A Long December (because mine will be)

October 17 2005

a long december, and there's reason to believe



maybe this year will be better than the last



i can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leaving



and the days go by so fast



and it's one more day up in the canyons



and it's one more night in hollywood



if you think that i could be forgiven



i wish you would



na na na naaa na na na na yeah



the smell of hospitals in winter



and the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters but not pearls



and all at once you look across a crowded room



to see the way that light attaches to a girl



and it's one more day up in the canyons



and it's one more night in hollywood



if you think you might come to California



i think you should



na na na naaa na na na na yeah



drove up to hillside, met her sometime after 2am



and talked a little while about the year



i guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower



makes you talk a little lower



about the things you could not show her



and it's been a long december



and there's reason to believe this year will be better than the last



i can't remember all the times i tried to tell myself to hold on



to these moments as they pass



and it's one more day up in the canyon



and it's one more night in hollywood



and it's been so long since i've seen the ocean



guess i should



na na na naaaa na na na na yeah



Manda Sue

October 18 2005
Guess what? I like that song a lot... and today i successfully quit the competition cheerleading squad, so i will only be a AHS cheerleader until the last football game!!