He's so cool.

Okay so I'm an angry little girl.
and I'll just vent on here,
so take note this is not to offend anyone;;

So Ms. Gregory posted the list...
&& I didn't make stage manager.
I wasn't too highly positive I would make it.
but she put me as a dresser again, and
that was perfectly fine..
till I read who made stage manager(s)
Okay, so the main stage manager
was the dress mistress last year,
she skipped out to go to Jazz fest
and left me to do her job.
How frikkin reliable.
&& THEN there's the fact
that there are 2 freshman assistants,
first off-Is it not one of ms. Gregory's big statements
that Freshman don't get stuff like that,
but there are 2.
second-yes I am jealous of that,
seeing as how i've worked my butt off to
get this, and last year I put in
SO much, and I get to be a dresser again?
I was thinking she'd take something into consideration.
It just makes me so mad she'd do that.
ughhh....

but that's my ranting,
the rest of the day was alright,
I came home, ate pizza,
fell asleep at 5
and was woken up by a phone call at
uhh 10:30 =)
haha, It was nice to sleep.
I went back to sleep at 12:34ish
and woke up at 6:00 this morning.
so yeah...lots of sleeping.

I'm babysitting this weekend,
then Keith Urban the next next Tuesday,
and the following Sunday,
yay I get to get out of town =)

but that's about it.

I can rock the lip rings?
i have no life.

nothings been going on.
Hairspray last weekend was awesome.
school sucks,
i've been sick the past week,
but i got a few things done,
but for everything done 2 things aren't?
oiy.

I got signed up for early day.
hell yes.

that's about it.

I swear I did not drug him.

Hey guys,
It's been a little while.
Thought i'd stop by and update.
Nothings been going on.
School is becoming extremely icky.
Friday was a pretty good day though.
I babysat Saturday night
so my Family could take mi Fadre out to dinner
for his birfday.(which is today)

Birfday shoutouts:
14th-Shane (my cousin)
15th-Jared (my buddy)&& MLK Jr.
16th-Mi Fadre && Nicholas Hawkins

I'm still searching for a soliloquy for Speech.
I'm gonna fail this..oiy.
I hate the stressful assignments.

Well that's all I have to say.
Have fun on the day off!

{I took that at Kroger}

"Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions.
Small people always do
that,
but the really great make you feel that you,
too, can become great."




Mark Twain

Hey kids.
How are you all?
Pretty alright here.
nothing big going on.
I wanna start dancing again,
I really really miss it.
I watched Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights,
and it was flippin awesome.
I mean i need to flippin learn dangit.
Well loves,
leave some loving.



I know your intentions,
and i'm probably that kinda girl.

♥ ♥ ♥
So nothings been going on.
I'm trying to get a job for West Side Story,
I signed up for Stage Manager
*crosses fingers*
but there are alot of
Older choir members
she might pick..
If I can't do that
I'll be a dresser again, or something.
You know what sucks,
when you have crushes.
Oiy. But it's fun.
I have about 2 1/2
&& none of them seem likely.
but it happens.

haha well yep, i've said what I had to say.

Let's make a scene♥
then blame it on our parents.

Runaway with me...

School tomorrow.
Oh boy....bahhhhhh
New Years went well.
Hung out with Amber, had
BEAUTIFUL weather.
yeah...so that was nice.
I got to go walking and such,
and I've exercised every day
for the past week=)
I was excited.

Nothing big is happening.
so I guess that's about it.

It's back...
hah.

I dyed my hair the other day.
i'll put pics up later.
Nothings been going on,
Christmas was fine,
New Years Eve Tomorrow.
Anybody got any plans?
I don't.
O well i'll party like it's 1999
yeah...
Okay, well that's
all I have to say I guess.
Have a great rest of
Break kids, peace holla.
Keep it real, Kick it old school

  
  
-Sarah


Why do men have nipples?

Lareisa&&I {she makes me giggle}

Photograph: action action
Pretty darling, stop
Running down my street
The tears are dropping
Like a nuclear meltdown
I never meant to
Let it come to this
Can we blame it on
Timing, not chemistry
All night long,
I'll sing the
Same somber song
Attack my decisions
And the horse they road on
Everything seems to be
Less that zero
A mascara hero
With a heart of zinc

I never should have (kissed)
I never should have

And I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
With your photograph

The words you chant
I never thought they'd
Be so true
Dancing in my head
So pause this moment
'Til we meet in our next life
A black tabby housecat
A bottle of xanax
All night long is
One repeated love song
When have I
Become this tree
'Til we meet in our
Brand new world
I'll count the rings
If you tie a string

I never should have (kissed)
I never should have

And I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
With your photograph

And I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
With your photograph

And I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
With your photograph

Oh, and I never should have
Kissed those lips before
I never should've
Let you out my door
But now I'm stuck here
with your photograph.


