In the past month I've grown so much closer to God than ever before and it's amazing to see how much more can be thrown my way because I'm so close to Him right now. I've had a lot of people tell me that I look happier and smile more than they ever have seen me and it is completely and totally God. I finally have him at the very center of my life.

The main part of it is that I need prayer right now. Prayer to keep focused and remain silent.....so I know what I need to do for Him. I want to keep my happiness close to my heart because of Him and fight away everything that is trying to pull me down. I need strength in a huge way.

So. I'm asking for your prayers....please.