i guess you could say alot has happened...

I wish things didn't change and everything would stay the same...but then i guess we would never get anywhere in life..thats sad to me....

so ya know what...its 2006!

so ive been doing alot of thinking lately about alot of things...and i think its all starting to make sense..but im still having trouble with alot of things. but its going to be okay.another thing ive been thinking about is how sometimes you really dont know a person...ive been hurt and shocked by the ones whom i thought i knew...but i guess we never really know a person.that tends to bother me.so i think ive decided that i want to go away for college,like mississippi or georgia maybe even montana...but who knows i think it would be amazing!(its kinda scary though that ive only got a year left of highschool...) but yea i better stop thinking or this entry could get pretty long and my brain hurts...lol i love yall!-chels

okay so i guess its time for an update...well not to much happening. monday absolutely nothing, tuesday i got my liscense!!! and i went to an open house thing for where i used to work and then i went with andy to target and wendys and then he showed me around murfreesboro because i didnt even know what half of the places were(kinda sad being that ive lived here all my life)then tonight church and then andy,weston, and elise came over and we watched madagascar and played the piano and looked under christmas trees and ya know just chilled....but yea so tmrw and friday i havce midterms and again on monday..so booh on that!but anyways...i guess i shall talk to you folks later!!love you all!!

Quote of the Day:"You have to have a heart as big as an elephant and skin as thick as a rhino"......so ive known that but today someone explained it to me and it hit me. so yea...

I JUST WISH I WAS THERE....^.^.^.^.^.^.

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself.
I've been burdened with blame,
Trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on...

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different, but they're always the same
They mean me no harm, but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change

But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on...

I'm movin' on
At last I can see,
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know.. there's no guarantees, but I'm not.. alone
There comes a time.. in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I.. have made up my mind that those days.. are gone

I sold what I could
And packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should
But lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out

Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on..

I'm movin' on...

I'm movin' on....

Im Moving On: Rascal Flatts

wow alot to think about in the last two weeks but i think maybe its all starting to make sense...

So I bought myself  a little christmas present...a 4GB nano Ipod with my name engraved on it and everything! Im so excited!!YAY!!

So Siegel pretty much dominated over Riverdale tonight!wow was that a close game!!but we won!HECK YES!!oh and then when me and Ben were leaving this guy infront of us basically got out of his car and started stripping and dancing like right in front of us!it was hilarious!i haven't laughed that hard in a long time!but yea so for the most part i had a pretty good day!but i am glad to say its over. i wish this week would go by just a little bit faster...

SIEGEL NATION

so today i had to work and i think i baked like 300 cookies..yeathen i had to come home and turn around for me and lauren to go to my christmas party at Cedarvine..wow its beautiful there!!then i went to chads for a litte bit just to say hey.then i came home deciding whether or not i should try to work on my stupid Chemistry project..and i thought long and hard about it and deciced not to!so here i am.well i think thats just about it!yep thats all!!