Why do I have one shoe on?

Build god, then we'll talk: Panic! at the disco

It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Freemont Street.
Appealing, only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe a just dash of formaldehyde,
And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
Oh. What a wonderful caricature of intimacy.

Yeah (Yeah)

And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. only hours before.
Well after he had left, as she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)
Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

There are no raindrops on roses or girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches and taking the shits off the sheets
before all the stains can not be more of your least favorite thing.

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.




We got bored in the bathroom.

Walking with a ghost: Tegan&Sara
No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay,
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind.

I was walking with a ghost,
I said please, please don't insist.
I was walking with a ghost,
I said please, please dont insist.

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay,
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost,
I said please, please don't insist.
I was walking with a ghost,
I said please, please dont insist.

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay,
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost,
I was walking with a ghost,
out of my mind
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind

You're out of my mind,
Out of my mind
You're out of my mind,
Out of my mind
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind.
Out of my mind,
Out of my mind.


I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.
I was walking with a ghost.

exactly.

Steal my kisses:Ben Harper

I put into Nashville, Tennessee
But you wouldn't even come around to see me
And since your headin' up to Carolina
You know I gonna be right there behind you
'Cause I always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Now I love to feel that warm southern rain
Just to hear it fall is the sweetest sounding thing
And to see it fall on your simple country dress
It's like heaven to me I must confess
'Cause I always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Now I've been hangin around you for days
But when I lean in you just turn your head away
I know you didn't mean that
She said I love the way you think but I hate the way you act
'Cause I always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you
Always have to steal my kisses from you

I don't know what is on my head.
but these ladies are awesome.

{One day down, 2 to go}
I had a good day.
Basically once midterms were over,
and between classes.
I love this
crush sort of thing.
oiy.

*10 Firsts:
first best friend (that you can remember):Berger
first screename: Babyblues409
first kiss: Michael
first pet: Charley&&Shawna
first piercing: my ears
first crush: Kolbe in 2nd grade..lol
first CD: Destiny's Child
first car: no idea
first date: How to deal with Michael
first love: I don't think i've had one.

*9 Lasts:
last cigarette: 3 or 4months ago
last alchoholic drink: a week ago
last car ride: like an hour ago
last real kiss: 3 or 4months ago
Last movie seen (in theaters):Just Friends
last phone call: Padre
last CD played:Keith Urban
last bubble bath: months ago
last time you cried:  A few weeks atleast

*8 Have You Evers:
have you ever been arrested: nope
have you ever dated one your best friends: sort of
have you ever skinny dipped: haha yes
have you ever been on TV: yep
have you ever kissed someone & then regretted it: yeah
have you ever had a sex dream about someone you knew?:haha no

have you ever snuck out:quite a few times
have you ever been in a fight: yep

*7 Things You're Wearing:
Jacket,Pink shirt,Undershirt,pants,panties,bra,earrings

*6 Things You've Done Today:
Midterms
Computer

O'charley's
Watched the beatles musical.
slept.
Sang.

*5 Favorite Things In No Particular Order:
Music
Dancing
laughing
Kissing
hugging

*4 People You Can Tell Anything To:
Amber

Jessica
Chels
Livvy

*3 Choices:
black or white: Black
hot or cold: warm
chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla

*2 things you would change about your appearance:
not sure.

*1 thing you regret: 
Everything has a purpose.

Tomorrow we begin

what we call, midterms.

1st && 2nd period

then we are out.

So that is wicked awesome.

Then 3rd && 4th

Friday followed by Charlie Brown.

Then the weekend!!!

Monday is going to go by quickly,

easy classes.

Choir Concert too.

So i'll be at school from about 1-2pm.

Then the concert is at about 7:00-:30

and it should last about an hour.

So come see me.


That look.

Those eyes.

I can't help but fall.

One word from you sends me spinning.

I'm on cloud nine,

and for once.

I'm happy I'm stuck.

-me


"You're a terrible singer, but I like this song"

So I went Christmas shopping.

I'm not finished.

I got the family gifts.

I wanted to get this

Cookie Monster Lamp.

When you push the button it goes

"COOKIE!!!"

and lights up.

I think I played with that for

about uhh 20minutes


 

3days.

3half days.

CHRISTMAS!!!

I'm ready.

doesn't feel like Christmas though.

