I'm feeling like a dare devil today;   Like I could go do something crazy.  Something way out of charachter for me.  Don't know what though. 

What are your Dreams?

why is it that as we get bigger (older) our dreams get smaller.  Why can't I still want to be a princess and live in a castle?  We want to be rich, atronauts, presidents, surgeons....etc.  at first. Then we just want to have a lot of money,  work for NASA, be vice-presidents, and nurses.  We grow up and become people who get by paycheck to paycheck,  watch the discovery channel, vote (occasonally), and visit the doctor.   When did we lose faith in ourselves?  We are brought into this world with a destiny I believe that.  However, I think we see a different vision sometimes than God had intended.  I refuse to stop dreaming.  I refuse to lose the inspiration for great living.  Now is the only time we have left. 

I got my first team member over the weekend.  I am freakin' thrilled.   I couldn't believe how easy it was.   And it really showed me why I can't pre-judge what people are going to say because I truly thought this person was only going to be a product user.  I guess some people are just waiting for a good oppurtunity and others have to see the results first.  I am having a great day....busy but great.  I hope everyone else is too! 

Okay, so apparently I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning because i visited all of my friends phuseboxes and all I could think was negative things.  Like how is it possibly realistic or even okay for someone to just call on God when they hit a road bump but he's not already an obvious part of their life otherwise they would have known to just pray instead of asking someone else.  Why do people expect God to just run to their rescue everytime things don't go their way.  Not that he won't,  but I think it's sad that people have come to expect it.  another thing is that I don't know how much I believe in the whole Bono anti-poverty thing.  It makes me think of the cigarette commercial where the company spends like a million dollars doing something good and like 20 million talking about it.  I mean honestly nothing against Bono  because I'm not sure I even know who that is but do we really believe he's out to save the world or maybe he just wants to boost sales?  I guess it doesn't matter to me, I surely am not doing anything in Africa and I am definately not sending them any money.  Somebody needs to send me some money.  And there's nothing wrong with praying I guess even if it's only when you need something.  But if I had a friend that only called me when they needed help,  I probably would stop answering the phone.  Guess that's why I'm not God!

I have sooooo much on my mind that I can't unjumble the thoughts and place them on this page.......February is such a hard month this year..... (I like dot, dot, dots) ......................

Matt B's B-day,  Honey's B-day, V-day,  Mel's shower, Mel's PARTY!,   2 big doctor apps. in Nashville, I had to buy a new vacuum cleaner,$$$$$,   and  the list goes on....... 

I am very excited don't get me wrong but I must admit, I am slightly overwhelmed!!!!  I guess it just means I have a lot to look foward to this month right?

fuckin' retarded machine.  now i'm super pissed and i don't want to write anything......../......,mhjb vghd cxbyufgahh9p

I am so very excited about the upcoming events in my life..... I can't believe that Mel is gonna be married in a few weeks.  We are gonna CELEBRATE!  I love it.  Party with the Queens on the 25th!!!!! Do you feel the excitement?  And BABY BABY have I got a secret!?!?  NITE NITE

Innocuous means harmless..... but, it also means not offensive or hostile.  My new years resolution to myself is to be more innocuous.  To consider what is going to come forth from my mouth before it actually comes forth from my mouth.  Sound good?  Mustard and Ketchup is what the oldest of my two sons decided to nick-name his-self and his brother.  Which has worked out to my favor since honey doesn't want me to put their names or pictures on here.  I can still talk about them but I don't upset their father. 

Mustard and Ketchup are sleeping.  It's a great day to take a break.