeks of the scent of flowers, and is always blue skies deep in your soul.

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May 29 2006
jealousy
ew
i hate it
but i can't help it when i see those gorgeous girls...

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May 27 2006
how did we end up like this?
         i really like it
i really love you

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May 24 2006

so i kept it.
oops?


today, hopefully, my, nikki, and jonathon at the park
haha


sumer is here, dears
congrats
have fun.

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May 22 2006

what would you say if i pierced my lip?


i'm going to miss jonathon
*sigh*
that boy kept me going this year

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May 20 2006
tell me that i was wrong
tell me that i am wrong
even though you don't know my version of him
even though you don't see his thoughts
even though you don't really know me
tell me that i was wrong
tell me that i am wrong
so no one knows either of us
so no one can understand our motives
so no one sees it like me
even though
tell me that i was wrong
tell me that i am wrong
speak to me like you know
speak to me your truth
speak to me how it should be
tell me that i was wrong
tell me that i am wrong
to love a boy like him
to love that boy
tell me that i was wrong
to fall in love
tell me that i am wrong
to be in love

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May 19 2006

ohohoh
guess who i get to see tomorrow?
BETH
how cool is that?
         {in case you don't know that is super duper amazingly cool}
she's so much cooler than you


it's getting better
sorta
not really....


but i'm laughing

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May 16 2006

i broke my finger
          i have to wear glasses cos of an eye infection
i broke a boy's heart on accident
          i have an almost broken heart


everything is going so not right
and it's getting hard to deal with
and i don't have a best friend anymore to help
and this is sad.


haha
i like to laugh
you should laugh too


i am officially doing xc next yr
yay for me

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May 13 2006

"it hurts to want everything&nothing at the same time"-Michelle Branch
i get that line now. haha


people people people. if you've tried calling me on my cell...SO SORRY but it's been acting..odd. so just keep trying? and once my phone goes back to normal yeh....lol.


today+me=m-day shopping, cleaning, entertaining Mary (bri's g.f) and Richard


*sigh* it's not going the way it should