Hasn't for quite a while.

It needs to snow.

or something.


Plans:

Monday-RTA play

Tuesday-Exorcising maybe

Wednesday-not sure

Thursday-Midterms {half day}

Friday-Midterms{half day},

Charlie Brown Christmas.


yep.

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.

4days till midterms.
1week till Christmas Break.
17 days till Christmas.
23 days till New Years.
Yayuh!!
What's the time?
Well it's gotta be close to midnight
My body's talking to me
It says, "Time for danger"
It says "I wanna commit a crime
Wanna be the cause of a fight
Wanna put on a tight skirt and flirt
With a stranger"
I've had a knack from way back
At breaking the rules once I learn the games
Get up - life's too quick
I know someplace sick
Where this chick'll dance in the flames
We don't need any money
I always get in for free
You can get in too
If you get in with me

After awhile you learn

the subtle difference between

holding a hand and chaining a soul

and you learn that love doesn't mean possession

and company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts

and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept

your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead

with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child.

And you learn to build your roads today

because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans

and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight.

After awhile you learn that even sunshine

burns if you get too much so you plant your

own garden and decorate your own soul

instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure

that you really are strong

and you really do have worth

and you learn

and you learn...

Woke up late.
Dropped my phone in the toilet.
Vending Machine gave me the wrong drink.
Had to go to Biology.
then I had a complete turn around.
{Freaking amazing afteroon}
I love days like this.
So I hear we are doing West Side Story.
&&I am excited.
I'm in love with Rent.

"Take me Out TOnight<3"


the sparkle in her eyes
 when you smile at her
would shame the stars.



Question:
What do you want for Christmas?

So I left school early today.
I keep having these cold sweats.
it's uncomfortable.
The school seemed unusually hot.
O well, I came home.
took some medicine,
I feel a bit better now.
Unfortunately,
Nobody will be home for another 2hours.
So i'm going to do some things bored people do.
here are some surveys:

Stole this from Nick:



01. Sleep with or without clothes on?usually
02. Prefer black or blue pens? Blue
03. Dress up on Halloween? Yayuh
04. Like to travel? Definately.
05. Like someone? yeahhh
06. Do they know? Probably not
07. Who sleeps with you every night?Oh you know, wait, nobody..lol
08. Think you're attractive? I have my days.
09. Want to get married? Yep.
10. To? a nice person.
11.
Are you a good student? at times.
12. Are you currently happy? sure.
13. Have you ever cheated on someone? I don't believe so.
14. Birthplace? Murfreesboro
15. Christmas or Halloween? Christmas.
16. Colored or black-and-white photos? Black and White.
17. Do long distance relationships work? nope
18. Do you believe in astrology? nope
19. Do you believe in love at first sight? Sometimes
20. Favorite CD? Nat King Cole's Greatest Hits
21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?Sometimes
22. Do you drink? not really.
23. Do you make fun of people?Just when they have bad hair,that they did themselves, you see, I'd be perfectly fine with someone making fun of my hair cause I jacked it up myself, does that make sense?
24. Do you think dreams eventually come true? Depends if you make them come true,
Take for instance a dream that you meet a famous person,
stalk them for a couple of years and they're bound to notice you!
25. Favorite fictional character?The Pillsbury Dough BOy
26. Go to the movies or rent? Go.
27. Have you ever moved in your entire life? Quite a few times, but Stayed in the same general area
28. Have you ever stolen anything? a button.
29. How's the weather right now?Frigid
30. Hug or kiss? Kiss.
31. Last person you talked to on the phone? Mom
32. Last person who told you they love you? Ellen
33. Loud or Soft Music? Depends on my mood.
34. McDonalds or Burger King? Neither, I mean, BK-brown cheese Mikeyd's-Heartattack on a bun
35. Night or day? Night.
36. Number of Pillows? dos.
37. Piano or guitar? Piano.
38. Future job? Cosmotologist
39. Current job?School
40. Current love? Hair color
41. Current longing? relationship, that's atleast halfway decent
42. Current disappointment? CiCi's Pizza
43. Current annoyance? People who don't give me a chance to talk, i just wanna slap them!
44. Last thing you ate?chicken
45. Last thing you bought? Butterfly pants//Green shirt thing
46. Most recent thing you are looking forward to? No School
47. What are you wearing right now? pants,converse,shirt
48. Plans for this weekend? none
49.
What did you do today? went to school
50. Pick a song lyric:
I always have to steal my kisses from you...
-------------------------------
>>Basics<<

