I've come to realize that I too often rely too much on self! I began reading the Ragamuffin Gospel last night and I realize that I have fallen into the misconception that Christianity is a selfish attainment. That, through my own efforts, I can earn the grace, approval, and forgiveness of God! HA! Now that I realize how ridiculous that is, I scoff! Ephesians 2:8, "For by GRACE you have been saved through faith; and that NOT OF YOURSELVES, IT IS THE GIFT OF GOD." Romans 2:4, "...GOD'S kindness LEADS YOU to repentance". If we could earn these things ourselves then what would be the need in a God? And if we could earn these things then what standard would be used to justify your receiving these gifts? I am thankful that I don't have to answer these questions.

However, through meeting with Bro. Eric today, I also realized that this doesn't allow me an excuse to be lackadaisical. We still have standards. Matthew 5:48, "Therefore you are to be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect." As Brennan Manning points out in the Ragamuffin Gospel, Christianity is not an instant transformation into perfection. It is a goal we, by the grace and faith of God, work towards. It takes a great practice of self discipline/control and sacrifice. 2 Peter 1:4-8, "For by these He has granted to us His precious and magnificent promises, in order that by them you might become partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world by lust. Now for this very reason also, applying all diligence, in our faith supply moral excellence, and in your moral excellence, knowledge; and in your knowledge, self-control, and in your self-control, perseverance, and in your perseverance, godliness; and in your godliness, brotherly kindness, and in your brotherly kindness, love. For if these qualities are yours and are increasing, they render you neither useless nor unfruitful in the true knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ."

I am excited about the community that God is brining together and has allowed me to be a part. I pray that we can be a true community and hold each other accountable to the standards that we are called too. Its not always fun, easy, or nice. But, I believe accountability is an integral part of our growth. I want you guys to hold me to that standard, to challenge me. I love you guys more than you will ever know and that I will ever be able to show you.