I had a really good day and yet i still feel really weird. I don't know why. I'm worrying about things too much and yet i can't bring myself to stop worrying.I need to talk to someone but no one is there at the moment.I'm ready for christmas break! I'm not sure if i'm sad or mad or just ...i don't know. Too many emotions to just pick one. I feel like i've lost a friend and that is really bothering me but i don't know how to act around this person anymore.I'm afraid to go and talk to them because i don't want to be annoying and .....agh! I need to take a walk but it's quite cold outside and wet and .....yeah.....well i'm going to try to become a little less confused and figure this whole thing out.Goodnight.