...Dont you wish that you could reverse time and fix your mistakes?

November 06 2005

I am so Depressed. No Kidding. I feel like nothing. I am so emotionally and physically drained. I'm so empty and sad and mad and I feel ike I've hurt everyone around me and that's because I have. I'm sorry.


I'm so sick of trying to fit in. Some feelings you get are instinct and you should learn from them. One thing I've learning this weekend. Is that I need to make drastic changes in my life and surround myself with people and things that are positive and are a positive influence on me.


I feel like a horrible person, and its because I've been acting like one.

Rebekah Minor

November 06 2005
so, me and god are about to go talk, and we are gonna talk about you cause i love you, and i know how it feels to be completely depressed and i know how it is to try to hard or to try at not trying too hard and that blows! so yeah, me and god and you, cause i love you! bye!

Erica

November 06 2005
I LOVE YOU!! I guess both of us are going through alot of shit right now...it blows but hopefully it will get better soon!! God I hope so!!

Abby Dee

November 07 2005
it made me tre sad you didn't get to hand with me and ste friday night =/ i hope things get WAY better for you very soon. loooove.

Wastedinthesoup

November 07 2005
Pretty sure I'm gonna give you a really big hug today...I hope you feel better, and I'm always around if you need to talk. [i know these are empty words for alot of people, but i'm pretty sure I won't be busy, not till choir season starts up again(lol)] but yeah, oh and it was nice seeing you the other day...

Katie Schneider

November 07 2005
youre not a horrible person, nick! We had so much fun today in english and I miss you too! Cant wait til Thursday! ...mr ed voice... I love you!

Lexie

November 08 2005
you are not a horrible person .. we're kids, and we're allowed to make mistakes every once in a while.

Erica

November 08 2005
....Cool Springs...*Cough cough*