scattered words and empty thoughts
seem to pour from my heart
i've never felt so torn before
seems i don't know where to start

but it's now that i feel
your grace fall like rain
from your fingertip
washing away my pain

i still believe
in your faithfulness
i still believe
in your truth
i still believe
in your holy word
even when i don't see
i still believe

though the questions still fog up my mind
with promises i still seem to bear
even when answers slowly unwind
it's my heart i see you prepare

the only place i can go is into your arms
where i throw to you my feeble prayers
in brokeness i can see this was your will for me
so help me to know that you are near

gosh, what an incredible song!  three years ago this was the song that kept me breathing.  and even though circumstances have changed, i can still relate to it.  it makes me thankful for all that God has done for me and in me. 

Thank You God