so i haven't really written in FOREVER - or if i have it's been random and short, so................................

life has been crazy and hectic and stressful lately - but hey, that's life!

so, today is friday!!!! hooray! tonight, my beautiful Kimberleia and I will get to dress up in pretty dresses like princesses and journey to the far away kingdom of the BCM for the BCM formal. how fun is that? and then!!!! yep, we're changing into out pj's and watching a movie there! yeah, i know--- flippin' sweet!

right now as i look around me I'm thinking "wow! i'm soooo messy!" there are clothes piled...um....er... everywhere. yeah so while kim is at work i'll be cleaning.... the whole time!

I wish life had a pause button. or someway to just go back a relive those moments of infinite happiness that i took for granted while they were happening. there sould be some flashinging neon sign that says "enjoy while it lasts"

we did tribute speeches in speech today. man, i love my family. i'm not sure i can ever express that enough. they are soooo great.

so ok guys--- time to fess up. the past few days have been emotionally wired and draining at the same tiem. when i get like that I have a reallllllly good loooooonnnnnnggggggggggg cry and then i'm good and i can handle it. do you do that, or will you admit it?