ahaha i am SO HAPPY!! phusebox has returned!

i dont update on this as much as i want to..but im trying to.lol

soo my life has been WAY confusing lately. i cannot even express my feelings into words..so im making up something..not rly making up but GAH idk even my words are mixed up!

bleh

eww

BORING

UGH

EGH

i need some help..lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA!!

you freaking rosk you big 15 year old!!

ahhhhhh hecticness.

i feel so crappy lately.

i miss oakland. you guys rocked my face off.

i am too tired to write anything important. so sorry if you think i suck.

i need to talk to laura...i miss her badly.

im gonna go. mucho love

alexanna

oh my freaking geez this is snap crackle pop!!!! ahh i love love love love the new version of phusebox!!

i also am totally loving the way you can change the font.

you guys ROCK .

MUCHO LOVE TO PHUSEBOX STAFF

alexanna

i go to smyrna.

and i hate it.

oakland is the best best best best EVER.

idk what it is about smyrna but it like sends off negative karma or something...

oh and alot of people think im a snob becaus ei dont talk much..woopie,not. i am SO NOT A SNOB!! gah

i miss everyone form oakland!!

i miss...
laura, jamie, amber j, amber f, sydney,colby, cody, tyler j, scott, aaron,sarah s, elissa, zach, drew, mike, kelsey, everyone from theatre, everyone from english class, selective people from geomatry, the peopkle i hang out with outside..gah

i just miss the whole school.

oh wowah...
its been a while since ive updated

but NOONE gave me any comments so it hurt my feelings..lol

ive had alot of fun over fall break because i hung out with laura most of the time

but unfortunatley i am not looking foward to monday because i have to go to freaking smyrna!! GAH i wish i could just stay at oakland...

im soo soo soo so bored you should call me.

alexanna

I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do
And all the times I had the chance to.

I've stopped my rambling,
I don't do too much gambling
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think about
How all the changes came about my ways
And I wonder if I'll see another highway.

I had a lover,
I don't think I'll risk another
These days, these days.
And if I seem to be afraid
To live the life that I have made in song
It's just that I've been losing so long.
La la la la la, la la.

I've stopped my dreaming,
I won't do too much scheming
These days, these days.
These days I sit on corner stones
And count the time in quarter tones to ten.
Please don't confront me with my failures,
I had not forgotten them.


- These Days



man today was weird.
i just cant explain it. i told everyone at my lunch table what slim jims, hot dogs, and sausages were made of. This one guy was eating his slim jim when i said it and spit it out all over the floor. It was priceless. and gross.

that song above there...i just..i just..i just love it.

alexanna

wwowah

i havnt updated in a while..so i am. because i love you.

im really into oldies music i rly rly am right now...i found like 10 kajillion of them i love!

school is good i guess.still awesome

im sick with something and im tried n i dont feel good.

I student taught my little sisters dance classes today..in the 3-4 year old clas I got to act like a butterfly…LOL..i had ribbons and everything. Talk about fun…im telling you it was the best part of my day.

Learned a life lesson today..its hard talking to someone on the phone while they are at a football game..lol..

love to all

alexanna


ps im giving you all a grande sized hug

You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light
On a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say
Put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
Well, he's on the table
And he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they are doing here
And your friends have left
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I
I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
We can put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
Can you put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand...


Jumper- Third Eye Blind

School went fine, homework went well, dance was awesome I loved it.



So heres the part that sucks. We are trying to sell our house in Smyrna so we can move onto the land we have in Lascassas. So I go to Oakland cause we’ll be moving soon. So on the way home, my mom tells me that we are going to have to sell the land if we can’t sell our house in Smyrna ultra soon. I was disappointed about that and all, but then she starts going on about how hard it is to get me to Oakland from Smyrna. So shes saying if we can’t get our house sold really really really soon Ill have to transfer from Oakland to Smyrna High after Christmas.



WTF no freaking way!! I am so not taking this crap!! I have new friends, great classes, and im perfectly fine just how I am thank you very much!! It’s taken me this long just to get used to Oakland!1 And she just expects to leave everyone and go to Smyrna?!?! I already left a whole bunch of people when leaving McFadden and I do NOT wanna do that again!!! I am NOT gonna do that again!!! AH!!!!



Im so depressed just thinking about having to start ive rbrand new..for a second time…



Please please please pray that our house gets sold. And if your looking for a house in Smyrna call us!! We have a nice home!!



alexanna

confused about food.

pretty sad huh? lol I dont eat as much as I used too AND i cut back on the junk food but its not doing any good at all. Im still the same old me. Gosh I even excersize more. WTC! why arent I losing weight or getting skinnier one. Im really starting to get mad.

UGH GOSH!!!

well im kind of upset aboutt hat ya know....

today was Colby's and Cody's B day!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU 2! lol

school went ok today i just really need to get my History Grade up.

im leaving for now. im trying to decide whether to excersize more or to eat less...lol...i think im going to exersize more...

alexanna

(ps..how do you spell exercize?)

hey i took some awesome pictures with laura last night. we had so much fun!!!

we wne to Jason's Deli , Bed Bath, and Beyond, and Walmart. We had a ton of fun. Oh my gosh.

When we went to Bed. Bath, and Beyond looking for stuff for my new room, They have these music samples where you press a square and it plays the music, well we were listening to My Girl and we started dancing really stupid. There wasnt anyone in there so we didint care, but all of a sudden this guy walks by and like does a double take and we stop and start cracking up laughing. He finds us and tells us there is a dance competition there every Thursday. LOL!!

Oh and thenw e went to walmart.There were these guys who like were dressed funky with boxers over their pajamas, and they had on camoflauge and war paint, huge sunglasses, spandex, and they were playing dodgeball/ basketball in the isle with the bouncy balls!! We got their picture!!

tellme if you like the new profile pic...

alexanna

hey this is way cooler than xanga..everyone is right...

im trying to figure this all out.

wen to the riverdale blackman game yesterday to see former McFaddeners. Fun stuff im tellin you.

idk if you leave comments on here or what...i need a lil help

alexanna