And wondering why

November 07 2005


It bothers me,



but I'm not even sure what it is.



All I know is…


things keep changing.



And for every thing that changes for the good,



something else changes questionably.



And sometimes for the not so good.



I know I can't go back –



I really don't know if I'd want to –



But is it wrong to say I'm a little scared about where I'm going?



Am I allowed a little doubt?



People have changed;



Heaven knows I wake up every morning a new person.



I'm restless.



I'm uncertain.



I take God for granted sometimes…



and He's not the only one.



I sort of wish for last year.



I was comfortable; I didn't grow much, but I was comfortable.



But not this year.



This year, I'm growing.






And I have growing pains out the wazoo.

Amy

November 07 2005
I understand.