>>Whats your real name? Sarah Elizabeth Gearhart
>>What do your friends call you? Sarah,Say,Sandy,Boomama
>>What does your family call you? Say,Sarah
>>Where do you live? Tennessee
>>How old are you? 15
>>When is your birhtday? June 11th
>>Male or Female? female
>>Single or Taken? Single
>> Boyfriend/Girlfriends name? ...
>>What is your sn? Wastedinthesoup

>> Have you ever .. <<

>> Been in Jail? no
>>Thrown up in public? yeah
>>Gotten a F on a report card? once
>>Been to a concert? yeah
>>Been in a fist fight?haha yah
>>Had a crush on someone? duh
>>Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? yep
>>Dated someone of the same sex? no
>>Been attracted to someone of the same sex? no
>>Slipped on a banana peel? no
>>Stolen somehting? a button

>>What would you do if..<<

>>Someone caught you having sex? Laugh
>>You caught someone having sex? vomit
>>Got really sick and threw up in public? happened before.
>>Someone threatend you? laugh at them
>>Someone totaled yuor car? beat them with the bumper? haha i dunno.
>>You met the president? punch him.
>>Went on a blind date and it turned out to be you faveorite actor/actoress?Ask them what drugs they're on.
>>Burped while singing a solo in front of the whole school? act like it's part of the song.
>>You could have anything you wanted? who knows
>>You had a geniue? make a wish

>>Finish he sentences..<<

>>I just got...a poptart
>>There are a million ...things going on in my mind.
>>Can Somebody please...give me a break, give me a break, break me off a peice of that kitkat bar!?
>>Its  REALLY hot i should...swim
>>There are a million spiders on my...sister
>>I'm only racist towards...napkins
>>I only love...you
>>I really hate...them
>>I hate this annoying...itch

>>Can you finish this<<>>If you can finish it<<

>> If im 555 your ....666
>>Its getting hot in here so take off all your ...clothes.
>>I tear my heart open i sew ....myself shut
>>Drop it like its.. HOTTT
>>People can take everything away from you nut they can never take away your ...pants
>>To the window To the ...walllllllllllll
>>We were meant to live for...so much more
>>Tell e that reality is better than a dream but i found out the hard way nothing is what .....it seems to be
>>Were all to ...drunk
>>It take my pain ...away

>>This or that<<

>>Gay or Bisexual? uhh gay i guess.
>>Basketball or baseball? baseball
>>Hockey or Lacross? hockey
>>Cheerleading or Football? football
>>Patriots or Eagles?Eagles
>>Pink or Purple? Pink
>>Blue or Green? Blue
>>Red or Orange? Orange
>>Pass or Fail? pass
>>Blonde or Brunette? brunette
>>Pop or Rock? rock
>>Guitar or Drums? drums

>>Private<<

>>Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
>>Do you have a crush? si
>>Are you i love? no
>>Hae you ever been in love? i thought I was.
>>Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? no
>>Do you smoke? no
>>Are you a virgin? yes
------------------

9 CURRENTS

1) Current Mood: blah
2) Current Taste: orange juice
3) Current Clothes: maroon shirt&&Jeans
4) Current Desktop: Guitarrrrrr
5) Current Toenail Color: Pink
6) Current Time: 1:56
7) Current Surroundings: my room?
8) Current Thoughts: ick

(um there's only 8 things.)

8 FIRSTS

1) First Best Friend: Berger
2) First Kiss: Michael
3) First Screen Name: babyblues409
4) First Pet: Shawna
5) First Piercing: Ears when i was little
6) First Crush:Colby
7) First Music: no idea

(there's only 7.)

7 LASTS

1) Last Cigarette: 4 or 5months ago
2) Last Drink: a few months ago
3) Last Car Ride: today
4) Last Kiss: September
5) Last Movie Seen: Harry Potter 4
6) Last Phone Call: 10minutes ago
7) Last CD Played: Keith Urban

6 HAVE YOU EVERS

1) Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: yeah
2) Have You Ever Been Dumped: yep
3) Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
4) Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yeah
5) Have You Ever Been on TV: yeah
6) Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: nope

5 THINGS

1) 1 Thing You're Wearing: jeans
2) 1 Thing You've Done Today: went to school
3) 1 Thing Your Listening To Right Now: my computer
4) 1 Thing You Can't Live Without: air?
5) 1 Thing You Do When You're Bored: videogames

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY

1.Biology
2.english
3.choir
4.Geometry

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO

1. Amber
2. Berger
3. Chels

2 CHOICES

1. black or white: green
2. hot or cold: Cold

1 THING YOU WANT TO DO

1. Dance