School started back and i'm really trying to be positive but it's been really boring so far...most of the school is gone and yes we are doing some work in a few classes but it's mostly alot of sitting in a desk and staring at the wall.(ok i'm not complaining about not doing work i just think they should give us the week off.)

I just got back from the MTSU homecoming game and it was pretty fun even though i had no idea what was going on. I'm really tired and nothing seems to be coming out quite right whenever i say something...so i guess that's all...our yard sale went pretty well today.(in case anyone was interested.) I'm still trying to think of places i could move so if anyone has any ideas please tell me...i was thinking maybe England cause i've always wanted to go there but it's kinda far away...

Today was the last day of Fall Break and it was kind of depressing. I did get a new cd though...Anberlin. It's awesome! I highly recommend it.I really wish Fall Break was longer but i guess i can make it till Thanksgiving but that seems so far away. In other news...my parents have decided to have yet another yard sale and i have to get up and help. Oh what fun...

Yes...I know i should still be asleep since it's fall break but...i have so much going through my head. Last night i went to Starbucks with Mk and we talked about alot of the stuff that's been on our minds and then we went back to her house and sat on the roof and talked for a little while longer and I'm still processing it all. I'm tyring to figure out my life and what I'm supposed to do with it and i just realized that i have no idea... I know that God has a plan for all of us I just don't know how I'm going to know when I'm doing what God wants me to do in my life. It's all so confusing....

Hello everyone...it is finally fall break! I'm so, so happy! But I'm extremely tired.

Yeah, that's right...one more week till fall break!!! I'm so happy I could jump around my room (well...maybe its the coffee...) I need fall break so bad! But...anyways...at church tonight they had the Honduras report.This is where they showed pictures from the mission trip this summer and talked about some of the experiences that they had there. It was really good and i think i finally decided which mission trip I'm going on. But i still have a while before i definately have to know...but for some reason i keep thinking about Honduras.It will be the first mission trip i've ever been on...

Yes i know i am usually this way but today felt even more confusing.Today I just existed...i don't think i really contributed to anything...i was just there.

I just got back from Mary-Katherine's house where me, mary-katherine and Bret watched the phantom of the opera and i have to say that is one of the best movies i've ever seen! I loved it! Then we just sat around and talked for awhile.Today was also fall festival and i got to hang out with Zach almost all day.That made me happy. Well...i'm gonna try to finish my homework so i can enjoy Sunday.( I get to go to Kingwood!)

I thought i would try to explain my profile photo. My family had a yard sale with Katie's family and Katlyn brought an air mattress and we decided it would be fun to jump on it and Katlyn took pictures.It was probably one of the most entertaining things i have ever done.I'll try to put some more of the air mattress pictures on here when i figure it out. They are hilarious.Well...i'm tired so i think i'm going to sleep and try not to think about stuff.

Yeah...literally. I guess my stupidness was evident even more so today.Oh well...as long as some people were happy it's fine.

I wish it would just go ahead and rain. It's been windy and cool all day so why won't it just rain? We could use some. This has been a slightly stressful weekend. I've been worried about something and i hope that it's fixed but i'm not sure. I'm so scared that i'm going to ruin this but hopefully everything is ok. Right now i'm listening to Nat King Cole and day dreaming with the sounds of the wind whistling and and the dryer in the background wishing i was somewhere else. I really want to go to Starbucks but i can't (sniff sniff) this is getting depressing. I haven't been to Starbucks in a week.

We are out of school tomorrow and i am so happy. But it kinda makes me think that this is gonna be a pretty bad storm because we hardly ever get out of school when it snows. So having school called off in August is very odd. And kinda scary. The hurricane is huge! I didn't realize that it is that big till this morning.Well...i am happy!

I had a very happy day today. I truly enjoyed life for the first time in days.School wasen't that bad and soccer practice was fun and i felt so happy and i could not stop smiling this morning. i'm not sure why but i think my perspective on alot of things has changed.

School has started and so has soccer. And i'm pretty excited about that. Soccer is so much fun and i think we're gonna have a pretty good team this year.We have alot of new people on the team but they are all doing really good.We're gonna have a fun season. Please pray for Matt Blankenship.

The yard sale was fun. I went to Starbucks....yeah....um ...that's bout it.

Hello everyone! Well...my family decided to have a yard sale tomorrow. What fun. Well,I'm frustrated with myself a little bit. I let myself think something and then figured out that it's not true. But it's my fault getting my hopes up. So...I'm gonna have to be really careful now because i'm just gonna let myself get hurt again and i don't think i can take it.

I hate feeling like this! But I'm fine..really...i'm ok.

I am so tired!

Hello everyone. Today has been a good day so far. I went shopping again and had a docters appointment which wasen't really all that fun. I found out that I haven't gotten any taller since my last check-up so basically I'm gonna be 5'1 the rest of my life which is ok. I just thought it was funny. Well....that's about it. Wait! I almost forgot.....I FINALLY FINISHED HUCKLEBERRY FINN!!!!!! I'm so happy! I love to read but that book was really bad.

It's raining right now and I'm listening to weezer. Now all I need is some coffee and i'd be ok.I went to vbs at lascasses last night and it was really good.It felt good to get out of the house. I've gotten to where i don't like being at home anymore. i love to just drive around with my radio blaring. It's so much fun.