Thank you for helping me realize the truth.

September 15 2008

I will call you even when I have nothing to say.

I will miss you no matter where I am.

If I am in your arms I will miss not being there sooner.

All those times I forgot to call you back, I am sorry.

I tried to keep you out of my mind.

All those times you didn't call me back, I forgive.

It was no big deal.

"I love you, I've made up my mind." -Thank you Ray Charles.

I will stay awake for hours to hear you speak over the phone.

I will walk a thousand miles just to be the one who is with you.

"I will give up every dream I ever had to make this one come true.

When I wake up, well I know I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be the man,

Who wakes up next to you." -Thanks Proclaimers.

I would love to be that guy that is on the news.

I would love to be that guy who has all of the awards on his chest.

I would love to be that guy who has the general star on his shoulder.

I would love to be the strongest and best in my feild.

But I would give it all away to be with you for a life time.

"I should know who I am by now, I walk the record stands somehow

thinkin' of winter, your name is the splinter inside of me, 

while I wait..."-Thank you Joshua Radin.

I have decided to walk a lot  of different paths.

Along the way I have realized a lot of things.

I have realized that when you are walking everywhere you get tired. I have realized that when you take so many paths you get lost.

I have realized now more than ever I want to walk a new path.

No, I do not want to change a thing that I have done in the past.

Even though I was tired and lost I still know where you are in my heart.

"Every long lost dream lead me to where you are, Others who broke my heart they were like Northern Stars pointing me on my way into your loving arms, this much I know is true". -Thank you Rascal Flatts.

I have been up in the middle of the night to see the stars shine.

I have been awake at dawn to see the sun rise.

I have had that phone in my hand praying for the courage to tell you.

"I woke up early this morning 'round 4 a.m. with the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate. Pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep. Thoughts of you kept keeping me awake." -Thanks Keith Urban. 

I am done with all of this confusion. 

It has gotton me no where but confused.

Fine.

Now this stands true. 

I love you, I've made up my mind.