hmmmmm

i have not wrote on this this thing in a while...i have been quite busy, ive been quite agitated lately too......Valentines day always sux for me and this year it was a slap in the face....i dont know exactly what to do....i should just leave fate take the wheel of my life...i hate everything that has ruined my so called life...but, i can either dwell on everything and be weak..or just get over it and be strong...But, everything that is happening is becoming unexpected....i hate this.....

later Steph

Blink 182
Pathetic






I know I'm pathetic, I knew when she said it
A loser, a bum's what she called me when I drove her home
There's no more waiting and sure no more wasting
I've done all I can but she still wants to be left alone

You got, you got, you got to help me out
And I'll try not to argue
No one, no one, no one likes a drop-out
Mistakes are hard to undo

Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different, but I'm the same and I'm wrong
Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different, this is where I belong

I think it's disgusting, believing and trusting
If I gave a fuck there would be nothing for me to prove
Although it's amusing, it's slightly confusing
I've done all I can but her ego is still hard to move

You got, you got, you got to help me out
And I'll try not to argue
No one, no one, no one likes a drop-out
Mistakes are hard to undo

Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different, but I'm the same and I'm wrong
Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different, this is where I belong

Don't pull me down, this is where I belong
I think I'm different, this is where I belong