As I sit here tonight I realize that the advice I have to offer means absolutely squat if God is not real in my life but there is good news he is real because he has risen.. Sometimes I think about all the lost people and the sad part is I feel absolutely no urgency to share the gospel and you know what that is its apathy... an absolute witness killer apathy is so big now it can control our lives and minds and we seem not to even care... I don't know what to do and I wish I did...but I realized through christ I can do all things (in matthew) and he can change that attitude of laziness that is inside of our hearts if we just ask him to help us fill that need of urgency... I just hope someone can relate to what I am saying we (I) need to step up and be bold and share the love of christ with people who need to hear it and I hope everyone has a wonderful night and I will talk to you guys soon

                                                      IN CHRIST john