I got the privilege tonight to spend an evening just worshipping with 5 beautiful women... was able to soak in their wisdom and weaknesses as well as being allowed to be a vulnerable little girl and share what God is or isn't doing with me... it was just so precious... God is so good. He knows what we need when we need it and how we need it... Then on the train I was listening to my CD player (my ipod is still dead) and this song that I have listened to a thousand times in the last week finally soaked in... It totally hit to the core of what I am dealing with.

All I know- Matt Wertz

I don't know how the stars hang
Or how there is night and there is day
I don't know you spoke into the black
and made it all obey

All I know is the bleeding in my heart
and the healing your touch
all I know is that you gave everything
so let that be enough
This is all I know
Its all I know

I don't know how your love works
How you cover me in grace
I don't know how you swallow all I am
When I can't stand my taste

All I know is the bleeding in my heart
and the healing your touch
all I know is that you gave everything
so let that be enough
This is all I know

I can't explain your mystery
But I know the answer
Its all I know