Mathis
Social
Relationship Status
In A Relationship
Highschool
DCHS, Go Courgars
College
Maby one day.
Interests
I am really interested in my future, being the best...at everything. I really like to work. I like working out. Camping is a favorite. Building things. Destroying things. Four-wheeling...with trucks or ATVs. I plan on joining the military. I think I want to go to college first, and do some ROTC so that I can enter in as an officer. I would like to make it to the Army Special Forces. Airsoft and paintball are both pretty fun.
Favorite Music
Chris Tomlin, David Crowder, U2, Weezer, Lincoln Brewster, Snow patrol, Train, The Fray, Coldplay, Avenged Sevenfold, Papa Roach, John Mayer, Warren Hudson, Bullet for my Valentine, Tom Petty, Aerosmith, Barenaked Ladies, Billy Joel, The all American Rejects, The Charlie Daniels Band, Creed, Counting Crows, Brad Paisley, Blink 182, Dave Matthews Everclear, Don Mclean, Death Cab for Cutie, Foo Fighters, Fuel, Garth Brooks, George Strait, Goo Goo Dolls, Jack Johnson James blunt, James Brown, Jimi Hendrix, Jason Mraz, John cale Josh Radin, Keith Urban, Led Zeppelin, Linkin Park, Lone Star Louis Armstrong, Maroon 5, Matchbox twenty, Metallica, Montgomery Gentry, Mute Math
Favorite Movies
The Princess Bride, and Forest Gump, Hitch
Favorite Books
The Bible.
Is it that I just always screw up?
October 26 2007
Why is it that I am having trouble swallowing?
Why is it that I am having trouble breathing?
I know why I don't want to.
Why is it that I am having trouble thinking of You.&Me. as just that?
Why is it that I am having trouble thinking of not saying those three words to you everyday?
I know why I want to.
Why is it that I am having trouble understanding why it is this way?
Why is it that I am having trouble when only ten minutes separate our voices?
I know I need help.
Why must I be so terrified of everything?
Why must I screw things up?
I have no clue
Is there anyway I have the strength to pull You.&Me. Out of this? God knows I want to.
Is it those three words that got us in that deep?
Or was it that one action of just that?
Is it your blue eyes that drug me in too deep and drowned me?
Is it the fact that I have no clue what to do?
Is it the fact that you were the warmth in my bones that pushed me?
Is it the fact that I screwed up everything else in my past that it was only natural for me to do it now?
Is it the fact that there is only one thing I dream of when I finally go to the hell I call sleep, and that one thing is what saves me from the monster I call myself?
Or maybe is it just the fact that those three words are I love you?
