Wow it has been over a month since i posted, and alot has happened, it has litterally been an emotional rollercoaster. With the guy that i liked ( ok who am i kidding, i still kinda like him) dating another girl, and snubbing me, and just me thinking that i am superwoman ( burning the candle at both ends) and me feeling like blah!! i had a horrible dream last week, and it involved two different guys that i go to church with, ....... lets not go there, it is that bad!!! Idk i just don't know what is going on with me i feel so lost, in every aspect, i just don't feel like i am me any more. It is just mush right now!!!