Maybe it is Just Me...

July 30 2008
No it is not today and no it will not be tomorrow.
No it is not that night and no it is not those days.
No it is not that one dance and no it is not the lack of dances.
No it is not her and I know it is not him.
No it is not that airport and no it is not that one van ride.
No it is not that morning and no it is not that night.
Maybe simply it is just you and it is just me.
No it is not the fact that I can't live with out you.
It is that I can, but I hate myself for it.
No it is not the distance.
It is the ground traveled.
No it is not the future.
It is our simple past.
No it is not that I really like you.
It is that I absolutely hate that I love you.

Erin:: lub my flower.

July 30 2008
yep, this is very contradicting. exactly what i needed.... i love how you what you're talking about, but the rest of us can only assume. thanks! it is really good. how about this... <br> there's nothing you can control. but everything is on your own hands. you're guilty, but i know you're innocent, you look at me, you can't see anything. you've done so much to me,but there is not a footprint .i'm back at base yet i'm not at a resting place. i have everything i need, i need nothing at all. i would give anything to get what i want, but if i had the chance i would deny what i want,