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January 03, 2008

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Music, Politics, Acting, Fashion, iPod, Psycology, I'm Atheist, Tv, Movies, Organization, Cleaning (I'm a freak), Talking, Thinking, Debating, Dreaming, Making Mixes, Dropping it like its hot, Cultures, Board Games, Halo, Coffee, Tea, Food, Laughing, Not taking myself or anyone around me seriously.


Rilo Kiley, Tegan and Sara, Deathcab for Cutie, John Vanderslice, M.I.A, Sufjan Stevens, Ben Kweller, Regina Spektor, LCD Soundsystem, Eisley, The Postal Service, Cursive, Bloc Party, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Kings of Convenience, Dashboard Confessional, Jem, Hello Goodbye, Damien Rice, Coldplay, Norah Jones, The Strokes, The Shins, Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, System of a Down, Radiohead, A Perfect Circle, Missy Elliot, Jack Johnson, Interpol, Cake, The Rapture, The Gorillaz, Lali Puna, Metric, Madonna, Techno, Etc...


Garden State, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, Kill Bill 1 and 2, All Harry Potters, Benny & Joon, Edward Scissorhands, Chicago, Minority Report, Fahrenheit 9/11, Monster, Saved, Elephant, Bowling for Columbine, and most documentaries.


The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Harry Potter, It, New Rules, 1984, Fahrenheit 451, A Raisin in the Sun, A Lesson Before Dying

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I am so bored, and I don\'t want to go to school tomorrow...

So yea, its one of those long survey things that no one will read that I\'m doing out of boredom...

{side note} I feel like theres a drought on my \"love life\". I mean really. Its been a year. And with the holidays coming looks likes it might just be me, christmas, and coffee.

1) Last thing you burned while attempting to cook?
An omlet.

2) Describe yourself in 3 words?
Laffy, Rambunctious, and Unique.

3) How long does it take you to get ready for your day?
An hour and fifteen minutes.

4) Favorite place to blow $50?
Urban Outfitters.

5) How many people have you thought were \"the one\"?

6) What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex?
Being extremely annoying.

7) What kind of car do you drive?
99 Honda Accord.

8) What\'s in your CD player right now?
Rilo Kiley, Coldplay, Missy Elliot, Eisley, and A Rap mix.

9) What celebrity would you have coffee with?
Natalie Portman/Uma Thurman.

10) What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with?
Toby Keith.

11) What kind of toothpaste do you use?
Crest Sensations Vanilla Mint.

12) What time do you go to bed?
Around 12 on school nights, hah.

13) Last movie you saw?
\"Yours, Mine, and Ours\" hahahaha.

14) Last TV show you watched?

15) Who is your best friend?
My Girls know who they are...

16) Who in your family do you best get along with?
My Brother...

17) Who do you lust after?
Touching... ;)

18]) What time is it?
11:42 p.m.

19) Are you planning a vacation/travel?
I\'m going to Hawaii with Drama during Spring Break.

20) When/Where was the last time you traveled?
Summer \'04.

21) How many times have you been in love?

22) How old will you be in 10 years?

23) Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Somewhere that I\'m myself and happy.

24) Sinful snacking weakness?
Gah...just about everything. But currently...Danish Wedding Cookies.

25) Rollercoasters?
Hell Yeah!

26) Ever run out of gas?
Not yet...But i\'m the kind of person who will go for days with the empty light on...

27) Ever been on a train?

28) Ever been on a blind date?

29) Ever been to Europe?

30) What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day?
Cook...just like a woman should...BAHAHAHA [kidding]. I would sit around and talk with my \"girlfriends\" about sexxx.

31) Would you tell anyone it was you?
I would brag....???

32) Ever been arrested?
33) Have a crush on anyone you work with?
Hah, not where I worked.

34) What is something you believe in?
The power of music.

35) What is something you fear?

36) Big or small?
Whoa you know who you\'re talking to?

37) What is the worst pain you have ever experienced?
I had surgery this summer, and when I woke up from about paaaaiiiin.

38) What is your favorite television show?
Big Brother.

39) Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture?
If I knew how...I would.

40) Tell us something about your childhood.
I got stuck in a tree...literally.

41) What would it cost for you to flash the person next to you?
A drink.

42) Best time to catch you in a good mood?
You can\'t plan it...I\'m a headcase.

43) If you could be anything for one day, what would it be?
A bird.

44) Most prized possesion(s)?
Freedom!!! Bahahaha

45) Would you ever sell it/how much?
Suck it!

