its been a month today since i wrote in this...pretty pathetic. lol. this summer has been really great and sucked the big one at the same time...i've hung out with people i never thought i would see outside of school (chris)...ive grown away from people that i really dont want to...im not sure that i want to put it this way, but i've broken a heart--and lost a friend or two from that...gone off on someone at work to where they ask for someone else when i answer the phone...and i've talked to people that i thought hated me.
as afraid as i am to start college, im really looking forward to it. i hope it gives me a second chance at starting over completely with everything. that would be wonderful.