46) What is one of your pet peeves?
When people are wrong, and won\'t admit it.

47) Favorite kind of ice cream?
Starbuck\'s Coffee Almond Fudge.

48) Coolest thing that happened today?
Ashley Marshall had a cabage patch doll that moved its mouth.

56) What do you usually order from starbucks?
Yay!!! Grande Chi Egg Nog Latte.... :)

57) What is/was your biggest mistake?
Being an immature kid and aiding in the decline of My dad and I\'s relationship.

58) Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Looooooooooooooong time ago.  Like I said, immature kid.

59) Say something totally random about you:
I like to dance...a lot.

60) Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Not that I can recall.

61) Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
No, they put me in a creepy mood.

62) Did you have braces?
No, but I am being told I need to. Pssh.

63) Are you comfortable with your height?
Very much so.

64) What is the most romantic thing done by someone of the opposite sex?
Bahahaha. If only you knew my past with women.

65) When do you know it\'s love?
When you know who you are completely, and they are part of it.

66. Do you speak other languages?

67) Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
No, but part of me wants to try it out.

68) What magazines do you read?

69) Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Yeah, for my 16th Birthday.

70) Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
Yes, my grandfather.

71)Have you ever watched MTV?

72) What\'s something that really annoys you?
Fights with my mother.

73) What\'s something you really like?
Touching. ;)

74) Do you like michael jackson?
No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.

75) Can you dance?
Aha! Yes I can.

76) What\'s the latest you\'ve ever stayed up?
I\'ve gone well over 24 hours with no sleep.

77) Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
I think about that a lot, you never know.

78) Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?

79) Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Honestly...not at all. Unless I like them

80) Who did you take this from?

81) Whats your full name?
Nicholas Ray Hawkins.

82) If you had to pick another city to live in... but it was in the same state what city would you choose?
Cool Springs? Is that a city?

83) Favortie place in the world?
What kind of question is that?

84) Best feeling you ever had?
Hahaha...I will not be vulgar or obscene.

85) Life goal or dream?
Find acceptance with myself.

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Kill me now please...


Oh my spiritual figure!!! Tegan and Sara are coming to the Exit In in Nashville...Tuesday...aslkjfsdiut;iolusadrtu!!!!!

That sucks, because its a school night, and I have drama practice from 3:30 til 6:00. BLAH!!!

So there is no way my mom will let me go. It doesn\'t start until 8, and there are other people playing, so it would be over until laaaaaaaate.

They are one of my top five favorite bands of all time. And i\'m going to miss their show. I saw them at Dancing in the District. I was Front and Center. And this time, I wont be there at all...  :(

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There\'s no better time than right now...

So Friday was bleh. I didn\'t get to hang out with Sarah Gearhart...So that sucked. I ended up going around town with Maegan to stores and such...



^^ It looks like that pole is stuck up the [manakin\'s] butt...

The only thing I bought was the new DDR game for Xbox...



Today, I listened to my iPod...


Then, I called Marylane...


And we ate at O\'Charley\'s. It was good. Then we attempted to hang out with Maegan and John. But plans didn\'t go through. And everyone else was busy or not home. Soooo. Marylane and I  sat at my house...BORED LIKE NO TOMORROW!! But, I enjoyed it, because I missed her and its nice to be around her...We played perfection and guess who. We ended up just going back to hastings later on...where I saw Sean Donnovan. He is my all time favorite person ever. I miss hanging out with him and everyone else [Molly, Amanda, James] Hanging out with those people...I felt like I could be myself and have no worries. Just thinking about what we used to do brings back a rush of emotions that came along with it. A part of my life will forever be dedicated to the four of you...hahaha. But seriously. Completely amazing times. We should hang out again, and I mean it, and I will actually call some of you...hah...Yeah. Speaking of the past, I\'m found my anti-Bush shirt...


So yea, I hate my yearbook picture...a whole seriously... {Claire, hahaha}...

So yeah...I used to have long hair...



...and I\'m so glad its gone...


\"Can we get together? I really, I really wanna be with you. Can you work it out with me? I hope you, I hope you feel the same way too. Do you believe that we can change the future? Its just an illusion, I don\'t care. Do you believe I can make you feel better? There\'s too much confusion, come on over here.\"

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Yes...M.I.A...Everyone go

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Nicholas is tired...So he\'s going to go get some sleep before his school schedule is completely lost like it usually is during breaks...

He\'s off to dream...about certain { people }, places, and things...

And cuddle with his pillow and pretend that it\'s a warm body keeping him company...

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